WHO ARE YOU?
Must Return
"What should I do now?"
Kania realizes that he is stuck in the past.
I don't know what's really going on and I don't know what Kania has to do now, just being stuck in the past this time around is really scary for Kania.
"Darling, wake!" kania said with sobs. However, Alex's body is lost in Kania's arms. Yes, it looks like Alex has indeed returned to the future, and Syamsul is also not in this village because the man is on the island of Java.
Kania knows that there are brothers and bundos here, and Kania is very happy with her parents from this past, only Kania wants to live in the future with her father and Alex.
Kania remembers her past memories with her father.
Yes, the memory and memories of the case with Papa Herman made Kania's tears can no longer be contained, he said, he was afraid that his father's age would not be long and he still could not make his father happy.
"Abak, Bundo, Kania wants to pray first" Kania said in his sobs.
"Kania, no girl goes alone to surau without being accompanied, because surau for men," said bundo but Kania did not listen.
Slowly Kania remove her tears, she stepped foot to surau (musala), which is only a few meters from her home.
Kania met the Creator and prayed with hope only to Him.
“Yes Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful. The servant knows that the servant is Your sinful servant, who is always inattentive to Your commandments, rarely comes to You. However, this time the servant really does not know who to turn to and ask for help except to You. O Allah, I do not know who the soul mate You have prepared for the servant nor do I know where the soulmate is now, nor do I know where the servant will seek him. But I really want to realize Papa's desire to make his business successful without having to marry Om Galih. Yes, even though I don't know how. However, I believe You are the best planner. O Allah, give me a referrer and help me.” This time Kania prayed very fervently and she spilled all the burdens that had been piled on her head while crying with sobs and hope. Yes, Kania really hopes God hears and grants her wish.
After spilling all the burden on her chest, Kania's heart felt calmer and more peaceful. However, his mind is again plagued at one question about Alex.
“Alex to where? Though already promised to be together and will get married after this.,” Inner Kania began to feel anxious because of the worry of her lover reneging on his promise.
Kania grabbed her HP and attempted to contact Alex. However, his number could not be reached from the past and there was no word from Alex.
“Alex ..., Honey, where are you anyway?” kania's heart was getting worried and worried.
“Halo, Darling,” Sontak Kania directly picked up a vibrating phone call.
“Assalamualaikum, Kania, sorry earlier this is not Alex,” heard the voice of an unfamiliar woman in Kania's ear. The voice that Kania never heard but the voice knew by the name of Kania as if it knew Kania very close.
“Sorry, Ma'am, I'm the Sister who takes care of her Papa Ma'am. Mr. Galih asked me to contact Mbak, because at this time beloau really want to meet his daughter,” said the sister.
“Yes what's the matter Sister, did something happen to my Papa?" asked Kania with great anxiety and fear of the bad things that happened to the beloved father who was missed so much.
“Pak Galih asked Mbak to come here immediately because there is something he wants to convey.”
“Good Sister,” Kania instantly hung up that phone call and rushed out of where she was right now
Kania ran as fast as she could, to quickly reach her papa's room.
Kania's feet felt like they were not treading the earth, Kania's heart was beating very bright, even Kania's mind was branching and so many things were seething in his mind.
Kania was very trying to run with the existing stock of energy, but he stumbled. Kania fell and his knee was injured, making tears that he had previously endured finally poured out as well. Kania even tried to get back up and run back to get to his papa's hospital room immediately, but he was not strong and he could not. Until Kania feels very weak and helpless, she is lost direction, she forgets that the present is in the past not the future.
"Where should I go now? But why is the cell phone network here? What the hell is going on?" Millions of questions popped up in Kania's mind about the weirdness and wonder that had happened to her.
Kania tried to open the door and he looked around, there were only rice fields and fields. This place was not his home, nor his world, but a past that did not know where the way back to his future was.
“Papa .., Papa,” sobs Kania gets broken when I can't find half her breath that's not okay.
“Papa ..., Sorry, Kania Papa's favorite child can not meet papa and has not been able to make Papa happy," said Kania in his sobs.
“Honey ..., Kania, wake up, son, don't be like this!” bundo hugged Kania tightly while kissing Kania's head. Bundo realized that Kania was not doing well and was expecting support and support from him. Even without asking Bundo understood that Kania was thinking about something.
Kania feels a bundo hug feels soothing and warm to Kania but still Kania cannot survive with the thoughts that exist in the future.
“Kania hasn't had time to make Papa proud of Bundo, Kania can only trouble Papa, and now when Papa needs Kania is not even on Papa's side.” Kania cried and roared while replying to the warm-feeling bundo embrace with increasingly flowing tears.
“Patience, dear, patience, Son! Accept all the trials of God, because God will not give trials beyond the limits of his servant's ability and when we are hit by a disaster we say“Innaillaihiwainnaillaihirojiun, everything belongs to God and will return to God, he said,” Bundo's speech finally resuscitated Keyla from her sobbing.
Kania remembered the letter Siti had left him with, that everything that happens in this world cannot be controlled by man because God is the owner of the heavens and the earth and God also determines the destiny of human life, so there's nothing to cry about and nothing to regret.