Muara Kasih Single Mother
Haru Moment
"Indi," called Firhan to Indi.
It felt like his chest was very tight calling out to his biological daughter. There coincided with the Eid day where everyone forgave each other, so Firhan was carried away. While Indi himself seemed to be worried and also did not want to be far from Pandu.
Although last month, Indi met Firhan there was no fear. However, now Indi suddenly became afraid. As if he needed security from his father.
"Who used to be," teach Pandu to Indi.
Not immediately agreed, but Indi turned his head and looked at Pandu's face first. It was as if there was something he wanted to tell his father there. However, Indi could not speak now.
"Daddy, can Om Firhan talk to you for a second?"
Now Firhan is re-positioning himself as Om, that is also so that Indi is not afraid of him. Indi was comfortable with Pandu, so Firhan lowered his ego and divide himself with the call of Om only.
"Would you like to not?" ask Pandu.
Again, Pandu is not imposing either. Let Indi choose. Because, children the age of Indi can choose and can already say what he wants.
"Ditemenin Yaah" replied Indi.
After that, Pandu spoke to Firhan. "Had his wish, Om Firhan," Pandu replied.
Now, Mr. Sri and Mr. Agus have chosen to leave. As parents, they feel unable to see what happens. Especially Ms. Sri who has tried so that her tears do not fall.
Pandu himself is not feeling well. Here are two adult men in the raging phase of his heart. On the one hand feel Biological father, on the other hand feel the continued father who helped raise Indi.
"Here you go, Indi. Om just wanted to talk to Indi for a while," Firhan replied.
Firhan looked at Indi, his eyes already reddened there. Then Firhan asked Indi again.
"Can Om Firhan hold Indi's one hand?" ask again.
Now the answer Indi gave was just a nod of the head. His lips did not open and did not make any sound. He was confused as to why Om Firhan was looking for only himself and not Irene.
Grasping Indi's small hand, Firhan finally returned to speaking. "In this Eid al-Fitr holiday, Om Firhan apologizes to Indi. In the past, Om Firhan was much wrong with Indi. A lot wrong with Indi and Bundanya Indi. Sorry inner birth yes, dear," said Firhan.
Mistake more than five years ago, only now Firhan apologized to Indi. In the past, Firhan apologized to Ervita. However, the man felt he also had to apologize to Indi.
"Om Firhan apologizes well," he said again.
"Yes, but Om Firhan don't talk that Om is Indi's father. Indi already has Yamah and that is Yamah Pandu. Not Om."
Apparently little Indi could give such an answer. Answers that no one has ever taught. Firhan who heard Indi's words was struck. It was as if he had been rejected by his own heart. Indi said firmly as well and also he had already chosen that his father was Yamah Pandu.
Honestly Pandu if he obeys his ego, he is happy because Indi chose him. His affection for Indi made Indi able to choose himself. However, Pandu is not a selfish figure. Pandu is not happy with Firhan. No matter how bitter Ervita's past was, the blood flowing in that body was Firhan's blood. Pandu could empathize how grievous Firhan's heart was now.
"Why is that, Ndi?" ask Firhan.
"Kan Didi already has Jayah, and his father is Jayah Pandu" he replied.
Indi answered really so innocently. He's known to the old Pandu. Perhaps a memory from a small from now on, the figure he knew was Pandu. Thus, it is difficult for Indi to accept others who claim to be his father.
"If Om Firhan loves Indi?" ask Firhan later.
"Why do you love Didi?" his reply.
Firhan smiled, though his heart was heartbroken. Apparently, her daughter was very critical. I will not take anything for granted.
Honestly, Firhan's heart was very grievous now. Though he is his father and also Indi is his own daughter. However, Firhan had to say so.
"Om's wife is already pregnant, there will be a baby sister. Dear Om, the baby's sister later," Indi replied.
Indi still remembered that his wife Om Firhan named Aunt Wati was pregnant. Even Indi did not hesitate to tell Firhan to love the baby sister who will be born.
"If the baby's sister Om Firhan and Aunt Wati are born, Indi will not play at Om Firhan's house?" ask Firhan now.
"Yes, if Indi does not go to school and Yayah wants to take her to Solo," he replied.
Firhan nodded his head. What Indi said was also true was all because Indi had gone to school. So that when in Solo will certainly wait when Indi is not in school.
"Alright, if Indi has a holiday and later her baby Om Firhan has been born, play well to the house. Tengokin is her baby brother" Firhan said.
Indi asked his father. "If Jayah wants to drive yah?"
"Yes, later we will see the baby Om Firhan well," replied Pandu.
"Yes, Jayah."
After a long time, Firhan just stared at Indi. Her daughter is really beautiful and smart. It was as if by itself the affection in his heart had grown.
"Indi, once again Om Firhan apologize born and inner well. Forgive Om Firhan yah," said Firhan again.
Indi now nodded his head. "Promise well Om," he replied.
"Yes, if it's just Om not Dad, can it?" tanyakanya.
Indi nodded his head. "Yes, I can" he answered.
Firhan smiled. Even if it is a bitter smile. Seizing the heart of a child is not easy. Just like Indi until asked him to promise.
Afterwards Firhan took out a lebaran envelope with a cute cartoon image and then gave it to Indi.
"This is for Mbak Indi yah one. The other one is for his sister Mbak Indi whose name is it?" ask Firhan again.
"The name is Irene, Om" replied Indi.
"Well, one's for Irene. Om Firhan pamit yah's. Toss first," pinta Firhan.
Finally Indi raised his palm into the air and then tos with Firhan. "Thank you, Om Firhan said yes," Firhan replied.
Finally Firhan asked for her farewell to Ervita as well and extended a handshake to Ervita.
"Vi, sorry to be born and inner yes, Vi. In the past, my sins were very much the same as yours. I'm sorry, Vi," said Firhan.
"It's okay, Han. It's all in the past" replied Ervita.
Then, to Pandu, Firhan also said goodbye and shook his hand Pandu. "Inner spirit too yes, Pandu. Later if there is time to play to Solo if the baby is born," invite Firhan.
"Inner's also well, then the news will be well. If the holiday insyaallah can go to Solo," replied Pandu.
On one hand, Bu Sri was deeply moved. In the past, many injuries have occurred. Now, when Firhan came and apologized to Indi it felt so heartwarming.