DEMON GIRL LOOKING FOR LOVE
Feel the Snow

Lucia came out of Legolas' house when the young man fell asleep. The time now shows almost two o'clock in the evening. Outside the snow falls, though not too heavy. The girl just stood in front of the door of the house staring at the snow falling from the sky, while tightening her already thick clothes.

In his mind at this moment there was only a curiosity about what it was like to stand in the snow without fear of the snow burning itself. He wanted to feel it, but such a thing seemed to be impossible for him. He only wanted to be with Legolas now to melt into ashes.

The door of the house to the right of Legolas opened, Lucia turned to Ursula who had just come out carrying a large plastic trash.

"You're not sleeping?" Ask Lucia to Ursula.

Ursula looked towards the girl who turned out to be her niece with a grim look. But immediately stepped closer to Lucia.

"How are you, Cia? You okay?" Ursula looked at Lucia.

"Yes, I'm fine." Answer Lucia. "Today Legolas will go, I will be with him. I don't know if he'll come back here or not."

"What about you?" Look Ursula.

"I don't know. I want to come back here one day. But I don't have much time." Lucia bowed her head in grief as she saw her soon-to-be-fused self into ashes.

"Cia, you better go back to where you came from—"

"Ursula, I'm the devil." Cut Lucia confesses herself to Ursula.

Ursula is stunned, the fact that she is the sister of a demon queen who turned into a human makes her know who Lucia was from the beginning to see her. But Ursula did not want the girl to know the truth about who she was.

"Every human being has a demon inside them." Ursula replied without looking at Lucia and only paying attention to the streets where it was currently covered in snow so far as the eyes looked at all handsome white. "Being human is no better than being a demon or an angel. But when a man can be with someone he loves, everything will be better than anything. That's what a demon or an angel will never feel."

"What about you? Your husband died a long time ago. Did it all get really hard when you were living your life by yourself?" Lucia continued to pay attention to Ursula whose gaze was only straight ahead with eyes that did not even blink.

"The highest level of loving is when we can accept reality to let go of our loved one as long as he lives well and according to what he expects even if we cannot be with him." Answer Ursula. "But none of that will ever be able to do, because when we love someone, we also expect to be with him. And when we can't be with him there are only two possibilities, the love will fade even longer or our lives will become chaotic because of the never-quenched feeling of love."

Lucia did not want to say anything more to Ursula because the girl saw how Ursula's tears flowed down her face, making her understand that after losing her beloved husband, she had lost her love, ursula's life became chaotic because her love for her husband never died out.

For a while Lucia and Ursula stood side by side without saying any more words. They were silent with their own thoughts.

Legolas opened his eyes and saw that Lucia was not at his side. The young man immediately got up and rolled his eyes looking for the whereabouts of the girl around the house, but Lucia was not inside there.

Legolas felt a panic. The young man was afraid that Lucia would leave him. Legolas immediately put the matter on and opened the door of the house to go out looking for Lucia.

Without Legolas guessing, Lucia instantly rallied her body to be embraced by him. Seeing Legolas suddenly appear after hearing the words of Ursula, made the girl become very afraid that Legolas would live to suffer like Ursula after he melted into ashes. Lucia hoped Legolas would forget about her after they split up to make the young man's life okay. Although it was painful for Lucia to think Legolas would forget about it.

"What's up, Cia?" Legolas asked, feeling strange. The young man looked at Ursula who was also staring at him.

Lucia did not reply, the girl did not want to say anything about what she was feeling at the moment.

"Olas, are you going?" Look Ursula.

Lucia took off her hug on Legolas and looked at Ursula.

"Cia, come inside, it's cold outside. There's something I want to talk to Ursula. Wait for me inside." Legolas.

Lucia obeyed Legolas and went into the house. The girl thought that the thing that Legolas was going to talk to Ursula about her move today.

"Where are you going?" Ursula asked Legolas who replaced Lucia who was standing to her left. They did not look at each other because their eyes looked far into the street. "What are you gonna do?"

"I know about your secrets." Sambar Legolas's. "You used to be like Cia, you were a demon. It's like that, right?"

Ursula did not reply, it was no wonder where the young man knew it because it must have been his nephew, Gayle who told the young man the greatest secret to him.

"Gayle said humans and demons couldn't be together. It seems to be true, I can guess that your husband died to turn you into a human. Didn't you?"

"Then what are you gonna do?" Ask Ursula. "I just told Cia how much I've suffered without the person I love. For me the sacrifice of my husband that made me turn into a human was the wrong decision. To me to live in a human world without him is suffering. And it seems like Cia feels the same way."

"What do you mean?" Legolas looked at Ursula.

"The devil will turn into a man when the one who loves him will die for him." Answer Ursula. "Cia doesn't want you to die for her, she'll be more willing to melt into ashes by being with you right now."

Legolas, who had not thought of this, fell silent in shock at Ursula's words to him. If so, Satan and man could not have been together, but Legolas would not have let Lucia melt into ashes.

"Ursula, I understand what your husband felt at that moment." Legolas made Ursula turn to him. "I'm also going to do things like that even though it's going to make Cia feel like I shouldn't. But rather than me seeing it melt into ashes, I'd better make it feel like snow."

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