Muara Kasih Single Mother
Effects of Young Pregnancy
Working on the first day of course Ervita has its own challenges, although Ervita was touched by the kindness of Bu Tari to him. But it is undeniable, the first time working is so extraordinary. At approximately 17:00, Ervita was allowed to go home, and because the batik kiosk was open every day, actually Bu Tari asked Ervita to enter work every day. However, considering Ervita is pregnant, Ervita can work Monday to Saturday.
Once home from Hadinata's batik kiosk, Ervita chose to go straight back to her boarding house. All day sitting makes Ervita's waist feel so sore, even the waist feels so hot. So that once at the boarding house that Ervita did was to lay himself there. Meeting a soft single bed makes his back feel comfortable.
However, when he was laying down himself, his tears suddenly dripped. Missing home, longing for parents, and feeling that you have to live struggling alone makes Ervita really as hiccuped there.
"Father and Mother, Ervita kangen .. Is in Solo, Father and Mother healthy? Vita also misses Mei (her sister) who is so funny. Here, Ervita continues Ervita's life. Ervita won't give up. Ervita's body is dirty, Ervita is sinful, but if Ervita eliminates this baby Ervita's sin will be more stacked," he murmured softly.
Indeed, so pregnant women in a young gestational age, often there are changes in mood or mood swing. Mood swing itself occurs due to the turbulence of hormones in the body of pregnant women such as increased hormones estrogen and progesterone in the blood. Therefore, the feelings of pregnant women become more sensitive.
Too long crying alone, finally Ervita felt her stomach so sore, there was a sense of seething from the stomach that slowly rose into her throat, and the taste rose up to her throat. Ervita immediately got up by covering her mouth with her hands and ran into the bathroom.
Hook .... Hook ....
Ervita had nausea and vomiting there. It was just water that came out until it tasted so bitter in the throat. The pregnant woman wiped her face by crying there. My God, when pregnancy symptoms appear there is no one to help him. Just wiping his wet lips was not there, massaging his nape so that all the water could come out even and give a relief effect was not there.
Ervita was crying in the bathroom, with the tap of water she had left on. It was possible that the water tap could dampen his cries.
Feeling quite calm, Ervita came out of the bathroom and wiped her face with a small towel. Then the woman again laid herself on the single bed that was there.
"The baby's sister gives a signal to the mother well .. if in the mother's stomach there is new life. Mother loves you dear ... I love u always, the baby Mother," said Ervita by rubbing her stomach trying to talk to her baby (sounding) since the baby is still in the womb.
Afterwards, Ervita calmed herself down. In every storm of ordeal that hits, there will be strength to be able to face. In every storm that comes, there will be a strong hand of the Almighty supporting him.
Ervita shed tears looking at the contents of the lunch box that she brought this morning, "We first eat yes Dik .. although only white rice is cold and flat eggs are okay. May the little brother in here stay healthy well."
Ervita then took the sweet soy sauce and put it a little on the white rice and eggs. With a hiccup Ervita ate it. Recalling how delicious his home cooking is always cooked by his mother, remembered with side dishes that always adorn the plate, remembered with a warm chat between Father, Mother, Mother, and his sister Mei who made a meal together more greedy.
Being pregnant alone made Ervita so sad. But he cannot give up. He can be independent now. There is one reason that keeps Ervita strong and that is because of her baby.
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The next day ....
Ervita had a shower in the morning. Not to forget the woman bought provisions from the breakfast seller who sold in front of his boarding house. Rice with vegetables Scorching Chicken became his breakfast this morning.
Only two mouthfuls of Ervita ate her breakfast, but her stomach was already so uncomfortable. The woman went back to the bathroom and spewed her food there. Indeed Ervita had heard that being pregnant in the first trimester was a shock of morning sickness is indeed very extraordinary. Ervita sighed and also leaned back sitting on her single bed.
"Adik .. help Mother well. Fill his stomach a little. After this, my mother will go to work. Accompany Mother to work again. We must be strong and strong. I will continue to fight for my sister" he said.
Although his body is still not good, Ervita will not undo his intention to work. The woman immediately stood up, then applied eucalyptus oil on her stomach and chest, at least to reduce the nausea that can come at any time.
After that Ervita immediately left for Beringharjo Market. Hopefully all day he can leave well, sell batik-batik with more and also survive the nausea that sometimes this. Hopefully the baby in her womb can give her the strength to fight and survive in this not-good condition.