Broken
free ride
Yogyakarta, August 10, 2018
A week after that birthday with Ariz, there was an incident that drained the heart. Starting from me who was busy taking care of two SME displays (Student Activity Unit), while what did Ariz do? He was also busy playing with other girls.
“You again why e my boss?” Ask Ariz to me.
“This is me again take care of the display of UKMP (Student Research Activity Unit) continue later the meeting of SME RESTEK (Technology Engineering Student Activity Unit). What are you doing again?”
“This again at 0 km. Watch bands perform.”
“Whose name?” Askaqua.
“Emm. Later if you're done I'm clearin.”
As soon as I read the message from Ariz, I immediately concluded that she was the same girl again. It just so happened that my phone was lowbat so I immediately turned it off. My inner sense is mixed. For the second time I kept the same person's feelings but he didn't keep his feelings for me.
Yesterday not long ago I agreed that Ariz and I changed the status it felt so useless. It feels better than being. I feel a little sorry for it. I can't fight with jealousy. It feels powerless, unable, and reluctant to feel this very agonizing feeling of the mind.
Maybe it's better I just finish it and return to the way it was, which is the position with Ariz. Yeah, even though Ariz and I seemed to be hiding feelings behind the mask of friendship. But maybe that's the best way. I want to calm down and not play social media for the next two days.
~o~
Yogyakarta, August 13, 2018
Today I inevitably have to go back on social media because tomorrow Tuesday, August 14, 2018 there is a clean gladi of SME displays and Wednesday, August 15, 2018 it is an important event. I'm sure there must have been a lot of people calling me because I was off for two days yesterday.
As soon as I opened whatsapp many group messages that talked about SME displays. There's a message from Ariz that I haven't opened for two days.
10/08/2018
“Busy huh?”
11/08/2018
“Key, why not on?”
“Become to ⁇ ”
12/08/2018
“Heh what the hell is going on? ⁇ ”
“Why the hell?”
“Goodnight yes ⁇ ”
13/08/2018
“Pagi”
Seeing spam chat from Ariz I'm still the same as him. But I was a little relieved because he was kind of aware that I was being cuddled. Ariz also asked my cousin about me.
“Key, are you marahan po same Ariz?” Ask my cousin brother who happens to know Ariz.
“Engga. More males aja.”
“Heh can't do that. Kasian tuh he took your nanyain to me.” Says Ms. Tya, my cousin's sister.
“Say I'll be on again tomorrow Monday.”
“Judah if that is so. I'll tell you later.”
The thing that does not end up thinking is the message that asks “Heh what is it? ⁇ ”, “Why the hell?”. It could be that he was still asking such a thing that he had clearly made a fatal mistake. Sebelly felt. I then replied to Ariz's message. Because I don't have the heart to see it either. On the other hand, I was tired of crying for two days. I've been mentally prepared for the Ariz Mutusin. I'm not strong like this, because I think the position is better.
“Jelasin direct.” I said, quoting Ariz's message, which he said if he wanted to explain it to me.
“Iya direct.” Ariz says.
“When?” My question's short.
“Ncute you. There's always time for you.”
“Judah today. But in the afternoon, I want display practice first.”
“Iya. I otw now ya.”
“Let me be a long time.”
“My boss father I was waiting for at Indomaret Point huh. Later if you have already said and I picked up.”
“Yaudah up.” Answer cuek.
Suddenly there was a message from Nova that essentially he asked me to accompany him to take a car sticker for a competition in Japan in September.
“Key, memenin I took the sticker mumpung I brought the car.” Nova insisted.
“Males ah's. What does that have to do if you take the car? I want to go to GOR to see the preparation of temen-temen.”
“Ih bentar doang. Come to. He said help each other. Yesterday I also helped you with your visa temen-temen.”
“Yampun. Yaudah meet at beskem.”
“Ok.” Answer Nova brief.
Nova is my dekette temen in beskem. Temen-temen like my mate with Nova. Even they thought that I had nothing in common with Nova. We are ordinary people. I was often escorted to Nova during the competition to Korea last May. But I am just as ordinary as him. My race is only for Ariz. After all Nova has many girls, in the sense that she is single but deket same many girls. Yeah, I'm one of them too. Hehe. But really, I don't have any feelings for him.
“Slip out, I'm in front of beskem. Later if caught by the security guard can be scolded me if you stop or park here.” Nova said by phone.
“Iya otw out.” I said
“Eh, where are you going Key?” Said Nuri.
“Keart bentar.” I said as I left her.
“Oalah picked up doi. Who else is it?” Nuri said teasing me.
“Apaan anyway.” I said, hurrying to get in the car.
I got in the car because if Nuri finds out who's inside is Nova, surely the rumors about me and Nova are getting to be\-so. As much as I was tired like this, I also dodged it often and I brought the name Ariz to be my shield. Yes, admitting Ariz as a girlfriend in front of my ten\-men is the most appropriate choice in my opinion. To avoid bully\s.
“Lama very anyway. Good thing not knowing Nuri if the one in the car was me.” Said Nova.
I didn't answer while looking at Nova with a reluctant look and putting on a seat belt.
“You why the hell, Key?” Ask Nova.
“Papa. More males aja.” Jutek.
“This is. There must be a problem with your boyfriend, right? What's that name? Forgot me.”
“Iya I have another problem. I'm so sorry to talk about him.”
“Iya out of display practice later I want to break him.”
“Nah, good. Enjoy free-to-play singles with anyone. Oiya I want to tell you yesterday I'm the same girl ..”
“Which girl is. You're mostly girls so I'm confused which one is.”
“Iya bentar to eat it do not cut if I again talk tuh.”
“It's been going on, continue.”
“My girl from the university next door bla bla bla”
All of a sudden, I didn't listen to Nova's talk. My mind's headed to Ariz. I wonder\-wonder in my heart. Is breaking up with Ariz the best option? Does Ariz also agree to break up with me? But in the past said my friend SMP, ‘cowok will nurutin the will of the woman he loved even though it broke the relationship. So if still dear do not break.’ But I'm not strong like this. Only the beginning of the relationship has been like this what else in the future.
“Heeey, Key.” Said Nova who broke my daydream.
“Eh. Hiih you ngagetin deh.”
“You heard I confided no the hell?” Nova said in a sebel tone.
“Iya yes I was horrified kok.”
“Apaan lie. What the hell are you? Worried about breaking up? Actually I can help you anyway by way of nganterin you use this car when you meet Ariz later. But I just want to go home alone or the same Ariz.” Nova said in a joking tone.
“Ah, that mah not solve the problem but instead add the problem.” I said in an annoyed tone.
“Iya, kidding. Yeudah need not pout. You want to know if you don't buy it, I'm kind again. Cepetan want what before I change my mind.”
“I want blue rose ⁇ ” I said while putting a face in front of Nova.
“Hah? Is there?” Ask Nova in shock.
“Ya no dong. Beliin... buyin... buyiin..” I said in a special tone while pushing his arm Nova.
“Iya bauble. Heh this is on the road. Don't be that dangerous, key.”
“Iya deh sorry.”
“Well until now. Here's the note, you go in there I wait in the car.” Nova said while handing over the sticker note that was in his wallet.
“Yeah so you're using me to make a kayak gini?”
“Udah to, he said he wanted roses. Later it will not be not buyin if you do not want.”
“Iya deh yes.”
I then went to the printing press to pick up a car sticker for a competition in Japan next month.
“Udah nih.” I said as I put the sticker on the back seat of Nova's car.
“Already now we go to GOR to see the preparation of the cement. Keep running out of it buy flowers seven shapes for a shower of grandma drop by bringel.”
“Yeee what the hell.”
“It's dong smile, it's sweet.”
“Hah what, Nov?” I said pretend I didn't hear.
“Gak. Fortunately not with.”
“Anaan emang?”
“Kepo.”
“Basic yes. Likes it.”
After it is felt enough to see the preparation of the cement for display. Nova's taking me home soon.
“What time does the shop close?” Ask Nova.
“Emm, don't know. But it may run out magrib.” My answer.
“Yaudah now only yuuk. Keep me going home.”
“Oke.”
On the way to the flower shop it was very nice. Hemm but still my mind is on Ariz.
“Key, don't daydream. Uh, through where nih.” Nova said to disperse my daydream.
“Turns situ straight on.” I said while showing the turn we were about to make.
“Well, stop... Nova stop...” I said as I pushed Nova's shoulders in a bit of panic.
“Hih, yes yes relax loh. Don't push me that's a danger tau.” Nova said a little angry while stopping his car and then getting out.
“Iya yes sorry.” I said as I walked out of the car.
“There, do not choose the expensive ones.”
“Iya yes. Most Only 15,000 kok.”
“You find what mbak” Ask mas-mas florist.
“It's mas rose blue.” I replied while choosing the blue rose provided.
“Ya mbak please choose the flowers. This is still fresh.” He said while showing fresh flowers.
“Udah this time. Add her ornamental flowers a little yes.”
“Oke. What color does the background want.”
“Blue yes mas. Band is also blue.”
“Oke ready mbak.” Said the florist while holding the Bungan I chose.
“How much mas?” Nova asked the price of the flower.
“15.000 mas.”
Nova then took out the money in his wallet and gave it to the mas\-mas florist.
“OK thanks.” Said the florist.
“Key, you got a dime? Make pay parking.” Ask Nova.
“There's nih.” I said while giving money to the parking lot.
Me and Nova got in the car and we went back to the camp.