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How does it feel to be lonely when you are in a crowd?
How does it feel when you want to tell others about the state of your heart, but as if you can't say it all?
It was me who since the last five years has never felt happiness. My soul was reluctant to live but my body was forced to stay strong.
~Tiara~
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Zayden looked at his mother with a very serious look. Currently Tiara is daydreaming at the dinner table, her appetite is gone since her conversation with Barra at that time.
"Ma!" call Zayden slowly.
"Mama!" call Zayden a little hard which makes Tiara flinch.
Zidan grasped Tiara's hand gently. "Zayden call you, Ay!" zidan said softly.
Mala's mother and Felix's father looked at each other, they knew Tiara was thinking about Zayyen.
"Why, Honey?" tiara asked gently to her son.
"Sir Zayyen, Zayden saw it yesterday!" unexpress
Tiara looked at her son seriously. "Where?" tiara asked with a sparkle.
"At school, Ma! Zayyen's high school is next to Zayden's. But, Zayden did not like Zayyen's look at Cika! That cika belongs to Zayden, Ma! Later if Mama meets brother Zayyen says the same he does not talk to Cika again Zayden does not like!" zayden complained to his mother.
Tiara smiled. "That's your cousin, honey. You are brothers," Tiara said softly.
"Brother? But Cika's Zayden's girlfriend, Ma! Cika is Zayden's wife in the future" Zayden said with teary eyes.
"Pa, Zayden doesn't want a sister with Cika! That's Zayden's girlfriend!" said Zayden who made Zidan sigh.
"Not crying. You guys can get married, but you're a little Zayden! Grandma wonder you can talk like this who taught you? Grandma never taught you to talk like that," said Mala's mother in surprise.
"Father!" point Zayden at his papa.
"Well, Papa?" said Zidan who pointed to himself by looking at Zayden annoyed.
"Emang Papa who taught Zayden. Who else is it? Papa who every night complained to Zayden if miss mama Tiara while crying hug Zayden. Papa said that mama Tiara is Papa's true love" Zayden said honestly.
Zidan glared at his son then he looked towards Tiara who was staring at him as well.
"Ay, that's what Zayden said..."
"Really, right?" tiara said firmly which made Zayden nod his head resignedly.
"As long as you don't exist. Zayden is like a chick who lost her mother princess. I'm just calm that he won't hurt you again, if he dares to hurt your favorite son Daddy's father cut his throat so that it can be done," said Felix's father firmly.
Tiara smiled faintly. Be happy? Of course her heart was happy but Tiara could not express her happiness when her heart was also still beset by a great longing for Zayyen.
"Father and Mother are the best!" tiara hugged Felix's father's arm. It awakens the jealous soul of a Zidan. Zidan immediately pulled Tiara closer towards him.
"Can't hug another man!" muttered Zidan possessively.
"That's my dad!" tiara Protest.
"Whatever!" tiara gave up.
"Mas, let's meet Zayyen!" tiara said that made Zidan speechless.
"Our trial is coming up with Barra, Ay! Are you sure you want to meet Zayyen now?" ask Zidan to make sure.
Tiara nodded her head steadily. "I want to meet Zayyen as her mother" Tiara murmured with determination.
Zidan looked at his father for approval, though, felix's father immediately understood and nodded his head which made Zidan sigh slowly perhaps their encounter with Zayyen would not be the surfing Tiara had hoped for but Zidan would still try it for Tiara's happiness.
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After delivering Zayden into his class. Tiara and Zidan headed straight to the Zayyen school that Zayden had been referring to.
Tiara smiled as Zayyen had just gotten out of the car, Tiara and Zidan hid in the car so that Barra did not feel suspicious, since the incident it was Barra who always delivered Zayyen to school, he was always wary of fearing that Zayyen would be taken by Tiara and Zidan.
Tiara watched Barra's car drive away. Tiara impatiently got out of the car without waiting for Zidan. The man simply resigned himself and followed Tiara's footsteps from behind.
"Zayyen!" call Tiara out loud.
Zayyen who was about to enter his school immediately stopped his steps and looked at Tiara with his usual cold gaze.
"Aante!" said Zayyen flatly.
Tiara immediately hugged Zayyen tightly. "It's Mama, Son! Not Auntie!" tiara said with a sigh.
The silent Zayyen immediately rebelled and stared intently at Tiara. "Tante is not my mama! My mother is Rose's mother!" zayyen said coldly.
"It's Mama! Rose and Barra aren't your biological parents! This is Mama who gave birth to you, baby! Have you ever met a boy who looks a lot like you? He is your twin brother. You were separated when you were a baby, there is a reason that makes Mama have to hand over the stiff to Barra and Rose! Please believe this is Mama and Papa stiff, Zayyen!" tiara said with a look on Zayyen's face.
"This is your Mom and Dad, Zayyen! We are both your biological parents" Zidan said gently.
"No! You're not my parents! No!" zayyen said coldly.
"Tante and Om get out of here. Zayyen doesn't want to see you again! You must have some evil intentions with Zayyen and Zayyen's parents!" accuse Zayyen flatly.
"Zayyen, it's Mama!" tiara said sharply.
"No!" zayyen shouted furiously.
"GO! ZAYYEN DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU! YOU'RE CRIMINALS!" zayyen shouted running away from Tiara and Zidan, her hands clenched tightly and a very sharp look.
His father warned him not to trust others easily. Zayyen believes the two men must be lying because there is no way Barra and Rose are not his biological parents because Barra and Rose always treat him like a real child.
Zayyen hated liars like aunt and om who were in front of him. The two people would definitely have bad intentions for him, Zayyen ran into his school quickly.
Tiara wants to pursue Zayyen but is held back by Zidan. "Let go, I want to take Zayyen! Dian my son!" tiara said sharply.
Zidan hugged Tiara tightly. "Calm your heart, Ay. Don't let him take you. Calm down, another week Mas make sure Zayyen will stay with us" said Zidan softly.
"Hiks...Zayyen my son! Why does he hate me?" tiara asked in tears.
"Zayyen needs time to accept everything, Ay! You have to understand, Ay!" zidan said by stroking Tiara's back gently.
"Zayyen must come back to us, Mommy! If not, I'll just die!" tiara said sharply.
"Yes, pull your words! I don't want to lose anyone. You, Zayyen and Zayden are precious to Mas" Zidan said with trembling lips.
"I will die if Zayyen does not return to me! It is better to die than to have to feel the continuous pain!" muttered Tiara with a soft look.
"Hold the words! Zayyen will be staying with us in a week! Believe me, Ay!" zidan said firmly.
"Another week? Then let's make room for Zayyen, Mas!"
Zidan stroked Tiara's cheek gently. "Whatever makes you happy Mas will do it, Ay!"