The Passion of the Doctor Duda
Chapter 228 (Sense of Missing)

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A week in Indonesia Raiden looked happier and more cheerful than in Switzerland. Raiden can play with his grandparents with satisfaction, he wants to be close to Zayden but the man is too busy working. However, even so Zayden looks happy with the arrival of his nephew.

"Ma, Zeva let go for a short walk with Raiden," Zevana said after they had breakfast together.

Tiara looked riled up, the woman was afraid that Zevana and Raiden would leave this house again. Zevana who knew her mother was afraid of her going again immediately calmed her mother's heart by holding her mother's hand.

"Ma, Zeva won't be leaving again. It's been five years for Zeva to calm down, Zeva just wants to introduce Jakarta to Raiden so that he gets used to it here" said Zevana who made Tiara's heart immediately calm.

"Yes, Honey. Same with the driver!" tiara said softly.

"No need, Ma! Zeva just took a taxi" Zevana said with a smile.

"Honey, let Zeva take a walk with Raiden. They need refreshing after a long trip from Switzerland to Jakarta" Zidan said calmly.

"But..."

"Ma, Zeva won't be leaving again! Trust Zeva!" said Zevana gently and reassured her mother who still looks very afraid if she will go again.

Tiara sighed slowly, for some reason she was so afraid that Zevana would go back from this house. Though Zevana will not go anywhere after 5 years the woman calms down. 5 toughest years that Zevana had ever felt without family, but, giving birth without a husband figure on his side fortunately there was a helper angel who wanted to sacrifice his son at that time, a very good man and had considered Raiden his son too, he said, the man who had said his good intention was to make himself a wife but Zevana did not love the man as well as he did, because in his heart there was only a Haidar until now. The biological father of his own son, someone who had hurt him physically and heart but Zevana still loved him sincerely.

"You must not go long! If you need an invitation, just call Mama so that later the driver who picks you two up," said Tiara who eventually agreed if her son and granddaughter would go for a walk for a while.

"Yes, Ma. Don't worry Zeva will be home quickly" Zevana said with a smile.

Raiden, who had been silent, began to look at the grandmother. "Raiden won't be leaving again, Grandma! Raiden is at home here," said Raiden who made Tiara smile happily.

"Grandmother's grandchild was very understanding. Yes, you have been out for a walk, if Zayden has not yet left for work you can be together but lately he is very busy, wait for Zayyen's return! He will return home soon" said Tiara, who was embraced by Zevana and Raiden simultaneously.

"We go first Ma, Pa!" pamit Zevana gently.

"Go, Grandma!"

"Yes, be careful!"

"Yes, Ma. Raiden salim grandpa's hands with grandma!"

"Yes, Ma!"

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Zevana looked at her son who was very happy to play in a special playground for children. Zevana watched her son from the chair where she was sitting not far from her son.

"It turns out your smile looks more loose here, son. Mama didn't take you wrong back to Indonesia, did she? The place where your papa and grandpa, your papa's grandmother are also here. What if you meet later you will directly hug your papa?" muttered Zevana looked at her son deeply.

Raiden the boy looked engrossed in his own play even his happiness made a curved smile on his lips. But something made Raiden speechless, there not far from his whereabouts now he saw a boy who was being accompanied by his parents with their happiness even joking like there was no burden.

There was envy infiltrating Raiden at this moment. He wanted to be like that boy too, having both parents complete and together. But himself? Even Raiden hasn't met his papa at all, I don't know what made her mother leave but one reason Raiden knew was that her mother wouldn't ruin her happiness if she had stayed on since then. Even Raiden's small brain is forced to understand the circumstances of why his parents are not together.

"www..."

"RAIDEN!"

Zevana seemed to run frantically towards her son who had fallen from the swing. Raiden held onto his knee that felt sore from the wound and shed blood long enough.

"Hiks.hiks..ayo we go to the hospital, honey!" zevana said in a panic. His Raiden must not be hurt in the slightest! Only Raiden has Zevana from Haidar.

"Ma, it's okay. Raiden, it's okay it's just a little bit of a wound" Raiden said calmly.

"No! We need to get to the hospital. Mama's afraid you're infected!" zevana said in tears as Raiden was wounded, but the boy looked calm and there was no pain in his face just a small ringing when he fell earlier and after that Raiden was ordinary because indeed Raiden rarely cried just because he was injured but if there was anyone hurting his mother, Raiden will cry immediately but still want to be the foremost to protect his mother.

"Ma, don't cry!" said Raiden wiped his mother's tears.

Zevana couldn't stop her own tears, her heart wasn't calm if she saw Raiden hurt like this. Zevana quickly held Raiden and ordered a taxi to take him to the hospital.

"Raiden's okay, Ma!"

"What's wrong? Your blood comes out later if left too long can be infected," said Zevana a little high that made Raiden speechless to let his mother bring herself to the hospital when her mother is a graduate doctor with the best predicate but why not her own mother who treats her? Does panic make her mother forgetful?

Zevana had to find the nearest hospital around the park because if he had to go to the hospital owned by Fathan too far from this park. Zevana doesn't want her son to get sick.

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"So, there is a patient named Raiden Erlangga who just came because he fell from a swing on the playground," said the nurse approached the pediatrician.

"Raiden Erlangga?" the doctor repeated it as if he had heard wrongly.

"Yes, Doc. The last name of the child is the same as the name of the Doctor," said the Sister who made Haidar immediately speechless with the heart beating harder than usual.

Haidar is a pediatrician at his father's hospital now. Not without reason Haidar became a pediatrician because he missed Zevana and his son who was still in the womb at that time. Maybe now his son is as big as a boy his age.

"Bring him in!" said Haidar who was embraced by the Sister.

"Dok, check on my son! He fell off the swing while playing! I'm afraid of infection" said Zevana who has not seen the doctor's face which turned out to be Haidar.

"Zeva..."

"Don't check on my son!" said Zevana who did not give access to Haidar speaking.

Zevana refrains from hugging Haidar at this time because she is already self-conscious if forced love will bring pain to herself. While Haidar really wanted to hug Zevana right now but saw the little boy in Zevana's sling, Haidar so disengaged his intentions first.

"Take Raiden to that gurney!" said Haidar with eyes that never separated from the face of Zevana. 5 years did not meet it turns out Zevana was very changed, she became a very beautiful woman who made Haidar pounding while Zevana cursed their meeting, Zevana, why do so many Haidar hospitals have to work here?

Zevana nodded, she walked towards the gurney and put her child to sleep slowly there.

"Ma, Raiden's okay!" said Raiden rubbed his mother's tears that were still left.

"We clean the wound first" said Haidar who made Raiden look at Haidar deeply.

"Yes pa..Doctor..." Raiden quickly corrected his words he did not want his mother to be sad because Raiden called his father.

Haidar seemed to smile a little even though Raiden's words were so slow. Haidar seemed to catch the vocabulary that Raiden was going to put out for him.

"Great boy!" praise Haidar with a chest that is so tight to see his son is already this big. Yes, Haidar strongly believes Raiden is his son because they are very similar. Raiden is not Zevana's son from another man! He can't be fooled!

"It's done!"

"Be careful, honey!" zevana said as her son was about to wake up.

"Zeva!" call Haidar with a soft word.

"Yes!"

"We need to talk!"

"Sorry, Doc. Who are you, huh? Why do you know me?" ask Zevana by lying. Though he desperately wanted to talk to Haidar at this moment but his heart was not ready for it. What if Haidar already has a wife? Zevana didn't want to take the risk that would hurt her feelings again.

Haidar is shocked when Zevana doesn't know him anymore.

"Zeva, don't joke please! We haven't seen each other for 5 years because you disappeared. Brother is trying to find your whereabouts but nil! You were not found" said Haidar in frustration.

"I'm not kidding, Doc! I don't know you!"

"Zeva, I know you're lying. Raiden's our son, right?"

"Dok, don't be weird! We have just met," Zevana said calmly.

Raiden was silent. He was confused by his mother who lied not knowing his father. But he did not dare to speak and choose silence.

"Ze..."

Drrt.drt..

"Hello Mas!"

"...."

"I'm sorry I forgot to let you know if I've been in Jakarta this week. I was in the hospital because Raiden fell off the swing."

"....."

"It's been handled by a special pediatrician, Mas.Keep Raiden is okay," said Zevana with a smile. A smile that somehow made Haidar afraid as well as jealous.

"...."

"Raiden, I want to talk to you!" zevana said, but Raiden shook his head for some reason, keeping his papa feeling very much at the moment.

"Mas, Raiden doesn't want to talk just yet. Maybe later after coming home from the hospital I called back, yes" Zevana said gently.

"...."

"Bye bye!"

"Whose phone are you calling?" asked Haidar coldly.

"My husband!"

"Dok, write down the prescription medication for my son huh! I want to go home" Zevana said.

"Because Zeva doesn't want to linger here, sister! Zeva misses Brother a lot but Zeva realizes Zeva is not Haidar's sister's wife anymore" Zevana murmured inwardly.

"No! You should stay here!"

"Doc..."

Grepp's...

"I miss you!!"

Three words from Haidar that make Zevana's body sculpt with great.