The Passion of the Doctor Duda
Chapter 39 (Secret Room)
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Tiara entered the secret room that had been her favorite place all along. After his meeting with Zayden for the second time somehow his feelings became erratic.
Tiara turned on the lantern switch of the room, the room that had been dark now looks bright. Tiara walked towards the closet and opened it slowly, smilingly taking photos of herself and the baby she was carrying. Tiara rubbed the photo with her already watery eyes as it held back tears. The closet is filled with baby clothes in blue, black, and white.
"Mama kangen, son!" muttered Tiara with a soft look. Tiara wiped away the tears in the corner of her eyes slowly, then she picked up one of the clothes her son had worn. The clothes he smelled the aroma deeply, the tightness of course Tiara felt it. Forced to part with her own child and never see her face when her child grows up makes Tiara a very apprehensive and miserable mother but thanks to the presence of Tika in her Tiara can still survive, enduring the pain he felt alone without anyone knowing it but himself.
Tiara put the shirt back neatly. Then he closed it slowly, he looked around at the room he designed for his son with a sense of tightness. His hands were clenched with eyes that flashed furiously.
"Based liar! Just look what I would do to a woman like you!" tiara said with anger that so plagued her.
Unwilling to return to being weak Tiara came out of the room, her body immediately sculpted when Zidan was in front of her.
"Well, you're in Mas's room?" asked Zidan curiously.
"It's none of your business!" tiara said normalizing her expression that was shocked at the sudden arrival of Zidan who was in her apartment.
Zidan looked at Tiara in full search. This room used to be Zidan's room for work, the apartment that Zidan gave to Tiara had two rooms but Zidan did not know that when Tiara returned to Indonesia Tiara had changed the design of his room into a very elegant and suitable nursery for boys.
Tiara immediately locked the room quickly, she did not want Zidan to know her secret place now.
"Borrow the key, Mas wants to rest here," said Zidan without guilt, relaxed and calm look that made Tiara fed up with that face, a face that had already incised such a deep wound in his heart.
"You have no right to come here anymore. Please get out of my apartment!" tiara said sharply.
Zidan sighed slowly. "We need to talk, Ay. I'll explain everything...."
"There's nothing you need to explain doctor Zidan! Now you get out of my apartment! Or do you want to take this apartment back? I'll gladly give it back to you, wait I'll take the letter first but give me time to clean up all my stuff that ad.."
Cup...
Zidan kissed Tiara's lips quickly, without moving just sticking there. He did not like Tiara's words that made his heart feel pain because of the guilt and remorse he felt.
Tiara's face was red, if she used to love this kiss so much then now Tiara really hates Zidan's touch. Tiara pushed Zidan's body firmly, her eyes filled with angry glints, her hands were also clenched very tightly.
Tiara slapped Zidan so tightly that the man's cheeks flushed red from his slap. According to Zidan Tiara's slap for him was not comparable to what Tiara had felt before, Zidan received Tiara's slap with chest area and without speaking.
"Disease!" hiss Tiara sharply and erased the former lips of Zidan that were on her lips violently.
Zidan chuckled softly, his eyes full of hurt in Tiara's blatant rejection of him. "Is that so disgusting in your eyes now, Ay?" ask Zidan in a clean light.
Tiara's alter ego which was currently ruling Tiara's body looked at Zidan hatefully. "If you already know the answer why ask me again? Never touch me even if it's just a fingernail, my body isn't that low you can touch and then you just leave it! You know I regret knowing and trusting you and Sabrina so much, it turns out you guys are just like trash, pretending to be nice in front of me but destroying me secretly. This time I will not remain silent, the pain that you gave me then I will return the pain is much more painful than I felt!" tiara said sharply.
"Yes, you misunderstood! We got married for perjo...."
"Stop! I don't have to listen to your explanation! Everything's free! You can't bring back my broken heart. I was wrong all this time to put my trust in you. I used to think family was the most comfortable place, but I was wrong it was the beginning of my pain. Trying to think positively after the pain I felt I started to be able to trust you and Sabrina as good lovers and friends, but you guys stabbed me in the back. Disappearing without news turns out you guys got married behind my back! From the beginning if your intention approached me just to take my chastity and throw me away then I would not want to know you and Sabrina. Nothing in this world can be truly trusted! Family, lovers, friends are all hypocrites! Only I understand how to fight in this world!" tiara shouted in anger.
"Well, believe me, my departure wasn't my wish to marry Sabrina!" zidan said in frustration, he did not know what else to explain to Tiara.
"GO! I DON'T NEED ANYONE IN THIS WORLD! I JUST NEED MYSELF, AT LEAST I NEVER HURT MYSELF EVEN IF I WANT TO! I'M SICK OF BEING HERE, BEING IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU!" tiara's screams pushed Zidan's body out of his apartment.
"I'll give you back everything you gave me! I'll give Zidan back!" tiara said with a heavy breath.
"THE TOWER! STOP BEING SOMEONE ELSE!" snapped Zidan.
"You shouldn't animate the character of others in you. He's not a friend, he can hurt you anytime! Please listen to me!" zidan pleaded.
"I know how I'm not you!" hiss Tiara sharply.
"You don't want to be overpowered by him Tiara! In this world there are still sincere people" Zidan said firmly.
"Enough! Out now!"
"Near!"
Brakes...
Zidan let out a rough breath. How did he make Tiara the way he used to be? Tiara really did not trust anyone else anymore. The woman had been injured for a long time until she was like this.
"May you not do something that will harm you and others, Ay!"