Broken
flashbacks (1)
Tok tok!
The knock on the door came from Alenna's room door.
There was no answer at all by the owner of the room, had repeatedly the middle-aged man knocked on his son's door but still nil result.
"Alena! Open the door, baby!" There was still no response from Alenna. Being impatient, the middle-aged man turned the brown door knob. And it turns out that the door is unlocked. Slowly, Johan entered the room while his eyes looked for Alenna who was somewhere.
"Open!" Call him Johan again, when he was really in Alenna's room.
Chequek!.
Instantly Johan stared at the bathroom door that turned out to have stood Alenna by using a plain white towel and wet hair.
Alenna looked confusedly at Johan, she turned to the door of her room at a glance. At once he remembered that the door had forgotten he had the key. But soon maybe he put on a flat face.
"Why is this here?" Alenna asked flatly.
"No, papa just wants to see you" Alenna furrowed her brows because of the strange answer from her father, who was now smiling warmly at her.
Inwardly, Alenna was glad to see that warm smile again, which she had long since missed. But on the other hand, he hated that smile.
"That's doang?, if so, can papa come out? Alenna wanted to put on a shirt" Alenna indifferently without looking at her interlocutor.
"Hmmm, okay. But later tonight, papa wait for dinner" replied Johan casually, Alenna again frowned.
His papa tumben invited him to dinner, usually not caring either, Alenna thought.
"Well?"
"there was a meeting with papa's relatives who were here. There's something to talk about, can you follow it?" Johan.
"Don't know, look at it later" Alenna walked to the closet and picked up some clothes to wear later. Johan who was looking at his indifferent child's behavior only sighed heavily and walked over to Alenna.
"Pope Alenna please, just for tonight" Please Johan with a hopeful face, Alenna who saw it just turned the eyeball lazy. Why is his father so pushy.
"Huhhh, yaya this time" Hearing his daughter's remark, Johan smiled a horse and gently stroked his son's hair.
Alenna quickly pretended to be busy tidying up her clothes and walking towards the fitting Room.it she did because she deliberately in order to escape from her papa so that she did not drift. soon she entered into false sincerity.
Johan, who saw his son shying away from the touch of his affection, just grunted softly. Somehow so that Alenna doesn't behave like this.
But Johan was a little calm and relieved because his son accepted his invitation to dinner. He realized that he had not spent a long time with Alenna. All the time he spent with Karin and her stepson, Sarah.
In Johan's heart, he blames himself for being kind to Alenna. He recalled the time when his son Alenna was in the hospital. Johan is busy with his happiness with Sarah and Karin. Even Johan, Karin, and Sarah had never visited Alenna in the hospital.
A few days later, Johan goes on vacation to France with Sarah and Karin without caring for Alenna who is in the hospital alone without anyone accompanying her.
Flashbacks (1)
In the evening, Johan and his family are eating together at the dinner table, except for Vinna Johan's first wife who has given birth to a beautiful child like Alenna. He did not eat together because he was in his room and could not walk anymore, because of an incident.
Where Vinna only uses a wheelchair. The paralysis cannot be treated because it is very severe. So it was Alenna who always took care and accompanied her mother very carefully, sincerely, and lovingly.
"What about your grades at school, Sarah?" Johan asked interrupted the silence.
"Well done, reward" answered Sarah enthusiastically. Johan just nodded and smiled.
"Good, keep your grades. If you get even better grades and boast papa. Papa promised to give you a gift, which is a vacation to France.how?" Hearing that, Sarah was even more enthusiastic.
"Yes, pa?" Johan just nodded for sure.
"what's your value, Alenna?" Now Johan turned to Alenna who had been silent.
"ugly" Lied Alenna with a flat and lazy face without taking her eyes off the plate filled with food.
"Well, how can you?" Johan asked again who did not believe in Alenna's answer which was very hard to believe. Because Alenna from childhood is very smart and talented.
"Alenna went to the room first" Alenna left them all with a lazy step.
They all stared meaningfully as if asking "why?"
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Tok tok!
"Ma!" Alenna knocked on the door slowly. There was no response from the owner.
Alenna decided to turn the door knob of the room and right Alenna's guess was not in the key.
Alenna walked in with a slow step.
It was seen a middle-aged woman wearing yellow wool.
The woman was sitting in a wheelchair staring out the window with a sad look. Alenna who saw it made him look at the woman he loved.
With slow but sure steps, Alenna walked up to the woman and stood right behind her. And Alenna saw the woman through the reflection of the window.
Apparently the woman noticed it too.
"Mom, have you eaten?" Alenna asked softly.
The woman smiled sweetly but a little mellowly.
"Udah" replied Vinna briefly then. Look back at the window again.
Alenna breathed a heavy sigh, again her mother slumped. He hated to see his mother so resigned to fate and chose to be a living mannequin.
"Didn't you lie?" Alenna asked once more in a worried and curious tone.
Vinna just shook her head.
Alenna walked forward to face her mother and crouched down slightly before her mother.
"Ma, until when does mom keep kayak gini? Alenna can't see mama like gini. Does mom keep resigned to all circumstances, doesn't she?.
So let Alenna unload everything"
"Don't kid, not yet" Cut Vinna stroking Alenna's cheek gently.
"But Alenna didn't want to make mama worse. Enough of all that my mom has gotten so far. Don't make mama worse, Alenna wants mama happy like first again.not kayak gini" Now Alenna shed her tears and look sad Vinna.
"There's a time, baby. We cannot change our destiny. We cannot determine our own happiness. It's all set... And maybe, your happiness isn't here. But up there" Alenna, who knew what Vinna meant, just shook her head, was impossible.
"No! Mama can't talk like that. Mama's happiness is here with Alenna. Not there"
Alenna fissured with tears growing more and more and now she lowered her head.
"Hopefully... Let's see how this story ends"
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