WHO ARE YOU?
Derogate

"Kania only remembers Abak and is grateful to be in this family" Kania explained with teary eyes.

"So I'd be proud of you, son." Bundo's face is getting more and more Sendu.

"If Abak were still here, he would be very proud of his beloved daughter." Raut wajh bundo increasingly looks sad.

"Kania remembers Abak's message that we should be honest because honesty is the key to everything in life. Abak is the second best angel that God sent after Bundo." Slowly my tears fell down Kania's cheeks.

"If Abak were still here with us, son." Bundo hugged Kania tightly and hugged each other with tears.

"Assalamualaikum," said one of the nurses who came to bring lunch and medicine to Kania.

"Waalaikumsalam," we answered in unison as we let go of the embrace and wiped away the tears that had soaked the cheeks.

"Good Day, Mother, Uni" greeted the friendly nurse with a soothing smile that emanated from her beautiful face.

"Please, Sus." we replied in unison.

"It's very compact," said the nurse while smiling because she was happy to see the cohesiveness of the Kania family.

"Suster can do it," Kania replied with a spirited smile.

"Where is the state of the Union? it seems to be getting this excited."

"Yes, Sister, so much spirit. I want to go home soon, Sus." Sela bundo's.

"Yes dong, there's no comfortable place but home, right Bun?"

"Dear, but be patient. We'll be home tomorrow."

"Oh yes, are there any complaints that the Union feels?"

"Alhamdulillah there is no Sister, just ready to go home and do activities again as usual."

"Oh, so glad to hear it. Then later after lunch, the medicine do not forget to drink yes, Uni!"

"Ready Sister, with pleasure." I salute the Sister so that everyone in the room laughs at Kania's funny and ungrateful behavior, in a second Kania can cry and in a second also he can change the atmosphere to be cheerful.

"I'll excuse you, ma'am, Uni."

"Ouch, Bundo's son is so excited today. Bundo was happy to finally cheer Kania back again, keep smiling like that, son. Bundo doesn't want any more tears running down your cheeks. Bundo just wants a smile and happiness that will come to your life after this."

"Yes, Bundo, Kania promised, Kania will always smile cheerfully and make Bundo proud to be Mother Kania, not as Siti but as Kania who really will make Bundo proud. Kania will be successful, married and have godly and godly offspring like Abak hope, Kania doain yes, Bun."

"Without asking, Kania will always pray for the children of Bundo. Bundo wants all Bundo's children to be successful and happy.

"Kania darling Bundo." Such is the warmth of the family, they complement each other and strengthen each other, if one of them is sick then the other also feels pain, if one of them feels happy then all of them will also feel the same happiness, because they are family. There is nothing more precious than family, nothing more important than family and nothing more meaningful than family.

Family is a precious treasure owned in this world, where all grievances and hardships in the heart can be revealed and shared with the family so that feelings become better.

Now Kania is sincere if he is not given another chance to return to the future, because he believes God must have the best and most beautiful plan for Kania. It is possible that God wanted Kania to keep the bundo longer in the past because the brother and Siti are no longer in the world. Kania is grateful because she has the opportunity to have a mother and be devoted to her parents because Kania believes that heaven on the soles of her feet is real.

Maybe, Kania lost time to devote to her mother, but now Kania can be devoted to bundo. Not because Kania has forgotten her mother or replaced her mother's position with a bundo, but Kania considers and judges even mama and bundo are her parents who she must respect and care for. Yes, Kania's job as a child is to be devoted to her parents.

"Bundo, how about we take a walk to the rice field after coming home from this hospital?"

Kania wants to cheer the bundo up so that the bundo no longer thinks of the abak.

Yes, Kania knows very well how bundo feels right now when he loses a much loved and dear man with sincerity, of course the deep sadness and grief he feels. However, Kania believes that Bundo is a strong woman who understands religion, bundo knows that everything that happens in this world is God's plan and all God's plans are the best.

"Kania, Bundo doesn't want to go for a walk. Bundo just wants to be home. We're still grieving, anyway," refused bundo.

Bundo's face looks pale because he is on hunger strike and does not want to do any activities. Bundo just sleeps and shuts himself in the room while hugging his brother's shirt, a man he loved and loved very sincerely full of love and affection.

Kania really knows how to feel bundo at this time, because Kania has also seen her papa beragis and confine himself in his study while hugging a photo of mama, a woman who is very papa love. At that time papa was like an undead who could not do anything without mama.Yes, mama is a soul mate papa and papa can not do anything without there is a mama at his side. Even as time went on, my father changed. A good man who is always gentle turns into a rude man and acts out of his habit.

Memories of papa's changing attitude make him become aware, if papa is not wrong at all. He seemed to sell Kania to om Galih not because he was evil, only his life was lonely and needed attention, so he did something fairly reckless.

Kania recalled, when there was no longer a mama by their side, her father and Kania often fought and argued for things that were not important. His father also rarely went home, even if they met in the office they both avoided each other so as not to fight.

Kania did not want such a thing to happen to her mother. Kania doesn't want the bundo to turn out to be different like her papa. Kania wants the bundo to stay good and be the back of her heart.

One by one Kania feels the reason that keeps him in the past for a while because there are indeed many lessons he can take to make him a better human being.

"Bundo, how about we have a picnic, let Kania do the cooking. Hasn't Bundo never tried Kania's cooking?"

Kania kept trying to make the bundo want to move and get out of the room, but nil. The result remains the same, the bundo still cannot be persuaded at all.