I'M MAKING YOU SORRY
CHAPTERS 20. SURVIVING

Mila is looking for a place of cost to save her expenses. It can't be if Mila stays at the hotel. When he comes home, he cannot work. There he could only be a farmer. For that Mila chose to survive in Jakarta first before he moved to another city or another area.

I also get a special female cost. With a slightly cheaper price and adequate facilities. Milapun lived in the boarding house and continued to find work

"Sorry, we currently do not need new employees" said the store owner who visited Mila.

"Oh yeah it's okay. Excuse me then," said Mila then moved from her seat.

"Heh, it's like the woman in the viral video" one of the store employees whispered to her friend.

"What video?"

"Video asusila. Relatives of wealthy businessmen play with drivers" said the employee.

"Oh, is she the woman?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Now is it hard for his life? Must have been expelled by the family. Shameful!" timpal.

Mila quickened her pace. He did not want to hear more gossip from people who did not know the exact incident.

Shop by shop, Mila come. But no one accepted Mila. On average they recognize the figure of Mila as the woman in the viral video. His name is completely destroyed.

"You're fit to work at my place, beautiful! You stay with the customers drinking. How's it?" said one who happened to hear Mila was applying for a job at a boutique.

"Sorry, Madam. I just want halal work" Mila replied.

"Huh, belagu! That's hypocritical!" maki that guy.

Mila didn't bully that guy. He kept looking for work. It's been seven days since Mila found a job. And no one wants to accept it yet.

Mila stopped on the terrace of a closed shop. He sat in front of the shop. Mila wiped the sweat on her forehead with her hand. It is very difficult to find a job without using a diploma. His High School degree was left at Mr. Edwin's house. Mila is also not sure, when using her High School diploma will get a job. Because the viral video case was enough to make him known and his reputation destroyed.

Mila gulped down the mineral water she just bought. The sun was hot that day. Mila saw across the street there was a rice shop. Mila's stomach is sore, ask to be filled. This morning Mila only drank sweet tea before leaving to find work. The money supply has indeed been thin, because it has been a long time the ATM card has not filled since Mr. Edwin died.

"Same rice egg stew and stir-fried Siamese pumpkin, Mom," Mila said after being in the rice stall.

"Bu ..., where's the spoon?! Which glass doesn't exist?!" shouted a buyer who was going to eat at the stall.

"Well ..sorry, sir. Unwashed. Well, the dishes are also at the end yet to be washed! Momentary, I'm going to wash first!" said the rice seller's mother.

"Sorry, Mom. If you need a laundress to eat, I'm willing, ma'am" Mila said.

"Is it true mbak? Yes, I'm in need of a dishwasher. The guy who used to help me here is sick. So no one helped me. Want nyari is also difficult," said the mother of the rice seller.

"Order my rice, wrapped first huh Ma'am? I'll wash the dishes first."

"Yes, mom. Wash the dishes first. Obalah ..... Thankfully there was mbak. If no one helps you, I'll get dizzy!"

Mila smile. Then Mila went to the back of the stall to wash dirty eating utensils. After washing the dishes, Mila came back to the front, approached the mother of the rice seller.

"Mom, I've finished washing it,"

"Oh yes, ma'am. It's nanya. Mbak doesn't have to pay. That's for the dishwasher's wages just now. Tomorrow if you can come again. If until this shop closes want no mbak?"

"You, Mom. I need a job again. Anything, that matters halal,."

"Yes, I'm here again tomorrow. If now the mother may not be ready if until the afternoon. Starting tomorrow, it's mbak."

"Yes, Mom. Thanks though. Excuse me first. What time do I have to come tomorrow, ma'am?"

"Jam 9 in the morning."

"Oh yes. Excuse me first then,"

"Yes, mom. Whose name is it? Live where?"

"My name is Mila, Mom. I'm boarding in the area here,"

"Oh yes, son Mila. Be careful on the road."

"Yes, Mom."

Mila felt a little relieved because at least to eat alone he had been able to. He will continue to look for better job information.

It's been 1 week that Mila did the job as a dishwasher at the food stall. Until that day Mila somehow suddenly felt nauseous smelling the aroma of rice. Mila finished washing the dishes with a turbulent stomach. Cold sweat washed over his body. After finishing the last wash, Mila ran away from the stall. Mila's looking for a lonely place. He spewed out everything he had eaten that morning. After the beginning, he approached the mother of the rice seller.

As Mila was about to speak, one of the rice buyers at the stall was talking to a friend.

"When did the workers leave?"

"One more Week."

"Where's the goal?"

"To England. There require a lot of women to waitress,"

Mila approached two women who were talking.

"Sorry, Mom. Are you the TKW dealer?"

The two men were silent. They looked at Mila with suspicious looks.

"I want the list to be TKW, if there is a vacancy," explained Mila

"Do you really want to be TKW?"

"Yes, right. I need a job" Mila said.

"alright. If you are interested, come to our office. Here's the address" said one of them, giving a business card.

"alright. What office is open now?"

"Yes. The office is open until the afternoon on weekdays. You called the administration."

"Bring a photocopy of ID card and photo fitting. You'll also have to fill out a form there, too,"

"good. Thanks."

Mila then approached the mother of the rice seller.

"Mom, I work here to this day only. I'll find another job. Sorry."

"Oh yes. Its alright. I'll find someone else to help me. Mila wants to be TKW?"

"Yes, Mom. I'll try. I want to live better,"

"Mother pray that Nak Mila will succeed. Here's your pay for a week."

"Thank you, Mom. I said goodbye, Mom," Mila reached out her hand to shake hands with the rice-seller's mother. They shook hands and said good-bye. Mila is lucky to know the kind-hearted rice saleswoman who helped her by hiring her for a week.

Mila stepped away looking for city transportation to the address of the labor dealer's office.

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"OKAY. File is complete. Forms are filled out. Ma'am from tomorrow quarantined at the dului shelter huh. There was a briefing before the TKWs were dispatched."

"Yes, Mother. Thanks though. Excuse me first," Mila also came out of the TKW distributor office.

Actually Mila felt a bit awkward, because the office of the distributor of TKW was no signposts, billboards, or banners that explained about the labor distribution company. But Mila brushed it off. He thinks only positively. Maybe the company is new. After all Mila has a plan if she faces even the worst situation, the important thing is that she can go abroad. He wants to change fate.

After arriving at the kosan, suddenly his stomach churned again. Mila ran to the bathroom. He's vomiting. After the break, Mila walked to her bed with a lunglai. Mila remembered, He had been menstruating two weeks late. His heart is racing.

"Don't ....," Mila was afraid to second-guess. Hopefully what comes to his mind doesn't happen.

In a hurry, Mila went to the nearest pharmacy. He bought a test pack of 2 brands. Mila had heard, The best time to use a test pack is to wake up in the morning. Mila has to wait for tomorrow morning.

Mila woke up with eyes still sleepy. Last night he could not sleep because he thought about the possibility of a pregnancy that would happen to him. Today he will go to the shelter. So he'll get ready.

Before Mila took a bath, she checked the urine first. With a pounding, Mila waited for the results of her test pack. 2 brands of test pack He dipped in his urine which was accommodated in a cup of ice cream.

Before long, the long-awaited ones appeared. Two red lines on 2 brands of test pack that is displayed real. Mila staggered somewhat in disbelief at the reality she feared.

Oh my God, I'm pregnant! How'this? I'll work abroad! My status is also in the process of divorce. I should how?

Mila panic. Many times Mila scolded Ronald who had made her pregnant. Mila was also crying, feeling confused as to what to do. The bleak days that He will face with his son without the protection of the husband or father of his son.

In the midst of his thoughts, Mila went to the prison where Arga was detained. She will be at once asking for advice from Arga about the steps she must take to face her pregnancy.

Arga looks skinny and minced when Mila visits him. Arga smiled looking at Mila. They also talk with a restricted wire.

"How are you, Mila?" greet Arga.

"Sir Arga, I'm .. pregnant!" Mila rubbed her tears dripping down her cheeks.

Arga looked surprised.

"That man has made you persecuted, now makes it hard for you! I swear! Once I am free and live well, I will make a vengeance for the br*ngs*k's men!" furious Arga.

"Then what are you going to do now?" ask Arga gently.

"I don't know. I'm rattled. I'm afraid I can't live my son well. But I don't want to abort it either. She's entitled to life, even if I don't really want to," Mila still sobbed.

"Don't! You can't drop it! Let him live. He'll be your solder. Maybe he'll lift you up, maybe he'll get rid of all your grief" Arga said.

"Yes, Brother. I'll let him live. I will raise him with all my body. Oh yes brother, I'm going out of the country. I'm going to be TKW to England. I want to say goodbye" said Mila.

"Let's be careful. Keep health. Take good care of yourself and your future child! Sorry I couldn't do anything. I can only pray for you, may you have a man who can protect you and your child. May you be happy" said Arga sincerely.

"Thank you for that. Arga also take care of health. Someday if I come back, I'll find Brother Arga.".

Arga nodded.

"Later you come to this prison. I'll leave my address here, so you can find me someday. Hopefully we are still given a long life" said Arga.

Milapun. Arga looked at Mila's departure with a fervent heart. The guards called him to return to his cell immediately. Argapun immediately obeyed the orders of the guard even though his eyes still saw the departure of Mila.

Goodbye, my sister

Good road to your life

I hope you will find your happiness

I'm sorry I couldn't put you together

I'm glad I can't have you, though,

I'm now your sister

I'll make you proud to have a sister like me

Someday

I'll take your largesse away

I'll make the calculations for the people

who hurt you

That's my promise

TO BE CONTINUED

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