
In his other subconscious Alexa feels alone xi place ang dark, cold and so silent.
"This where? Where's derren you?" Alexa shouted, but no answer.
Suddenly a white light appears, Alexa tries to touch her and her body instantly warms up.
"Very comfortable and warm, Derren aoa is because of you," Inner Alexa again.
Diiinnn.
The sound of the car horn and the sound is very close to Alexa so that it makes him surprised.
"Derren where are you? Her horn sound was getting louder, no, no, I didn't want to be alone," Inner Alexa was so scared.
Diiinnnn.
"Aaahhhh," Shouted Alexa made Derren run towards Alexa.
"Alexa what's wrong, baby?" Derren asked frantically hearing Alexa's screams.
"Derren you from where," said Alexa trembling.
"Here dear," said Derren and then embraced Alexa strongly.
"You'll stay here, won't you, Derren, you won't leave me alone right? We will always be together, whatever it is I beg you not to leave me," Alexa said while crying in her arms Derren.
"Alexa!" Call Derren and immediately Alexa is very surprised to see Derren transparent.
"Derren what happened, why are you transparent," said Alexa panicked.
"Alexa ever since we were thrown I've been like this, the longer it's going to go away" Derren explained.
"Stop Derren, don't joke, I can't imagine you're leaving, Derren I beg you not to be like this" whinek Alexa tried to feel Derren but couldn't.
"Alexa I don't know if it's true or not, but I think there's a danger that threatens your real body, and when you're in danger then I'm in your dream too, will disappear," Derren.
"I don't want to, I don't want to leave here, I want to be with you Derren" Alexa said in tears.
"Al, recover your original body first, then you come back here again, I promise I will always wait for you" Derren said and then disappeared.
"Derren, no. I don't want you alone where, don't leave me, I'm afraid, come back, huhuhu," Isak Alexa alone and lowered her knees hugging her trembling and suddenly Alexa woke up from her long sleep.
"Excuse me, the patient's family on behalf of Alexa Arunika?" Ask a nurse about Grace.
"Yes Sus," replied Grace anxiously.
"The patient is conscious" replied the Sister again.
"What's? Alright I'll be there soon," Grace said and immediately contact Rendra via Whats*p.
"Renra!" Call Alexa after her call in question
"Alexa is conscious" Grace replies to surprise Rendra.
"What's? Alexa's been sober?" Rendra's words confirm Grace's words.
"Yes!" Grace and Rendra immediately ran to her room Alexa, she did not care about the prohibition of nurses if she could not run in the hospital area.
"What should I do now, should I apologize, or should I be angry? Whatever it is that matters Alexa is already aware," Inner Rendra.
"Miss Alexa, lunch please in the meal yes, soon the doctor will come," orders the nurse who delivered lunch to Alexa but he did not respond and just fell silent.
"Hey Al, it's lunch in the meal, anyways you have a problem what the hell to take sleeping pills as much as that, make people worry aja." Grace.
"Worry? Wh who? The person who was most worried about me was waiting for me," Inner Alexa was sad.
"Thank you Grace, I'm fine, so you don't have to worry, go home." Alexa said and told Grace to go home.
"Al, why aren't you being honest? I know what you think" said Grace, upset.
"Grace do you remember the promise that Aldi made?" Alexa's questioning made Grace a little surprised. "It was you who said to yourself that we should be honest with each other, and we should not harbor our own feelings, but why do you deny Grace now, you still like Rendra right?" Connect Alexa and make Grace speechless.
"Huh, you mean what Al?" Grace asked ostensibly confused.
"You don't pretend to forget Grace, I already know everything from Rendra, and now I still don't like Rendra, yesterday I asked you if you still have the same taste of Rendra but you said that you just want to be friends with her, so I want to be close to her but I was rejected, and at the end I gave up, but somehow Rendra suddenly came again and asked me to walk, and that day I couldn't guess what was on her mind, and it was all because of you Grace" Alexa said at length.
"Al, I never forced Rendra to make the same path as you" Grace said.
"Just Grace, you kissed Rendra before walking with me, and it made her unable to focus, and at the end she expressed her feelings to you but you instead rejected her, and you forced her way with me, at the end of which I was just Rendra's impingement all day, what do you mean?" Grumpy Alexa.
"I kissed Rendra so that she would obey me, I was tired of Al living among your beautiful shadows, all the guys close to me just to get you, you don't understand the taste so I'm Al," Papar Grace with a breathless breath.
"So so? You want me to feel how sick it is? And you want me to see if there's a guy who prefers you over me? And you told Rendra who clearly likes you to be with me? So I can feel how sick it is?" Sahut Alexa grumpy resist disappointed in his best friend.
"I-I.e.," said Alexa could not continue his speech.
"Alright I understand, go with Rendra let him love you" Alexa said.
"Al, I kissed Rendra because I was afraid that she would forget me, if I was with you, am I wrong?" Grace made Alexa even more disappointed
"You're not wrong, Rendra is not wrong, there's nothing wrong with me because it's been present among you, there Grace pursued Rendra, get her heart again" said Alexa sadly. "I've considered you family for a long time but it turns out it's all a burden for you, I'm sorry Grace, because it's been making you depressed." Connect Alexa again and Grace can only be silent without knowing what to answer.
Braaac.
Alexa tried to get off her gurney but her legs were still limp and her head felt dizzy.
"Go Grace, it's all my fault, you're depressed because I'm so with Rendra, even my parents might be depressed about having a child like me, so they choose to live abroad," explained Alexa.
"Go Grace, I better be on my own, I won't be in your midst anymore, I'm sorry" Alexa continued and tried to push Grace's body but she lost power.