Broken
david bye good!
Days passed, and Fian walked away from me. No problem for me. Maybe this is the best for us. Ariz knows this too, I told him because I trust him. Whatever my complaint, Ariz always listens to it. I'm lucky to have a friend like him.
Me and Fian are really\-lost contact. Yes I accept, it is not with me, anyway. I'd better prepare to get into my university. Preparation to become a new student takes a lot of energy and that certainly drains the mind.
Now, I am even close to Faisal, Temen les Junior High. Naturally, because we are a campus. Many things must be prepared to welcome the new school year. Buy this\-it for preparation to become a new student. I'm glad I got through it. I didn't think I could really prove that I was still worthy of being called a favorite child. Yes, I pass the exam and be one of the students in public school.
I'm getting closer to Faisal. He also invited me to walk. Watch a movie for example. But I still refuse now. I'm still afraid to get too close to the opposite sex. Yes, if only close in social media is no problem.
“Key, watch yuk.”
“I many tasks e, Sal.”
“This is the same as me.”
“Ga, ah fear ga focus.”
“Wkwk time. Spirit yes nugasnya.”
“OK”
~o~
Yogyakarta, September 8, 2017
One day I was surprised by a message from one of my friends named Sari. He was a tutoring friend at Junior High School and now he's at school with me. He knows Ariz. He said:
“Key, Ariz you date another girl.”
I was actually shocked and disappointed in my heart. But I'm not entitled to any of that. Ariz is just my best friend. He's entitled to walk with anyone and I can't ban him. Why does my heart hurt?
“Sar, he's not my Ariz. I'm just in touch with him.”
After I sent the message, shortly thereafter there was an incoming message from Ariz.
“Sial, even met Sari.”
“Iya I've been told by Sari. What do you mean shit?”
“Ya gapapa anyway. He called your name that. Want to tell you if I go with my friend.”
“Oalah. Temen what temen? Temen who retreated again so doi right?”
“Loh you're even angry anyway, Riz. I'm really happy if you take it again.”
“Gak.”
Since that incident Ariz hasn't contacted me in real time. I waited for him for three days and he didn't call me. Suddenly I got a message from Faisal asking me to go along. I was bored because no one was playing so I accepted the offer. I also promised him that we are a university au play with him.
“Who is ready Key make a walk today?” Ask Faisal to me
“Siap dong.” Answer's short.
“Yaudah let us watch ya.”
“Okey. What movie do you want?” Much
“Action only time yes, you are not bucin right?” Faisal said while teasing me.
“Haha 'no.” Answer me while laughing.
After watching the movie, Faisal and I went home because my mother told me to go home. On the way home, Faisal asked me something.
“Key, can I say something not the same to you?”
“Bby. By the way.”
“I want you to think I'm more than temen.”
“Hah? Not wrong?”
“Emang what's wrong if I like you?”
“But sorry, Sal. I can't.”
“Why?” Faisal asked curiously.
“Because I keep feeling for someone. Even though she doesn't take care of her feelings for me.”
Faisal was silent and immediately went home. I know his feelings must have been hurt. But how else? I can't accept Faisal.