I'M MAKING YOU SORRY
(SS 2) CHAPTER 104. THERE IS NO HOPE ANYMORE

Koko POVs

Flashbacks

Ever since I divorced Tika, my life has been empty. There's something missing from me. Tika for 3 years has completed my life.

She was young but already had the status of a widow when I married her. That doesn't matter to me. Precisely his experience of housekeeping makes him more careful and better in providing services to the husband.

But apparently my mother's presence in our house, made our relationship runnyam. Mother always concerns Tika who is not yet pregnant. I don't know why, my mom doesn't seem to like Tika. Maybe because she was a widow and I was a bachelor when we got married first. I don't think I deserve a widow. There are still many virgins who are willing to marry me.

At its peak, Mother told me to marry Sukma, the girl my mother introduced me to. At first I didn't want to. But for a long time, I was tempted also by the weakness of his body. It's very s*xy. It's spoiled too. The opposite of Tika. Tika is an independent woman.

It turned out that Sukma's spoiled attitude had long been a boomerang for me. I was so troubled to fulfill his wish. I became less attentive to Tika because I was busy serving Sukma's wishes. I was being unfair in doing the 'downstream' night with Tika. Plus, the unusual Sukma does the housework, bestowing all the household chores on Tika. Be Tika like an ART only in our house.

I was stupid to let that happen. Tika, the first woman I ever loved, was treated unfairly by me, Mother and Sukma. I always influenced Mom to be careless to Tika. I regret it now. I'm a man with no stance. Just want to be influenced by Mother and Sukma.

Eventually Tika may have crossed the line of her patience. When He protested about my injustice, under the influence of my mother, I overcame him. He immediately left our house. Last night I could not sleep thinking about my hasty decision. I regret my speech. I still love her.

Although I was reluctant, but Mother who handled my divorce with Tika a lot. Mother wants me to immediately formalize my marriage with Sukma. After giving birth, I married Sukma.

Apparently the smell of rotten carcasses, although hidden as neat as possible, eventually smelled too. Finally Sukma's foul behavior was discovered. It turns out that he cheated with the boss of the restaurant where Sukma worked. And it's been going on since before Sukma and I got married. Even what makes me very surprised, it turns out that the child born by Sukma is the son of his boss. Not my son. Sukma. Our marriage was only used as a cover to cover his relationship with the Boss from the Boss' wife so as not to be suspicious.

One afternoon, I had the guest of a beautiful woman who looked rich. It was seen from her makeup style and the presence of a bodyguard who accompanied her. It turns out that she is the wife of the Boss where Sukma works.

"You as Sukma's husband should know. How your wife behaved outside. He always teased my husband," said Mrs Windy, the woman's name.

She reveals the affair between her husband and Sukma. She shows evidence of screenshoot chat her husband with Sukma. What shocked me the most was their chatan talking about their son. It turns out Fiqi, their son. Not my son. Chatan from Sukma clearly mentioned the growth and development of Fiqi on his Boss which he called Papa Fiqi.

More infuriated me, Sukma revealed my secret. He told his beloved Boss, that I as Sukma's husband, was only his shield so that their affair was not uncovered. Because I said, only husband on paper. As her husband, I am nothing. I am weak in bed. I often KO first before a battle. In terms of economics, I was considered less able to meet his needs on luxury goods.

My pride seemed to be trampled after knowing the assumption of Sukma to me. It leaked my secret to another man. In the past, never once did Tika dispute or complain about my shortcomings. Also never told Mom even though Tika was insulted barren by Mom.

Tika always encouraged me to be patient and invited me to Therapy on alternative medicine physicians to cure my shortcomings.

I was also invited by Mrs Windy to raid her husband and Sukma in a hotel. Sure enough, with my own eyes, I saw, Sukma was in a hotel room with his Boss wrapped in a towel when we raided him, while the Boss was only wearing boxer pants.

Madam Windy's husband was beaten to the ground by Madam Windy's bodyguard. While I beat Sukma.

Madam Windy's husband begged Madam Windy to forgive her mistakes. He was like a tiger that lost its fangs and claws in front of his wife. Mrs Windy threatened to take over the restaurant and remove her husband from the business and from her home. It turned out that the real business owner was Mrs Windy. Mr. Nathan just hitchhiked from his wife's fortune.

In a battered state, Mr. Nathan chases after his wife and begs for her tireless apology. While I left Sukma who was still crying in the hotel room after I was satisfied to curse and beat him. The commotion made the hotel tell us to leave the hotel immediately.

He returned home with a fear attitude. I have told the events that occurred in the hotel and about Sukma's affair so far with Mother, making my attitude change to Sukma.

Sukma begged Mom and I to forgive him and not to throw him out. But we've already been hurt. That moment I was mentally too. I also immediately took care of my divorce with Sukma.

From that moment on, my mother and I did not care about the fate of Sukma and Fiqi. Even though my mother and I loved Fiqi, we threw our affection away. Because we do not want to see the child of Sukma's affair with Mr. Nathan.

According to the news I heard, Sukma and Fiqipun were rejected by Mr. Nathan. Mr. Nathan prefers to stay with his wife. Although Mr. Nathan was transferred to another restaurant branch and was only used as a restaurant employee by Mrs Windy, Mr. Nathan still wanted to survive with his wife. He still hopes the sentence is temporary and his wife will one day forgive him.

He was afraid of the poor. He sold his pride as a man for the sake of property. Although not considered a husband and treated badly by his wife, Mr. Nathan chose to stay and did not want to divorce Mrs Windy. Mr. Nathan drove Sukma out of his life. Mr. Nathan won't take care of or finance Fiqi. Mr. Nathan was a fool with two people who had made him apes. He did not want to lose all the luxuries and facilities that Mrs Windy had given him.

My mother, who was trying to get rid of my grief over Sukma's infidelity, introduced me to some girl my mother knew. But apparently, God is still kind to me. They got caught just after my money. I, who now serves as a manager at a Supermarket, became the target of matre girls to become a lover or my wife. They already have a lover only their job is less to make the money they expect. So they're gonna use me to cover the cost of their lives and their lover's.

I'm inflamed. I was angry at my mother who almost plunged me into the bitterness of life. I could be broken and broke.

My meeting the other day with Tika, made me remember the good times with Tika. I was so happy when we accidentally met. I've been looking for him for a long time. But it turns out she was married again even pregnant.

Her husband is old. It seems that their age is far away. But Tika looks so in love with him. Her husband is very considerate and romantic towards Tika. Her husband was very protective of Tika. There seems to be no hope for me to be with Tika anymore. I'm very disappointed.

It was my mother who insulted and belittled Tika, making Tika react against Mother.

"Well, Mom's getting older and spicy! Where's Mom's granddaughter? Don't have any more grandchildren, Mom? Too bad, unexpectedly it turns out just hitchhiking. Tired of being a baby sitter, it turns out someone else's child!" tika said laughing cynically as Mother cynically insulted her.

"If not wrong, Mother who has recommended Sukma to be the second wife of the mother's children? It turns out he's the one who j*l*ng! Poor thing, the mother's child is only used to cover her cover!" reply Tika again because my mother is indeed mouthed spicy on Tika.

"He don't get me wrong! I married Bang Ronald could get pregnant! Sukma is married to your son, but pregnant with his boss's son? So who m*ndul Ma'am?!" whispered cynical Tika.

Tika I never thought I would react so angry. He who has never revealed my shortcomings, this time mocking Mother with my shortcomings. I'm frankly hurt. But there's no blame for Tika's reaction. My mother was outrageous. My mom always mocked Tika. That's why Tika now does not want to be oppressed.

I dragged Mom away from Tika and her husband. I scolded Mom. Then come out the words of all my misery to Mother all this time. I just kept quiet and cried. I also spoke to Mom while sobbing. I'm ruined because of Mom. Mom's been interfering with my household all this time. Mother is also a consumptive person and owes a lot to fulfill her appetite. Mother had to return to the village to become a simple woman again and not get carried away with the hedonistic lifestyle of the city woman.

I returned Mother back to Java, so that Mother introspect and realize her mistake. I want to take care of my life. I want to live without my mother ever being arranged again. I am an adult and have the right to decide for myself my future.

I hope, will find a replacement like Tika, who sincerely loves me. And I pray that Tika will be happy with her new home. Maybe we're not a match. Let the past we have passed now be only a memory that I will remember until the end of my life. My household in the past has been a valuable lesson in my life to make me a better man.

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