I'M MAKING YOU SORRY
CHAPTER 63. SUSY'S SUFFERING

Strained, Susy leaves the doctor's office. It turns out there are still many patients waiting in line.

"Mothers are affected by Gonorrhea, which is a type of venereal disease caused by the bacteria neisseria gonorrhea, usually known as peeing. Mothers may be infected from people with this dark disease*n starts a few days to a few weeks after contact *ntim. A typical symptom of this disease is the discharge of white or greenish yellow liquid like pus on v*g*na," said the doctor earlier.

"Mother better come again to undergo a more detailed examination in the laboratory. I was worried that she had another illness" the doctor said.

Susy pensive. Hearts fretting. The doctor's words made him feel worried that he had a deadly disease*n.

"Damn! Turns out thugs yesterday had Gonorrhea. Disgusting. I didn't realize it because it was dark, '" Susy grumbled.

Susy also remembered her hot activity last night.

Flashbacks

That night Susy suddenly had her wish. It's been a few months since the torture, he traumatized out the night. Even though the wounds on his back had dried up and left marks, he was still silent at home. He was forced to rely on his mother who worked as a masseuse in a massage parlor in the village next door to meet daily needs.

Susy wears a mask and a hat out of the house. He took a taxi to where he used to go. The location on the edge of the railway is indeed if Sunday night is crowded by waria and night women, as well as striped men.

Susy took off her jacket. His jacket was attached to his arm. The dress she wore model you can see made her look more seductive. Moreover, the dress looks bright, showing its twin hill cover that makes the Adam swallow saliva if he sees it. While the bottom, he wears strit pants so as not to be too charming.

He walked through a dimly lit coffee shop. Two thugs approached him. Their faces are sinister, their bodies firm and muscular.

"Hi, sweetie, where are you going? Accompany us for a yuk," take them.

"Byeah" answered Susy.

Susy was sitting on a long bench facing the table. The two men sat on Susy's right and left. They ordered beer.

"What do you order, baby?" said one of them while rubbing Susy's thigh.

"I will accompany you" replied Susy.

"Open mask. I want to see your face" said another, clutching Susy's body. His hand crept in looking for a chewy thing. Once found, crumpled up the chewy thing.

Susy mend*sah between pain and pleasure. He let the man wander his twin hills. The two men were drinking while one of their hands covered Susy's body.

"No. Just let me wear a mask. I don't want anyone to recognize me" Susy reasoned.

The gondrong-haired man who from earlier rubbed his thighs, penetrated guerrilla into the core of Susy. It belonged to Suay,. The guy played his finger there.

Susy's getting gasping. Body reacts. Like a fire, Susy mend*sah was restrained.

"Bang, let's find a place yuk," Susy asked.

The two men smiled happily. The atmosphere of the dimly lit stalls is crowded, but the visitors there are busy with their respective activities and affairs, making them undisturbed. After they paid for their drinks, they walked to find a place.

Among the groves of trees, there were benches and mats rented by someone. They also rented a mat from a person who used to rent the mat.

The quiet and dark atmosphere made their action even smoother. Not far from them, there were sounds of growling and d*sahan. But they don't listen to those voices. Because soon they will experience it.

That night Susy passed by serving two muscular men. Slyly, Susy served them at once. With a riding position, he was stabbed in the back by the other man. While the other male diculum and sucked by Susy. They take turns doing that. Until an hour passed. One of the men asked Susy for a bonus. The man wants to suck*. The man's request was granted by Susy. One of the men was playing around on Susy's twin hill. He sucks, bites small and squeezes chewy objects that are not too big. The three men ended their hot activity with a limp droop and a feeling of satisfaction.

Flashback off

Two days later, Susy had a checkup at the hospital. According to the doctor who handled it, the results of the new laboratory examination will come out 4 weeks after the examination.

Susy stopped her heat at night. He does not want to risk getting a worse disease. Actually he needs money and needs s*x. But as he grew more and more uncomfortable, he chose to rest.

Susy's family who are in economic difficulties, plus her Papa is getting sick, every day drunk and gambling, so that the family always quarrel because the Papa robs or sometimes steals money from the results of his mother's work.. Susy was uncomfortable living in that house. But how else. There is no other house.

Every day Susy can only eat with a potluck side dish. Because that's what your mother provides. With fried tempeh or fried tofu, already grateful can still eat. To routinely take the drugs prescribed by the doctor, Susy can not buy it again. Especially for taking vitamins to maintain his endurance. So that the more days, Susy's health seemed to decline.

Today, Susy took the results of laboratory tests and her health control.. Susy was able to pay for lab tests and redeem medicine from doctors back then from the results of selling her gifts. It was the last piece of jewelry she had. Now he had nothing more to sell. But he wanted to know the results of the examination.

If he was in trouble like this, his friends went nowhere. No one cares. But one of his friends is still good. Though grumbling, he gave her money.

Susy smiled bitterly. The two hundred thousand in his hand was squeezed with a sad heart.

'It turns out this is what it feels like to be a non-profits person. Shunned friends. None of my friends are sincere friends with me! In the past, I was always surrounded by friends, both men and women. Everyone just likes my money!' susy murmured in the heart.

Armed with the money, Susy goes to the hospital. The money was for the handle because he would be checked again and to redeem the doctor's prescription.

After registering, Susypun waited to be called. When the time came for him to be summoned by the hospital attendant, his heart thumped. Susy went into the doctor's office.

"Susy's mother?" ask doctor.

"Yes my doc" answered Susy.

"It was checked first, before looking at the lab results" the doctor said.

Susypun then lay on the check bed. Doctors examined Susy's mouth, oral cavity, ears, skin, fingers and nails. Afterwards, Susy was asked to stand on a weight scale to see Susy's current weight.

The examination is completed. Susy sat back on the consultation bench. The doctor takes the lab results from the closet. He sat down in front of Susy.

"It's a lab test," the doctor thrusts an envelope with paper from a laboratory test. The doctor gave Susy time to read the lab results.

"I'm positive for HIV, doc?!" Susy couldn't believe it.

"Yes. You have AIDS. From your medical history that a few weeks ago you had Gonorrhea, it can be concluded, you have unhealthy s*x activity," the doctor paused his speech to see Susy's reaction.

"I apologize for having to say, you have now entered AIDS stage 2 from the characteristics I saw from the examination earlier."

"So from now on, you should stop s*x activity without safety, and reduce the risk of transmission to others" said the doctor.

"For anything else, my advice, sorry, don't change partners. Stay with only one partner" the doctor added.

"Well, doc," Susy replied in embarrassment.

The doctor also prescribed the medicine that Susy had to buy.

"Come here again after the drug runs out, to see how it's progressing" the doctor advised.

"Okay, doc," Susy replied.

Susy then made up for the drugs at the hospital pharmacy. Fortunately the money is enough and there is still left over for the cost to go home.

All the way home, Susy was pensive. He thought about his fate. Until the angkot driver disperse his daydream.

"Mister, this is the last route. Ma'am, where are you going?"

"Oh, yes. I'll ride the angkot in front" Susy replied. He got down and paid the fare.

After riding another angkot, he also arrived in front of his rented house. After descending and paying the freight again, he walked to his house.

Thankfully, her father was not home. If there was, it would definitely make a fuss. He opened the door, his mother was ironing.

"Where are you from?" ask Mama.

"Last walk," Susy replied, then went straight into the room.

"Don't help Mama clean the house, even take a walk. What is your maid Mama? Self-conscious! You're not like that anymore! It's good that Mama can get a job. You are, because of your ugly face, you are not accepted to work anywhere!" mama Gerrutu. Susy could hear it clearly from inside her room.

Susy ignored her mother's words. He opened a photo gallery on his phone. Susy wants to remember the past.

Susy looks through photos of herself with her friends, with Ronald, her ex-husband, and with Ricky, her son.

Not feeling his tears trickled to see photos of good times before with his small family.

TO BE CONTINUED