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prologues
My name is Keyra Nindira. I am currently in 12th grade at one of the State High Schools in Yogyakarta. Actually I'd love to graduate High School soon. Leaving the bitterness and paying for all the failures in Junior High because I didn't go to high school that I wanted. Honestly, in the early days of High School I was once hurt. Yes, it's a bucin problem. Again he was one of my friends at Junior High. The story is long, but in short it is she who makes me lazy to date again.
There was one of those guys that I attended school with who I admired. I really admire. She's so sweet. The dimples on her cheeks made her melt. He's also good at math and he's my mom's favorite student. Oiya one thing, my mother is a Mathematics Teacher at my High School. I taught my mother in X class. I just admire her, but I don't know if this feeling turns into love. But obviously, I don't want to date anyone. The wounds from the former last one still lingered in the heart.
Oiya, I have a couple of guys who are Dinu, Rifky, and Ariz. I also have a lot of girlfriends. If girlfriends don't seem to be enough I mention here. It takes a lot of it. I like to hang out and I don't like to be picky. Of the three best friends Ariz is closest to me. Even though she was different from me but somehow I was closer to her. Dinu and Rifky were schoolmates with me but we were all different classes.
My closeness to Ariz has always been a matter of temen-temen. Neither school with me nor tutoring. Because Ariz is the one tutoring with me. We never met outside of tutoring hours. But here we thought we were dating. Maybe because he was so close.
Yogyakarta, 2015
The atmosphere of the class was still crowded even though the class tentor was present about five minutes ago. One by one the students who are late to enter the environment include Ariz. The staff leader enters the class and will make an announcement.
“OK, Permit for a minute Yes Ms Annisa.”
“Good please, Sir.”
“Good adek-adak sekai, Assalamualaikum wr.wb.”
“Waalaikumsalam wr.wb”
“Before did anyone not know me? First introduction yes. My name is Rizal, Staff Leader of Tutoring Institute here. Well, I want to make an announcement. Previously I represented the institution to thank you for your trust because you chose our institution. Just go ahead and announce it. So tomorrow kelian will be divided into several classes including different curricula. Here there must be a 2006 curriculum and a 2013 curriculum right?”
“Yaaa” replied the students in the room simultaneously.
“Oke, finish the first lesson with Ms. Annisa later you are asked to fill in your personal data at the front office for the division of the class. Then thank you Annisa for her time. Wassalamualaikum wr.wb.”
“Good, Adek - chime. Does anyone here not know me?”
“Already have” Reply one of the students. I know him because he is my Junior High friend. But I just know him and I'm not close to him.
“OK, maybe there are already those who do not know ya. My name is Annisa tentor Physics here. So make any adek-adek that may be difficult about Physics can directly contact me through the number 085-xxx-xxx-xxx yes. Let's start the afternoon lesson today ya.”
Teeeett...teeet.
“Hemmm, finally yes, Race. Already finished lesnya”
“Iya, Key. Where tomorrow repeat Physics again. Today is Physics.”
“Iya Race.”
Laras is my only high school friend who's the one tutoring spot with me.
“Oiya, Key. We will have to go to FO first to fill in our data.”
“Oiya until forgot.”
“You're Keyra Kan?” Ask Mr. Rizal to me.
“Hehe Yes Sir.” I answered and kissed Mr. Rizal's hand as a sign of respect, followed by Laras.
“Wah, finally you are tutoring here again after vacuum one year. Oiya this is your friend what is his name?”
“I'm Adjustable, Sir.” Answer Laras.
“Hehe Yes, Sir. This is my schoolmate and we are also a class. Semester one class X tonti so can not take tutoring and now semester two just join tutoring again.”
“It's okay. Oiya you guys KTSP right curriculum?”
“Iya's right, Pak”
“Then here join a gathering of the same KTSP tenants as well as you acquaintances because you will be one class starting the upcoming meeting.”
“Halo, whose name are you? I'm Ariz.” He stretched his hand towards me.
“Keyra.”
“Whose are you?” Ask Ariz to Laras.
“I, Baras.”
“Know me Novi.” He stretched his hand towards me.
“I Keyra.”
“I Baras.”
“Are we only four of the class KTSP?” my many.
“Do not-yes” replied Novi.
“Already fill in his data first. Who knows if there are friends who follow us.” Ariz Word
Well, this is where I first met Ariz. A friend who cares about me. Although we rarely meet but we often communicate through social media. Our closeness until it becomes the material of my cement. So we also thought there was a special relationship like a couple who were dating.
~o~
Day by day passed. The closeness of I, Laras, Novi, and Ariz is getting closer. We often go home together even with our own bike\-self. As time goes by. The four of us were bored because one class was just four. What's more, we must have taken turns not to enter. It feels like private tutoring. One went in, the other three did not leave. So in turn. Until the new semester begins.
“Riz, you're leaving right?” My Whatsapp message to Ariz.
“Hehe I'm off first, Key.”
“Loh why?”
“Iya I no longer have money wkwk so maybe tomorrow if it's XII class aja all fitting already a lot of temen.”
“Oalah. Yaudah.”
I don't know why I was disappointed and lost something. It is as natural as losing a friend. The first day of tutoring in the new semester of XI class was lonely. I usually joke with Ariz. Tell a lot of things. Including girls that Ariz likes and including guys that I admire in school. I still have Laras and Novi but I don't know if there's anything lacking.
Second semester of XI begins. I just got into my High School yesterday. But thank goodness the time passed quickly because I wanted to graduate from here soon. Oiya, I am in this XI class one class with Indra. People I admire secretly. Glad to be in a class with my mom's favorite student. But whatever it is. I stick to the principle that I don't want to date anymore until it's time I really want to be serious.
~o~
One day, Ariz told me about the Princess. He was a class adek Ariz of Junior High. They were once close until finally the Princess stayed away and disappeared without news. Yeah, that's how Ariz is. There are many girls who are close to him, including me. This time Ariz was worried because the girl close to him was liked by his deket. But it seems like the Princess is more comfortable with Ariz.
“Say no to dating :p” Prsan whatsapp his Ariz to me after he confided panjag times wide.
“You were once -_-” I replied.
“Already insyaf me :p”
It's like communicating with him. My HP is no longer empty. Actually, there's something stuck out, I don't know what it is. But I don't think I'd be willing if this time Ariz would really take it.
“Seat. I won't take it before you take it first, Key.” Prsan whatsapp Ariz to me.
“Yaampun lama highly mabk -.- ”
“Don't, tomorrow you take it first, Oiya, Riz. I want class XII. So when do you want to go to tutoring again?”
“Wah, you missed me already huh?”
“Iya kangen kidding same you ⁇ ”
“Emang ever joke po? Patience again I list tutoring. :p”
“Hahaha okay I'm patiently waiting for kok. :p”
~o~
June, 2016
When I opened Instagram. I saw Ariz post a photo of a girl from behind holding a ticket to watch a horror movie. I don't know how I feel about being fucked up like this. This must be Princess. Who else if not him? Never mind Keyra, isn't Ariz's happiness your happiness too? You're just a shaman after all, right? Don't let you have more feelings, Key. Could danger. Damage your friendship with him. You don't want that to happen, do you? I thought in my heart.
“Wih that finished nge-date nih.” My whatsapp message to Ariz.
“Iya, once in a while. Hehe” Answer.
“Already, Riz. Just shoot. I'm sure you both like each other.” My insistence even in my heart somehow feels also tight.
“I don't want Clouds to be mad at me. You know that, right? My friend whose name is Cloud likes Princess.”
“Iya tau. But as a girl yes, if she has the same feeling of a guy will not refuse if invited to walk. Yes like you and the Princess earlier.”
“Ah come, Key. Let time answer. Oiya, how is your story developing with Indra?”
“Ya that's mulu anyway. Still not developed. You know that I secretly like Indra without her knowledge. Yes even though I am in class with him.”
“Why didn't you say the same to him? Ngaku if the one who gave the gift when he birthday it was you.”
“Gak ah's. Shame know. Cook the girl who talked first. Continues the impact like I'm chasing Indra.”
“Hemm basic yes girl. Ribet.”
“Heh, guys are complicated too. For example, you are the one who clearly once liked the Princess and now deket same her. Uh, not even shot. Less what the hell, Riz?”
“Less if not the same you.”
“Ihh. Apaan. Ga clear -_-”
“Hehe. Stop, Key. Bobok there, Uda malem.”
“Okey. I'm boobok first yeah, Riz. Tomorrow I also have to wake up early because of the maths remidi. Night, Riz ⁇ ”
“Her spirit earned well ;) Night too ⁇ ”
~o~
The moment I was waiting for finally arrived. The new semester is back. Now I have XII class and of course Ariz back again tutoring in the same place as me.
“Finally departs too.”
“Iya, because there are those who do ngangenin sih.”
“Which is the one who is agangenin?”
“Do not know yes, anyway I muluin.”
“Hish basic.”
“So want a photo? He said he wanted a photo together if I had been in tutoring again?.” Ask Ariz to me
“Ihhh, who wants a photo with you?” My answer.
“Udahlah come hunt. Uh Nov, photoin I'm with Keyra dong.”
“Hemm your base. I became a mosquito repellent deh.” Novi.
Finally me and Ariz took a photo together. Me, Novi, and Ariz had a photo together. Unfortunately, Laras did not go to tutoring today because he had a family event.
“Riz. Can I upload it on Instagram, can I have a picture of it?” I asked Ariz.
“Bby. No one is afraid to.” The answer.
“Okay then I go home first yes.”
“Eh, I also want to go home kok.”
“Iya I also want to go home.” Add Novi.
Arriving at home I immediately uploaded a picture of me with Ariz on Instagram with the caption:
‘Futsal child, guitar playing pinter, again learning finger style, pinter playing musical instruments anyway, band boy too, he's my moodbooster, sometimes also moodbroker, sometimes like to lie let others worry, he said, sometimes gaje gituh, often bkin baper and GR, temen les, classmate, temen chat, temen mention, temen vent, temen galau, temen from all temen, temen from all temen, the first person I contacted again had a problem. He's my best friend.’
The next morning I got a notification request permission to follow on my instagram account. Is this not a princess? I asked in my heart. I confirmed to Ariz.
“Riz, this is the Princess you ever told me about, isn't it?” I asked Ariz via whatsapp message.
“Iya. Just accept permission request to follow from him.” Answer Ariz.
“Ihh. How am I afraid?”
“Fear why?”
“Well he suddenly followed me -.-”
“Already. Maybe he wants to add followers and curious because there is a photo of me in your feed ”
“Yes Allah. So because of that? I feel guilty. But we're just in office, Riz. Not more. Did I delete the photo?”
“Hih, who told you to delete the photo? Don't worry too much.”
“Hemm. Alright.”
Actually I'm not happy to let Princess follow my instagram account. Someone's stuck out, I don't know what it is.
~o~