WHO ARE YOU?
God's Destiny is Best

“Then Sirti excuse me first yes, Bun, Sorry because Siti ngerepotin.”

“Nothing, Son Siti, relax! Bundo did not feel the hassles. Careful going home, son.”

“Iya, Mom, assalamualaikum.” Kania passed away leaving Syamsul's house.

Riding a bicycle giving his brother at the standard speed he can, Kania's mind is disturbed and increasingly disturbed by the mystery of Syamsul who suddenly disappears the day he promises to marry Siti. Many things Kania wants to ask, many things Kania wants to reveal to the man. However, why did the man leave without telling Siti anything? Kania was increasingly curious and continued to feel curious, until he decided to stop at the rice field located on the side of the road, exactly the location is not far from the house Syamsul.

Kania grabbed the cell phone from inside her pants pocket. Kania tries to contact Alex to ask her whereabouts. However, the phone is still not useful in the past.

“Alex, Syamsul, where are you? Syamsul why did you avoid Siti and cancel your marriage? You know not if Abak leaves you forever, you know it doesn't feel like half this soul is gone?” inner Kania.

Suddenly Kania's gaze was fixed on the two lovebirds who were joking with laughter, their distance was about one meter from Kania's seat.

"Who is that woman?" ask Kania astonished.

"His name is Fatimah" said a conscience.

That figure was like a person Kania knew very well, but did Kania not look wrong? Kania wanted to make sure. Slowly Kania stepped her legs with curiosity peaking and her chest was shaking violently. Thousands of questions came from Kania's mind, "What really happened?"

Slowly this distance got closer, Kania looked with her eyes on her head. Fatimah is a close friend of Siti and Fatimah is currently seen being with a man who is not Kania know.

"Fatimah!" kania said while approaching Siti's best friend.

Yes, this time Kania again acted like Siti, she could not control her speech at all.

"Siti's got my explanation!" fatimah.

“What else do you want, you are his close friend Syamsul, I'm sure you know where he is, can't you tell me?"

"I'm sorry, Siti, I don't know where Syamsul is now, even though I'm his little friend" Fatimah explained.

Kania was disappointed in Fatimah, because if Fatimah was hiding something, she then ran as fast as she could, riding the bike as fast as she could and it seemed like the earth was supporting her. The sky also cried with Kania, as if the clear crystals were fused with Kania's tears which he could no longer bear because of disappointment and sadness. Yes, at least Kania can remove all these wounds with the rain that accompanied Kania to tears. Kania hopes that after this there will be a rainbow that colors her life so that she forgets the pain of this disappointment.

“God, my heart is broken by love. Is it because I have too much hope for humans? until You show me the pain of my hope. My heart was broken and broken again, it felt like the wound that once existed was still not healed, now the wound was sliced again with a very sharp knife. So what should I do? how long should I feel pain and pain again like this, Lord? when will this heart heal? when do I feel happiness like everyone else? do I not deserve to be loved? is there no love for me? is my life destiny like this? God, now I don't know what else to do, I give up and I give up. It's up to you, Lord.” Inner Kania protested and asked a thousand questions that made my brain spin violently, it felt like it was about to break apart. The tears that fused together with the rain also could not stop, Kania roared and she sobbed.

“Bruk....,” Kania's bike hit a pile of pebbles until I fell onto the asphalt and he was no longer conscious.

"Lord, I believe Your plan must be better than mine and Your decree must be more beautiful than I expected. If this pain You are giving is Your way to take away my sin, if this pain is Your way to make me a stronger woman, give me great patience to carry out all the trials You have given me, for I believe that You will not give trials beyond the limits of my ability and I believe Your promises are certain and true.

Now Kania is telling everything, 'Maybe Alex is not his match and he also does not want to blame anyone for everything that is happening at this time, for I believe all these are Your plans and I believe there will be good wisdom You have given as a lesson to him. I believe You will not take anything good unless you replace it with something better. Doesn't the rainbow always come after the rain? And I believe that, Your plan must be the best, Kania said in her heart.

"Son, all the administration is done, tomorrow Nia can go home," explained bundo with a smile as beautiful as her beautiful face.

"Congratulations, Deck. Finally tomorrow you can leave this hospital," said the nurse who treated Kania with a smile.

"Thank you, Bundo, Sister. Nia was so happy to finally be back home."

"After this don't get sick again, son!" say bundo with a thin smile and a happy face.

"Ready, Commander!" kania replied while paying respect to the bundo so that everyone who watched laughed saw Kania's behavior that had returned cheerful.

"O yes, Bundo saw as if there was a Fatimah outside. She was here, wasn't she?"

"Yes, Bundo, Fatimah just got here."

"Fatimah came here?" the tone of the voice of the bundo slightly raised.

"She just wants to be sorry for Kania because she thinks Kania is Siti, Bundo."

"You want to be friends with him, don't you, son?"

Bundo seems to want to make Kania feel at home in the past by introducing him to his close friend Siti.

"Yes, Bundo."

Kania also tried to obey the wishes of bundo because having a friend is his dream for a long time, he did not have a friend other than Alex who always accompanied him every day wherever Alex became a friend, friend, and lover for Kania.

Bundo was happy to hear it, son!" said bundo with a charming smile.

"O yes Bun, Dek, then excuse me first yes, if there is anything immediately contact me."

"Yes, Sister, thank you."

"I say yes, Bun, Adek. Assalamualaikum."

"Waalaikumsalam, be careful!" Say Kania and bundo simultaneously.

"Bundo why does Bundo's face look sad?" ask Kania curiously.