
Kania sat on the right side of the chair, while Alex sat on his left side. Their sitting distance is approximately one meter. They were like lovers who were hostile at such a distance.
Alex let out a long sigh, he seemed to be trying to gather back his courage.
Alex then turned his face to look at Kania. However, Kania remained looking forward, staring at the sunset with a flat gaze without turning her head in the slightest to Alex.
“KANIA, can I talk to you for a minute?” alex said in a vibrating tone of voice, there was emotion and anger there.
“Please, Lex!" kania replied flatly without any expression.
Kania doesn't even care when Alex is angry with him or hates him, which he knows his mind is drifting somewhere right now.
“Bismillah, Kania, I love you because of God and I sincerely intend to propose you to be my future wife, will you marry me, Kania?”
Without Kania realizing, Alex has been in front of her, bowing her body and holding Kania by taking out a diamond ring to propose to Kania.
I don't know where Alex got the real berlihan ring at a very expensive price, of course, even though they still have no income at all.
Kania, who had been staring at the beauty of the sunset, immediately turned her gaze to Alex. Kania was shocked and did not expect the man to even prepare a very beautiful diamond ring to propose to her.
“Darling, what are you doing? please stand up now! Don't be like this, this even makes me feel bad," said Kania clumsy and no longer know how, it was like a misbehavior.
Kania is very expecting a romantic proposal like this, but Kania does not expect, if her famous lover is very cool and sweet, it is, currently proposing to him in a romantic place like this with the company of pink suspensions that add to the beauty of God's creation.
Yes, Alex has always felt unworthy to be Kania's husband because of their different social status. Alex is the son of a private secretary while Kania is the son of a CEO and the sole heir of his parents' fortune.
However, there is a disturbing feeling in Kania at this time. It feels like right now Kania's mind wants to go back to the past and solve all the problems in the past first before deciding to marry Alex.
There is fear in Kania, if om Galih knows they will marry then Alex will not be safe.
“Kania, I beg you please answer my question,” please Alex with the face sitting this time.
“Darling, you know that I lost Papa whom I love so much, so until Papa was found I had not thought anything about marriage. So sorry, Lex, for now I can't accept your proposal because Om Galih won't like it if we get married, I'm afraid they're endangering your life and Papa's, after all we're still in High School!” kania said firmly with a face filled with worry.
“I can wait for you, Honey. We will solve all problems and get married well, not by running away like that time,” said Alex in a reassuring tone.
“Honey, now we live this life like megalir water, the most important thing is that you are always by my side while we think of ways to be apart from Om Galih,” Kania explained.
Kania moved her feet close to the edge of the patai, she let a small wave of sea water wash over her feet, she also stared at the sun which was a few minutes away from sinking.
“Kania, this is the ring my real father gave me when he proposed to my mother at that time, this time I want you to keep it," Alex said to make the second step lovebirds were stopped.
"Darling ...!" Kania looked at Alex carefully.
"I'm not asking you to answer my question right now, you can think as much as you want and I'll be patient waiting for an answer from you. It's just that now, you please keep this ring and put it on or return it if you have found the answer. Remember, but not now, Kania!”
Alex holds Kania's right hand and gives the ring to Kania's palm, then passes away away away from Kania, as if he wants to give Kania space to think.
For a moment Kania was only silent in silence, he continued to stare at the ring that is now on his right palm, the classic ring but looks very luxurious this is the ring used by Alex to propose to him.
'O God, what should I do now? Today I was asked by the man I love so much, the man I dreamed so much about being my husband. Oh God, what am I supposed to do now? I wasn't ready to get married before all my problems were solved, let alone we were still in High School, but I remembered Abak's message that there was a man who was willing to marry me, I cannot refuse his good intentions. But I haven't met Papa, where I might be discussing the matter of marriage right now at a time when my parents are insecure, ' Inner Kania.
“If someone whose religion and behavior you can accept asks for your daughter, then marry him. If you do not do it, it will be a calamity on earth and a real damage,” (HR. Tirmidhi).
Under the pink sky of Asmara beach, as if to be a silent witness, that the expression of Alex's love for Kania occurred on that day, a ramantis proposal that Kania craved before, which is the last, but it feels empty at the moment.
Kania then walked down the beach with soft white sand without using footwear while relaxing his feet with this calm sea water.
Step by step he walked down this beach with a very raging feeling, no matter what he was thinking right now, only he wanted to walk along each edge of this beach in his solitude.
“Aduh, sick!” yell Kania.
Kania turned out to tread a barbed coral on the beach.
“l'Astagfirullahalazim, perhaps because this is the teaching of religion and custom forbid to roam in the afternoon before magrib like this, ' said Kania in his heart while remembering the message of Bundo.
Kania starts to miss the bundo and hopes that the bundo is here to hug him and tell him that he does not need to worry and worry because everything will be fine.
'Bundo, how are you? Kania longs for Bundo and Abak, ' Kania said in his heart. Without realizing it, tears fell down her cheeks. Either the matter of her heart being currently troubled, or about her longing for bundo and abak, which clearly Kania felt at this time very eager to be embraced in her solitude and sobs.
Kania then walked a little short to pull over from the beach, but it seemed that the spiked coral was too sharp to make Kania's legs covered in blood, until it began to feel pain.
Huf ....
Kania took a deep breath and tried to calm her mind.