The Passion of the Doctor Duda
Chapter 36 (Diary Part 1)
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Zidan entered his room with a very tired body. It's been 12 pm and he's only been able to go home because of the number of patients who have had appointments with him. Zayden must be sleeping now, his son really makes him dizzy. It was smart to catch his words without Zidan explaining them over and over again. But to Zidan's surprise, his son understood what dating was when Zidan did not teach him at all, he only said that he used to date Tiara.
Zidan sat on the edge of the mattress by massaging his temple. Breathing was very audible from Zidan, Zidan's eyes staring at the drawer with eyes full of curious. Finally with the courage he had finally Zidan opened the drawer. Zidan took Tiara's diary. Is it time to open and read the heart of the girl he loves?
Once again Zidan exhaled slowly. His hand began to move opening the thick cover of Tiara's diary. Tiara's beautiful and neat handwriting made Zidan smile.
^^^Today is right on my birthday mas Zidan made me his girlfriend. God, I'm so happy to find a man as good as Zidan. The man that I will make a backrest when I am sad, when I feel jealous of the love of my mother and papa give to Tika's sister. Mas Zidan has given me happiness that I have never had before from anyone. God don't take Zidan from me!^^^
Zidan smiled softly as he read the first text in Tiara's diary. Her heart felt sliced reading Tiara's heart which was very sincere for her.
"I'm also happy to be able to make you the girl who reigns in my heart, Ay!" muttered Zidan with a smile his eyes glazed over wanting it to feel like Zidan was crying at the moment, his heart was tight.
Zidan re-opened the next sheet. He read Tiara's writings.
Why is my life unfair to God? Why do mom and dad never love me so much? Why do mom and dad always compare me to Tika's sister? I envy him who can get affection from them. At the time of my birthday mom and dad are not at all present they are busy working even just to call me and give me congratulations they did not do it but why at the time of Tika's sister who is my mother's birthday and papa present even gave a very luxurious gift. When can God feel that love?^^^
Zidan's tears could not be contained anymore, he cried silently until Zidan's tears soaked the Tiara diary book. With trembling hands Zidan went back to reading the next sheet.
^^^My life depends on Zidan. Everything I do mas Zidan will always watch over me and give me support. During my new life this time I was very happy because of the attention, affection and love Zidan gave to me. Mas Zidan I love you so much.^^^
"Hiks....I love you too, Ay!" muttered Zidan with trembling lips.
Sabrina is my best friend. I was very open with him in addition to Zidan mas I also often confided with Sabrina. But lately the nature of Sabrina changed, she looked at my lover with full of desire. I don't like that! I was jealous when Sabrina spoke familiarly with Zidan's mas! I'm afraid Zidan likes Sabrina and just leaves me.^^^
"Oh my God forgive me, Ay. Your fear is really real I married your best friend Sabrina whom you trust. It must have been very difficult and painful when you knew that if I married Sabrina, you would have hated me even more, Ay!" said Zidan with a soft word.
Enough's enough!
Zidan was unable to read the inscription that contained Tiara's heart. He closed the diary book slowly, his heart and body were completely exhausted at this moment. Zidan put the book back in the drawer and took Tiara's testpack with a wistful twist.
"Well, what does our son look like? Is he a man or a woman? He must be very handsome or beautiful like us, Ay. I'm sorry I left you when you were pregnant with my son, this is not my wish, Ay!" said Zidan with sorrow.
"Son, wherever you are stay healthy. You are the bridge to make papa and mama unite, this time papa will fight to get your mama's love back," murmured Zidan softly.
Tired of his heart and body at this time Zidan fell asleep hugging a photo of Tiara and himself that Zidan took from the top of the nightstand.
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"Today Cika was escorted by Mama's school, right?" ask Cika happily.
"Yes, Honey. We're done, let's have breakfast first! Papa had already left first because there was a meeting," Tri said with a smile.
"Yes, Ma! Thank you, Mama!" cika said happily.
Cika got down from the chair and immediately ran out of the room. "Pursue Cika, Ma!" cika said happily.
"Don't run, baby, you'll fall!" sweat Tri gently.
Tri chased after Cika, he was afraid his son fell because he kept running. "When you stop, you'll be rations..."
Bruck..
"www...Hiks sick Ma!"
"WHAT IS THIS? JESUS CIKA!" mama Yesha said frantically seeing her grandson fall down the stairs.
"When are you okay, son?" ask Tri in panic.
Mama Yesha stared intently at Tri. "Can you take care of my granddaughter? If Cika falls from above how? You want responsibility, huh?" snapped Mama Yesha violently.
"M-Sorry, Mistress. I warned Cika but..."
"Reason! Look now Cika is hurt because of your carelessness! I'll take Cika to the hospital!" mama Yesha said with a snarl Tri. Increasing hatred mama Yesha to Tri at this time even though the fall of Cika is not Tri intentional.
"I'll say this to Fathan and I'll make sure Fathan gets mad at you! Let's get you fired. Listen yes as long as I and Fathan keep Cika, Cika never gets hurt!" mama Yesha said sharply.
"Hiks...Grandma is sick," said Cika in tears.
"Cup..cup Honey! We go to the hospital, yes" said Mama Yesha softly.
"S-I'm coming with Him!" tri said with worry.
"No need! You're home! Be prepared for my child's anger!" mama Yesha said sharply.
Tri looked at Cika with sadness. He was worried to see Cika who continued to cry, he wanted to go to the hospital but he did not want Yesha's mother to get angry with him again. Tri's tears just flowed to see Cika had been brought outside by mama Yesha.
"I'm sorry, Mom, son!" muttered Tri with a wistful. Tri does not know what her husband's reaction will be like, what kind of anger Tri will get from Fathan later thought it made Tri stricken with fear.