I'M MAKING YOU SORRY

I'M MAKING YOU SORRY
CHAPTER 16 THE EXPRESSION OF FATHIR'S HEART


Susy was misbehaved after being caught in my room.


"Mmm ..., this is baby, I'm cheating on her. He's alive is he dead, ha ha ha ....! You see, I heard that he fainted this afternoon" Susy replied, pampering her hand to Ronald.


"You're so considerate of him, even though he's taken me," Ronald said, kissing Susy's cheek. I feel angry at once.


"I'm no problem. Because I know, you never touched her. I know, your love is only for me. He's just a spectator, ha ha ha .. pity!" tease Susy while glancing at me.


The next scene, they said*n in front of my eyes. I turned my face the other way. My appetite is gone. I better get in the bathroom. I lighted the sink to wash my face. Neutralize my feelings. I can't be jealous. I cannot be weak. I have to throw away the seeds of love that are beginning to grow. I assure myself, Ronald is not the right man for me. She has absolutely no sweetness to me. He was always talking loudly, yelling, hurting my heart and body. Then why did I fall in love with such a rude person. There must be a man out there who loves me sincerely.


When they came out of the bathroom, they were both gone. The show became less exciting probably without an audience. They may feel like they won because they hurt me.


Even when dinner time came, I, who had not been delivered food, went down to the ground floor to get my own food. I saw them eating dinner at the dinner table with a dish that made me swallow saliva because of its fragrant smell. I passed the dining table to get into the kitchen.


"Look who is shameless. She couldn't wait for the food from Sari" Mama Jeny said.


"Sari should have quickly delivered food for her. So that Papa doesn't have to see him. Papa if you see him being emotional," Papa Brian glimpsed me.


"Great pity. The New Rich but the Netherworld," Susy laughed restrainedly.


"That's why he broke into my family without our consent" Ronald chimed in.


I actually heard all of their words, but because my stomach was hungry, I didn't rub it. I want to answer the words of those who hurt my heart.


"Come on, where's the food for me?" ask me after the kitchen.


"Sorry Madam. I had to make a fruit salad first for Mrs Susy, so I had not delivered food for Mrs Mila for long, yet" Sari said.


"Where are the others?"


"There was. Only Mrs Susy wants me to make salad," explained Sari.


I let out a breath. Sari gave a tray containing a plate of rice and a glass of water.


"Mrs, is it okay to bring your own?"


"It's okay, Sari," I replied as I received a tray from Sari.


I saw my dinner menu was just sauteed capcay, but I saw and smelled the smell of grilled fish on the dinner table.


I'm trying to accept what Ronald's family has given me. I should be thankful, still fed.


I went up to the second floor to my room. When I went through the dinner table, they didn't care. They enjoyed their dinner.


After eating, I started searching for my phone again which I hadn't found last night. Until I got tired, I hadn't found a cell phone.


I thought my phone must have been confiscated by Ronald. I finally had to go to her room. He must have been in his room.


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I knock on the door to his room.


Krieeets


Pintpun. Ronald opened it.


"What do you want?"


"Sister, where's my phone?"


"Your phone confiscated. You can't communicate with that man,"


"Sister! I can't communicate with anyone if my phone's in Ronald's hands! Then how can I do college assignments if I don't know the information from the lecturer?"


"You can go to college, under the supervision of my man."


"Geez! Brother Ronald is exaggerating! I'm not going to run away again!"


"Already! Just accept your fate. Now leave! You're just bothering me. I'm gonna fuck Susy!" heartlessly, Ronald closed the door.


"Sister! Brother Ronald! Give me my phone!" I then fell silent with a feeling of annoyance. It was free to scream too.


I finally went back to my room. My life is like being imprisoned. I'd like to run away again like this.


The next morning I did not dare to go down to get my breakfast. I wait for Sari to deliver. It hurts too much that this family treats me like a prisoner. Their words made my heart ache.


After I had breakfast in my room, I prepared to go to college. I have a morning lecture today.


Mr. Soleh was waiting in the car, but in the back, there was a big man with big hair who was looking at me flat.


I got in the car, I saw Ronald get in the car. The person behind me greeted Ronald and saluted Ronald, while Mr. Soleh just bowed respectfully to Ronald.


Susy was seen in Ronald's car. The style is charming with the appearance of branded goods from head to toe.


My appearance lost far. Susy does routine treatment to the beauty clinic. While I was once when Grandpa Edwin was still around.


The card that Ronald gave him was taken again by Ronald. Good thing the balance on my day that Grandpa Edwin gave me, it's still there. So that it can meet to buy my personal needs.


As for the treasure that Grandpa Edwin gave me, I don't know. Even the letters I don't hold. So I don't feel like a New Rich Man like they say.


On the way, I was silent. So did Mr. Soleh and the man behind me.


When I got to college, I got off. That guy came down.


"Hey, you're not going to follow me around like a bodyguard, are you?" I said ketus.


"Unfortunately I was ordered by Mr. Ronald to follow you Madam" replied the man.


I snorted in annoyance. I spread my legs quickly. My idea came to work on it. I walked to the student toilet.


"You want to go in the ladies' room, too?" ledek.


He just shut up. He stood not far from the toilet and looked away.


I smiled smirk. Then I went into the toilet. In the toilet, it looks like people are passing in and out of the toilet. I also peeked out. The man lit his cigarette while looking the other way. This opportunity I used to go out the toilet secretly.


Hhhh ... it feels relieved to be able to escape from the sight of the flabby hair. I walked straight to class. But before I got to my class, my hand was pulled by someone. It was Fathir who pulled my hand. We're inside the campus warehouse.


"Fathirs! Why was I brought here?" my many.


"Sttt don't talk out loud! I know you're being watched" Fathir said.


"Where do you know?" my many.


"You're hard to contact. Then I saw that you were always followed by a big haired man when you entered the campus" replied Fathir.


I exhaled my breath.


"That's how I am now, Fathir! I'm like a prisoner, both at home and outside."


"Is that your husband?"


I hesitated to answer.


"Did your husband not treat you well? Does he hurt you often?" ask Fathir again.


"Fathir, sorry. I don't want to answer. That's my household business. I don't want to indulge it. That's my privacy" I replied, closing my eyes.


"Why do you want to be treated badly by this man? Why didn't you tell Mr. Edwin from the start that his grandson hurt you so much?" flocked Fathir.


"Enough, Fathir! You don't have to interfere in my business!"


"I interfered, because I care about you! You're keeping your wedding a secret! It's okay! Maybe you don't want to tell me about your unhappy marriage. But if you always hurt her, I don't want to, Mila!"


"I don't want anyone else getting in my business too far, Fathir! Let me handle it myself."


"You think I'm someone else Mila? You need someone to help you. You can't face a powerful person like him alone!" Fathir looked at me.


"I ... love you, Mila! I don't want anyone to hurt you" Fathir said. His words made me feel disbelief.


"You're crazy, Fathir! I'm married!"


"I don't care! I know, he's just a husband on paper. She doesn't think of you as a wife! I know that!"


I was more moved by his words. I covered my face, embarrassed that my secret was known to Fathir.


"Do you know where Fathir came from?" tanyaku.


"I investigated after I met your husband at the cafe."


"Fathirs. Let's end our conversation here. Forget me. Let me live my destiny!" my door.


"No, Mila. Your life is too precious to be wasted by that ungrateful man! Your happiness must be fought for! Your future is long! I'm ready to help you, Mila!" Fathir.


"Fathir, I'm going to class!"


"My answer is Mila. Do you love your husband?"


"That's my business. You don't need to know!" my answer.


"And do you love me?" Fathir asked again.


I'm riveted. We looked at each other.


I'm sober. I hurried to open the barn door.


"Answer, Mila!" ask Fathir.


"I don't love you! You satisfied?!" my answer. Then I went straight away. I heard Fathir hit the door upset.


I went straight to class. Fortunately the new lecturer came in when I was just sitting down. I also attended lectures to several courses.


When my class ended, I left my class. The haired man looked like he was looking for me. After he saw me, he came to me.


"Madam, if you disappear like that again, I'll make sure Mr. Ronald won't let you go to college again" said the man coldly.


"I have a little business! I also want privacy! I'm not a prisoner!" I answered while continuing to move.


"Madam, you must cooperate with us. According to what Mr. Ronald ordered, you'll be fine!" said.


I just keep quiet. My feet keep moving. In the parking lot, I saw Fathir on his bike looking at me. L saw. She smiles. He gave me a code to call him if I needed help. I just smiled knotty. Then glanced at the smitten-haired person beside me as I pretended to fix my hair.


I got in the car too. He goes in the back. Mr. Soleh started the car and immediately drove off the campus parking lot. I saw Fathir was still there staring at me. I exhaled while leaning on the car seat. I thought of Fathir's words.


In the days that followed, Ronald's family increasingly acted violently. I need to move rooms. I'm occupying a former servant's room with no bed and no bed. I sleep on a carpet. I also have to do work like a waiter.


"Your college isn't free, Mila! You have to work here as a waiter. That's what you have to do if you want your college to continue" Mrs Jeny said.


"Does Papa agree, Pah?" ask Mrs Jeny.


"Hmmm.." replied Mr. Brian.


"What do you think, Ronald?"


"Just as for Mama!" answer Ronald. I'm disappointed, Ronald seems to care less about me.


Every day I was treated to a sight that made me cry in my heart. Ronald is very affectionate and treats Susy sweetly. Susy's pregnancy made Ronald more attentive and friendly to Susy and their future baby.


They deliberately make out near me who is doing housework. No matter where they are, they are v*mbu. When that was the case, the servants stepped aside, rushing away to avoid them. I'm the only one who survives regardless of their behavior.


The servants at Ronald's house felt disdain and pity for me. They forbid me from doing housework if Ronald's family isn't at home. But I still assured them that I was used to doing housework when I lived in the village first.


I can still go to college even with strict guard. I can't hang out with my friends. After the class was over, I had to go straight home. As well as the time to leave, I went straight to campus, could not stop by. So I don't have any close friends. Both boys and girls.


My phone is still in Ronald's hands. I'm considered old-fashioned and I'm stuck because I don't have a cell phone because my friends have trouble contacting me. I reasoned that my phone was gone and I haven't bought it yet.


Fathir rarely sees me. Even if I see it, it looks weird. It seems he is avoiding me. Well, she won't be friends with me anymore because I told her I didn't love her. But why was he smiling and telling me to call him?


I never saw Arga again either. Since becoming Papa Brian's driver, our access to meet has been difficult. Even if Arga picks up and takes Papa Brian home and to the office, I can't go straight out of the house to see him. Ronald could be furious. He still doesn't like me near Arga.


"Fathirs!" I called Fathir as he passed in front of my class.


Fathir. The friends who walked with him laughed teasingly at Fathir.


"Cie cie ..., someone called. Who the hell?" said Fathir's friends.


"Wah .., Tumben Mila called someone. Cie cie. .... already have a bustle now?" my friends in class teased me.


"You guys go first. I need to" said Fathir. Fathir's friends gave his thumbs up while nodding.


Fathir came up to me, and I walked towards him. We stopped when we were right in front of my classroom door.


"What's wrong?" tanyanya cold.


"I .. want to apologize for what I said at the time" I said.


"It's okay. Is that all?"


"You want to forgive me?"


Fathir breathed.


"I've forgiven you,"


"Thank you."


"If there's nothing else to say, I'm leaving,"


"Wait on! I ... I need your help," I said.


A smile on his lips. Eyes sparkling.


"All right! What can I help you with?" tanyanya cheerful.


"I'll tell you later" I replied.


We were smiling too. That was the beginning of my relationship with Fathir to improve again. Now I have a friend to share my complaints back.


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