Halal Love of the Senior
The RESTu POV 2

I still have love for Adelia. I'm determined to divorce Claudia after our son is born and back with Adelia. When I said it, Claudia agreed to divorce. My path back with Adelia is opening up.

Even though I've broken up with Adelia, I'm still monitoring her life. I'm lucky to have gotten along with Adelia's neighbor because I've been to her house so often. I used to hang out with the neighbors so they knew and were familiar with me. I asked Toni, Adelia's neighbor, to always inform her of Adelia's circumstances, in return of course. There is nothing free in this world.

After the breakup of our relationship, Adelia often went outside with a man, who I believe was Bara, after Toni mentioned her features. I still feel safe to regain Adelia's love because no man has approached her. Because Toni never saw Adelia go with a man other than Bara.

I'm sure Adelia went with Bara to relieve her grief. I know Adelia has two male friends, Bara and Rendra. But he's closer to Bara, because I heard that Rendra was married last year. I have only met them a few times and we are not very familiar either.

I also heard that now Adelia has hijab. Out of curiosity I asked Toni to send me a photo of Adelia in the hijab. Quietly, of course, Toni took her picture. It looks so much more beautiful to my heart. I feel like I'm getting more in love with him.

Until one day Toni told me that Adelia was being proposed by a man. It was like being struck by lightning when I heard it. How could Adelia turn away from me so soon? I really don't want her to be owned by another man. Only I can have him.

That night, I decided to approach Adelia again. I tried to call him but not get picked up, the second time was the same. I paused for a moment, trying to think positively maybe Adelia didn't hear my call. Adelia used to always be enthusiastic when she received my call. I tried to call him back for the third time, without guessing he refused my call.

"Shit!!!," my curse was full of emotion.

Only this first time Adelia refused my call. I finally sent him a message.

'Why was my phone rejected?'

'I miss you, Yank.'

'I want to hear your voice.'

'I still love you, Yank.'

'It turns out only you can understand me.'

'I'm so sorry.'

'I want us to go back to what we used to be.'

Adelia hasn't replied, but I know she read all the messages I've sent because the double checkmark is blue, the message sign has been read. I sent back a message.

'I'm glad you want to read my message, Yank.'

'But I'd be happier if you would reply.'

I smiled when there was a sign that Adelia was typing. I can't wait to read the message. As soon as the message came in, I hurriedly opened it.

'Don't ever call me again. Remember you have a wife and soon you will have children. And I, will never come back to you again.'

"Shit!!!," I said again after reading a message from Adelia. She rejects me? Does he not love me anymore? No. That can't happen. He can't refuse me. He cannot love another man. I have to do all kinds of things to get it back.

I tried to send a message again but it looks like my number has been blocked for not being sent. I'm upset. I need to think of a way to talk to him. Yes, I remember her social media. I decided to send a private message there.

'Thank you for choosing me '5.'

Why is he showing off the ring? Has he really forgotten me? Is that from her future husband? Rather than continue to be curious, I sent a personal message through his social media.

'Why are you blocking my number? You have the heart, Yank.'

'Who's the ring from, Yank? Is that how fast you forgot me?'

'Why did you delete all of our memorable photos?'

Suddenly I could no longer see his account. It turned out that he also blocked my account. I tried to create a new account again so I could see what else he uploaded. Shit man!!! He locked his account and changed his profile picture with the ring. I tried asking to be his follower but he didn't accept it.

He blocked my number and social media accounts, no problem. There are many roads to Rome. I won't give up easily. From the info Toni gives, she will get married after Eid al-Adha. There are still 3.5 months to win her heart back. Before there is a curved yellow janur can still be stabbed. I smiled broadly at the thought of Adelia back in my arms. Tomorrow morning I'll buy a new number so I can send another message.

Every day I send Adelia a message, and she always blocks my number after reading my message. I remain unyielding. I even bought some new numbers to send a message to my beloved woman.

For the past week, Adelia hasn't blocked my number. I'm so happy, he finally gave me the opportunity to keep in touch. I'm sure this is a good sign, even though he never replied to a single message. The content of my message certainly reveals all the feelings that are in my heart. I even sent him pictures when we were together so he could remember all those sweet memories. Yeah, none of her pictures I deleted from my gallery.

Does Claudia know about this? Yeah he knows. I said I'd be back with Adelia after getting divorced with her. We agreed to divorce after the child she was born with because we didn't love each other. Even so I still drove him to the gynaecologist. Even if I'm a jerk, I'm still responsible for my son. I used to imagine Adelia would definitely be a good mother to my son later on.

Since Adelia didn't block my number anymore, I decided to go back to Jogja. I will reassure him that I still love him very much. I'll be honest about the state of my marriage and my agreement with Claudia that we're getting a divorce. I'm pretty sure he'll come back to accept me. I've devised the plan perfectly by our meeting tomorrow.

I eagerly returned to Jogja. I've booked train tickets in advance so as not to run out. Of course I went alone without Claudia, because indeed she never fit in with my family. Her nature is very contrary to Adelia who is meek and very polite with parents. Ah, forget about Claudia, now I have to focus on Adelia.

My smile continued to expand imagining our meeting later. I'm sure he'll come even if he never replies to my message. I don't know why I'm so sure of that. She must be getting more beautiful with a hijab that now always covers her soft and always fragrant hair. Adelia is very careful about her appearance. Hhhmm, I'm getting impatient to meet him.

I told my family I was going home. I was picked up at Tugu Station by my sister. Arriving home I was welcomed by my family even though it was already midnight. When I said I was going to meet Adelia, they supported me so much, even prayed for me. See, they still want Adelia to be my partner.

I decided to sleep for a while before I woke up for sahur. Even though I am not a saint, I still carry out my duties as a Muslim.

At 10:00, I'll meet Adelia. I have to look fresh and tidy when I meet my heart. I don't want to look tangled because of lack of sleep.

At 08:00, I woke up after sleeping again after the Fajr prayer. I rushed to shower. I'm wearing a new outfit, a slimfit shirt that fits the body. I wear her favorite perfume, a gift she gave me on my birthday. I styled my hair with pomade to keep it tidy and fragrant. I set myself in front of the glass, making sure I look perfect.

When everything was ready, I agreed with my family. I went to use the car to keep my appearance neat. I deliberately left early because I was going to buy a bouquet of white roses for Adelia as a sign of my apology and sincerity. I'm sure he must have liked it a lot.

After buying a bouquet of flowers, I headed straight to the hotel where I met Adelia. I'm looking for a corner of the lobby that not many people pass through. After I found a suitable place, I immediately sent a message and a picture of me to Adelia so that she would not be confused looking for me later.

'I'm here waiting for you, Baby'.

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