Muara Kasih Single Mother
Setting the Day and the Heart
In the evening, Pandu and Ervita sat down with a cup of Ginger Tea. Indeed Pandu did not think that Indi could cry like that. Even all day, since returning from Solo, Indi only wanted to play with his father. Ervita to pity because Pandu can not rest at all.
"Mas Capek? Every day driving, Indi continues to want the same yayahnya continue," said Ervita.
"Not tired, Nda. A father can do something for his own child, though tired, but happy. Happiness is what you can't buy, Dinda."
Apparently Pandu is happy. If tired because of the child, but everything turned into happiness. Being able to play with children, see smiles and laugh together, it is enjoying the best day for Pandu.
"You two can love each other like this, I'm so happy" said Ervita.
"Yes, we should love each other, Nda. I love Indi, and Indi loves me. Relax, Nda .. forever I will always love Indi. Won't tell the difference with Irene, "Report Pandu.
Actually there is no need to explain Pandu, Ervita also already knows that Pandu has the same great affection for Indi and Irene. Since Irene was born until now, Pandu also has not changed to Indi. That's what makes Ervita so lucky. Her husband did not distinguish the conjoined child and the biological child. Both Indi and Irene are equally loved.
"Now my heart is divided by three, Nda. Half for you. Then, the rest for Indi and Irene," said Pandu again.
Ervita who was listening to him smiled. "You love me with only half a heart, Mom?"
"Yes, half-hearted yeah .. the half for my beautiful daughters. Don't be jealous, Nda," replied Pandu.
This time Ervita laughed. She approached and rested her head on her husband's shoulder. "Thank you Mas .. I know every time after meeting with Firhan you actually experience a bad mood. However, you can manage your feelings and emotions well. Thank you for being patient with Indi, especially when she's tantrums."
This time Ervita was truly grateful to her husband. After all, saying thank you to your own partner is the best thing to cultivate. Not just for material things, but for priceless forms of attention and affection. If not Pandu, surely other men will feel emotions first. Fortunately, Pandu, so patient and able to manage his feelings.
"Together, Dinda. I also try to keep my heart and my day. Yeah, that's right what you said just now. I if after meeting Firhan it's actually emotion. Especially when you remember how you suffered first. Your suffering, your sadness, and your tears, I know very well, Dinda. However, for any fuss. Very unfortunate," reply Pandu.
"Bene Mas. As long as you can forgive, you are forgiven. Make the past a lesson. If in the past it has fallen, it means after that it must be more careful so that in the future it does not fall" Ervita replied.
Pandu then embraces Ervita. The man lowered his face for a moment and peeked at Ervita's forehead. "It's great, Nda .. can share with you like this. If you can talk about it, be relieved. Plong is what it feels like," replied Pandu.
"Yes, Mas .. That's why if you need a chatmate, find me. I'll listen to whatever your story is."
Pandu smiled and tightened his embrace. Sometimes there are many problems and obstacles that occur in the household. However, if you can share stories like this, deepen communication of course everything can be decomposed properly.
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Meanwhile in Solo ....
If in Jogja, Pandu is sharing with Ervita. In Solo too, Firhan was talking to Wati right now. The man also looks depressed, especially when Indi looks so scared when he sees it.
Actually, Wati also pity her husband. However, we also cannot force children to be with us. It seems that children's feelings are also more sensitive, sometimes they want to be with new people, but not infrequently there are those who do not want to either.
"Yes, be patient, Mas .. next time you meet Indi again try to meet again and apologize. I've met you, but I haven't apologized yet" Wati replied.
Honestly, here Wati also takes the role of a good wife as well. A wife who wants to understand her husband's past. It was precisely Wat that gave Firhan good advice. Maybe if the wife of Firhan is not Wati, it could have been sued for divorce because Firhan knew the past of her husband who had impregnated her boyfriend first.
"Is this God's punishment for me, huh? In the past, I did not want to admit Indi, I refused it. Now, I feel for myself the pain of being rejected. I felt more hurt when he cried in a man's sling that was just Dad. If he could love Dad that much, why would he be afraid of me?"
Wati let out a long sigh and looked at Firhan slowly. "In the Javanese proverb it is a phrase, Tresno Jalaran Saka Kulino. It could be that Indi could be as dear as her husband Mbak Ervita because it has been used since the baby with Mas Pandu. Love can come from habituation. Who is accustomed to Indi is Mas Pandu, Mas. You'll never meet."
Wati only gives a logical explanation. Indeed, children want to play, can grow that affection because they are used to it. During this time, Indi himself was also used to Dad. With his own biological father there had never been any communication before. There is no proximity factor. It is very understandable if Indi also cried when he saw Firhan.
"My heart hurts, Yang. He was crying and carried by Pandu. I want to hold him for a while he doesn't want to, '" Pandu said.
"Yes, who is patient Mas .. next time if you meet Indi again will be able to speak well. Establish communication again. At least we started well. Who knows, Mas .. after hearing that Ms. Ervita is not vengeful, we are trusted by God later to have children. We try, pray, and strive of course," replied Wati.
Firhan then nodded his head. "Hopefully if God believes in having offspring, I can be a good father to my son. Let one day my son be proud to have me as a father. Although, Indi would have been more proud to be Pandu's son."
There are regrets, though. As if there was a sense of inadmissibility. But everything has already happened. It could be tresna iku jalaran saka kulino. Indi is also used to (kulino) with Pandu so he loves Pandu. While with Firhan precisely do not know and seem to be a stranger.
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