WHO ARE YOU?
Without Abak

The eyes of the bundo stared straight ahead, looking flat, as if there was no direction and purpose.

Kania knows what bundo feels. The exact same thing as when Kania lost her mother.

Kania immediately hugged the bundo while gently patting his shoulder. Kania seemed to hint that everything would be fine to the bundo, but there was no reaction from the bundo, he remained silent sculpting.

“Bun, we're eating it now, Bun! let Nia bribe.” Kania is still trying to persuade the bundo, because Kania knows very well the departure of the abak is the toughest thing for the bundo.

Kania knows very well that the bundo is very dependent on the abak, as well as the abak, he can not do any bundo tanla. He complements each other and loves each other because of God. Never seen by Siti and Kania his parents had a big fight, he loved each other and complemented. However, now that everything has changed, bundo lost his soul mate, it is certain that his feelings are very crumbling and destroyed.

“No need, Son, Bundo later can eat alone really. Later Bundo eat yes, Nak.”

“Bundo, now Nia only has Bundo here. I don't want Bundo to get sick. Kania is very fond of Bundo. We ate yes, Bun.”

“Yes already, Son, let's eat.” Finally, Bundo gave up and wanted to eat.

“After we eat we pray yes, Bun, already entered magrib time. After that we teach together and send a prayer to Abak.”

“Yes, Son!”answer weak bundo.

“Nia very dear Bundo,” Kania directly hugged bundo tightly.

“Bundo is also very dear to Nia, son." Bundo returned Kania's embrace as if releasing his longing also to Siti.

Mother, the angel without wings that Kania has in this world there are two namely mama and bundo. Two people who are very dear Kania and will not let anyone hurt both and he will not let a single tear fall down the cheeks of both. At the age of twilight during Kania's time in the past, Kania will try to make her happy and try to realize all her wishes because Kania no longer has a mother. Happy bundo at this time is the most important for Kania, Kania's life today is only to be devoted to bundo because Kania does not want any more regrets in the future.

Now, Kania Tata returned the pieces of her heart that had been destroyed, Kania did not want to drag on in grief. Now the most important thing is the happiness of mother, all the things that will destroy and damage her mind I will throw away. Kania wants to live life with passion and a smile.

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A month since the departure of Abak, Alhamdulillah, Kania is still in the past with Bundo. It feels very happy to be back to sleep in this room, although simple but this room is the best room that is ornamental for Kania when Kania caught by her brother that he came from the future.

The room is blue, with a blue sky decorated with white clouds that decorate it. Colorful wall decoration in line with the character of Kania's favorite doraemon decorate every furniture in Kania's room without damaging Sito's favorite.

Shown in my memory about 2 months ago, my brother earned more than the usual corn harvest, until he decided to do house rehab and decorate the room Kania as he wanted.

Slowly Kania lay her body on the most comfortable bed in the world. Kania looks carefully at the portrait of the brother, Kania longs for her future father and the brother who has now been happy in heaven.

"Son, Abak is very dear to Nia. Abak wants Nia to be a successful person. Still, be godly, son."

"Yes, Abak . Nia promised to make Abak and Bundo proud" Kania replied, smiling at her brother.

"Yes, Abak. Nia, wants to have a companion like Papa and Abak who loves his wife and children."

"Son, it is best that a woman is a godly woman. Be a woman who has shame and has high self-esteem, do not be easily trapped in seduction men because there is no sincere love before marriage, son." Meaningful words that you say are very true. The simple advice that Kania holds until he returns to the future.

"So, what if there's a guy who says he loves Nia, Bak?" asked Kania with a curious look, while enjoying a snack made by bundo.

"What the hell did you talk about?" sela bundo while carrying the favorite banana fritters Kania and abak. Yes, for Kania, simple food that bundo make also feels very good.

"Hehehe, Bundo." Kania smiled shyly.

"It's lo, Bun. Our son is now talking about a man, Bun. Looks like we're gonna have a ghost soon, Bun." Abak and Bundo laughed.

"Abak, Bundo, don't make Nia ashamed, Nia nanya was the same Abak."

"Hehehe, yes, son. So, what was our son doing, Bak?" tanya bundo penaran.

"Oh yes, Abak forgot. What were you doing, son?" Abak seemed to invite Kania to joke so that the atmosphere was not too serious so that Abak wanted Kania to repeat his question.

"Abak ...," whined Kania.

"Yes, son, a serious man is a man who dares to ask for the blessing of a father and takes the responsibility of marrying you. If the man doesn't dare to see Abak or your Papa then he's just messing around with you, son. He says he loves you, it's nothing but dread, son."

The reverie will be his ashes and papa, making Kania's tears dripping down his cheeks. Everything Abak said was true. Kania has been blinded by love, I was immersed in seduction by demons, Kania was fascinated with male flirting until she ignored the religious rule that there is no dating term in Islam .

"I'm sorry Nia, Abak," natin Kania cried sobbing.

"Darling, why?" suddenly the bundo enters Kania's room, probably because bundo hears Kania's sobbing.

"It's okay, Bun. Nia just misses Abak and Papa, Bun." Kania stared at the carefree bundo face clutching the portrait of the ashtray on his chest.

"Bundo is also very upset with Abak," Bundo wiped Kania's tears while looking at the portrait that Kania embraced.

"Don't cry anymore, son."

"Yes, Bun," Kania replied gently.

"Oh yes, son. Uda Rangga, Siti's cousin, wants to make sure we take a walk to the beach, he said his son Ranti already wants to mess on the beach."