Halal Love of the Senior
Love Expressions
After the reception, they finally went to the cinema which was on Solo Street to watch a movie. It seems like the universe is supporting them, there are still two empty seats in the back row when booking tickets, the best spot to watch a movie. Whereas if the weekend day usually the cinema will be full, especially Sunday as it is now.
They both watched the movie seriously. Occasionally just chat with each other offering large size popcorn that they had bought. As soon as the movie was over, they came out of the theater with cheerful and satisfied faces.
"Mas Kai, I went to the toilet first." Shasha pointed towards the female toilet.
"I'm going to the toilet too. We'll see you here again." The emperor then went into the men's room after Shasha went to the women's room.
The Emperor waited for Shasha at the place where they had split up. He tells Shasha that long time out of the toilet, because women usually long in the toilet. Especially in the toilet must be queued after one film is finished playing.
"Sorry old, Mom. There were many queues in the toilet," Shasha said after standing in front of the Emperor.
"Yes, it's nothing. Yuk, where are we going?" The Emperor and Shasha moved from where they stood.
"Where are you going? It's already Asar." Shasha looked at the circular watch on her left hand.
"Why? Has Aunt Goddess asked us to come home?" The Emperor looked at Shasha.
"No. Mama ever ask me what time you go home if it's still this bright. If Magrib would not stop asking when to go home? Where else? Why?" shasha's story while laughing.
"Let's teach Aunt Goddess to worry, you're a girl. I'm often worried about Tirta. Especially he's there kos himself. Brother is, but far away from home." The Emperor sighed remembering his younger brother who lived alone in Magelang.
"Is every brother, whether it's a brother or a sister, always protective, the same brother or sister?" ask Shasha.
"Why really? Is Rendra also protective of you?" Emperor frowning.
Shasha nudging. "Yes. Especially since papa died, he became the only man in the family. She bears a great responsibility to look after my mom, me, and Nisa. Plus now he's got a wife and soon he'll have kids, the more responsibility he has. He even took off his scholarship to Japan to keep us safe."
"Seriously? He just took off his scholarship?"
"Yes. He said he'd like to get an S-2 scholarship here. He reasoned that he still could not take off his fully held cafe with each other. Though I was sure, she definitely would not want to leave us, especially mama. Then, every time he knew me or Nisa was familiar with men, he would immediately interrogate us. It's rich dad's deceased first." Shasha smiled knot.
"That's a sign that he really loves and takes care of you with all his heart. And prove he's the man in charge. Oh yeah, where are we going?" the Emperor asked after they were in the motor car park.
"I have no idea." Shasha shrugged both of her shoulders.
"You want to go to the mall?" bargain the Emperor while handing over the helmet to Shasha
"To the mall wear high heels? No. That's a bad idea." Shasha shook her head in disapproval.
"Later I buy shoes or flat sandals to be comfortable" said the Emperor.
"No need, Mas. My shoes and sandals are plenty. I'm just wearing this, but please don't go to the mall" Shasha pinta.
"How about having an afternoon in Malioboro? We just sit there looking at the vehicle and the passerby. I have not been relaxing there for a long time either" the Emperor suggested.
"Just go to Malioboro. But go home before Magrib yeah, Mas."
"Ready. Want Asar in Syuhada or in Malioboro DPRD mosque?"
"On Malioboro, all of you."
"okay." The emperor took his motorcycle out of the parking lot to Malioboro.
They arrived in Malioboro when Asar's azan reverberated. After parking the motorbike, they headed to the mosque in the DPRD complex. They prayed Asar with the others. After that they look for a seat in the pedestrian area.
"Sha, would you like to listen to a song?" The emperor pulled out earphones from his pocket after they were silent for some time because they were too engrossed in enjoying the afternoon atmosphere of Malioboro.
"Mas Kai, bring the earphones from earlier?" ask Shasha curiously.
"Udah customarily take it everywhere," replied the Emperor grimacing. He handed one side of the earphone to Shasha, the other he put on his right ear. Shasha then put the earphones on her left ear.
"Old songs aren't anything?" ask the Emperor while selecting a song from his playlist.
"I'm the important thing to hear, Mas. Want an old or new song in my ear, come on."
...I want to be, a good dream in your sleep...
...I want to be something you might miss...
...Because the steps are tidied up without you...
...Oh, for the heart is weary...
...I want to be something you can touch...
...I want you to know that I always adore you...
...Without you, the lonely time chained the heart...
...Oh, your shadow's like...
...You're like a song in my heart, calling my miss to you, oh...
...Like the air I've always had, you've always been there...
.........
...(.(.Dealova - Once)...
They looked at each other and smiled as they listened to the song they were listening to. Indirectly the Emperor revealed his heart.
"Like the song, Sha?" The Emperor looked at Shasha to know her reaction.
Shasha nodded with a smile.
...Suddenly love came to me...
...When I start looking for love...
...Suddenly love came to me...
...I hope he feels the same...
...There was something when I saw him...
...There was a vibration that made me miss...
...Glad my heart when I hear his voice...
...I always want to be near him...
.........
...(.(.Suddenly Love Comes - Maudy Ayunda)...
"The song of love all this. Mas Kai, in love again, huh?" Shasha turned to the Emperor who was looking at her.
"Yes, you might say so" said the Emperor with a sweet smile.
"I should have heard this same song that Mas Kai loved, not the same me," Shasha said.
Emperor laughs. "Do you know who I love, Sha?"
Shasha shaking. "Mas Kai, never told me the same."
"Do you want me to tell you?"
"That's up, Mas Kai. You want to tell me yes please, not nothing." Shasha looked back at the atmosphere.
"I've only felt love twice. First, I'll make sure it's buried. Second, I'm trying to get it" the Emperor said.
"Tirta once told me that Mas Kai likes his high school friend's sister. He said he would wait until he graduated from college. What is Dita, Mas?"
"Yes. But I buried my feelings after I found out he was married. Until I meet you, and secretly the feeling comes back to my heart." The Emperor stared intensely at Shasha.
Shasha's eyes fumbled upon the Emperor's statement. "Mmm-I mean what's Mas Kai?"
"The person I love is you, Sha. That's why I listen to those songs just like you." The emperor took Shasha's hand. "I'm serious about how I feel, Sha."
Shasha fell silent, stunned to hear the declaration of love from the Emperor. He was happy because they had the same feeling, but he could not move forward without asking for the blessing of his mother.
"Listen to this song, Sha," the Emperor said before playing the song again.
...Waiting for you until the moment...
...My love found you...
...After we got here...
...Stand anchoring romance...
...Marry me...
...Put love...
...The journey of age...
...Setting soul...
...Conferred loyalty of love...
...Forever...
.........
...(.(.Marry you - Kahitna)...
"I'm not a romantic guy, Sha. I am yes this is how it is. The man who can never promise at all times is always there because as a country man I must always be ready if there is a call of duty of the state."
"Being my wife isn't easy either, Sha. I have to be ready to stay at all times. Either left on duty or died while on duty. I'm sure you know that too. I'm serious about you, but I'm not going to force my will, Sha."
"Please think carefully about what I said earlier. Give me the answer when you are ready to be born. I will wait until that time comes" said the Emperor, smiling sweetly.
"This is my last song for you, Sha." The emperor played his chosen song.
...Listen to my lady...
...I'll tell you tonight...
...Sacred desire for you my gods...
...Listen to this seriousness...
...I want to, to interrupt you...
...The first and last...
...Don't you refuse and make me broken...
...I will not repeat to ask...
...This one belief of my heart...
...I am the best for you...
.........
...(.(.Holy Promise - Yovie & Nuno)...
Shasha gave a small laugh as she listened to the last song. "This is the story I can't refuse, Mom."
The emperor raised his shoulders with a smile. "If you're rejected, say goodbye."
"That's it, can't keep making friends?" Shasha frowned.
"It could be, but yes it may not be as it was. If it continues near later afraid of not being able to move on," continued the Emperor.
Shasha laughing. "Pak masa gini handsome police not many who have a crush. Just show it can directly get a girlfriend."
"It could be you, Sha. I never wanted to have a boyfriend, I wanted a wife. So it can't be just pointed at, it has to be from the heart." The Emperor placed Shasha's hand which he held onto his left chest. "You can feel my heartbeat."
Shasha nudging. He then pulled his hand because he felt uncomfortable. It didn't seem appropriate for him to touch the Emperor's body parts let alone his chest.
"May I know your closeness is the same as yours?" ask the Emperor later.
"Mas Juna means that?" ask Shasha to make sure.
Emperor nodded.
"Our closeness is as a close friend. I've considered her a big sister because I don't have a sister. He used to help me and pay attention to me in college" Shasha said.
"Are you comfortable with him?" The Emperor looked at Shasha with a probing look.
"If we're not comfortable, we can't be friends. I've been too comfortable with our relationship as brothers and sisters" replied Shasha.
"Not more than that?"
Shasha shaking.
"Alhamdulillah." The emperor breathed a sigh of relief.
"Why, Mas?" Shasha cringing.
"My opponent is reduced by one" replied the Emperor.
"The race is a race with rivals."
"The race is. The race wins your heart eaaaaa," the Emperor said with a chuckle.
Shasha laughing. "I'm really amused to hear Mas Kai fighting it."
"I don't deserve it. I don't like to fight, Sha."
Shasha sneering. "What was that?"
"Just like you, Sha. Never be with the other." The Emperor forms the letter V with his right hand.
"Sama Dita also never?"
"Where ever. It was super cute. It's just a matter of meeting."
"Yes-yes, I believe," Shasha said with a satisfied smile as she managed to tease the Emperor.
"Eh, it's 05:00, Sha. It's time for Cinderella to come home." The emperor put the earphones back in his pocket.
"Yes, it doesn't feel." Shasha checked the clock on his wrist.
"Yeah, go home." The Emperor reached out his right hand which was greeted by Shasha. They then held hands.
"Mas Kai," called Shasha as they walked towards the motor park.
"Yes, Sha."
"If Mas Kai is serious about me, I'm talking about Mama and Rendra. I can't answer without their blessing" said Shasha.
"Rendra once said that she wouldn't agree I had a boyfriend. If you're more moderate than Rendra."
"I told you I'm not looking for a girlfriend, but a wife. Why dating if it is suitable inner birth, just a waste of time and add to sins," said the Emperor.
"Yes, we're the same, Mom. I never intended to marry under the age of 30. I want to pursue a career and make my mom happy. But sometimes reality does not go along with desire. My contract can't get married this month. Mama repeatedly said she wanted me to get married so that she would be more calm." Shasha took a long breath.
"Maybe Aunt Goddess doesn't want you to be the subject of people, Sha. Rendra will soon have children, while you, her brother do not have a partner. Aunt Goddess does not want you to be considered non-management."
"Indeed, merchandise does not sell. I never really cared about people, Mom. Maybe you're sorry to see me as someone's gossip. Or maybe you also want to ease Rendra's burden."
"Obviously Aunt Goddess wants to see her kids happy, Sha."
"Yes, Mum."
The Emperor took off his hands as they were already near his parked motorbike. He hands the helmet to Shasha before she puts on her own helmet and gets on the bike.
"Assalamualaikum, Aunt. Sorry to have just brought Shasha home. I took Shasha for a walk first so that our minds would be fresher" the Emperor told the Goddess when he drove Shasha home.
"Wa'alaikumussalam, it's okay, Mas Kai. Shasha had not gone out for a long time. Thank you for delivering the aunt's daughter safely" said the Mother Goddess, who when the Emperor and Shasha arrived, was tending her plants on the porch and courtyard.
"Yes, you're welcome, Aunt."
"Mas Kai, all dinner here huh. Aunty had cooked a lot, dear if the rest," said Mother Goddess.
"It's a hassle, Auntie. Maybe next time" the Emperor refused.
"Tante does not accept rejection. This angry aunt if Mas Kai does not want to," threatened Mother Goddess.
"Rather than me not being able to come here again, I accepted Aunt's offer of dinner" said the Emperor.
"Well that's it. If you want to clean yourself first, inside ya Mas."
"It's getting more troublesome, Auntie."
"Nothing is bothered. Rend, this is Mas Kai escorted to the guest room to rest for a while and clean up," Mother Goddess told Rendra who was in the living room watching TV with Dita.
"Yuk, Kai." Rendra who got an order from the mother immediately went to the Emperor and drove him to the guest room.
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Jogja, 110921 01.15
May the Emperor and Shasha's part satisfy ya β οΈοΈ
On Friday morning I received my first injection of the Sinovac vaccine. Thank God, there are no effects such as dizziness, fever etc, just feel sleepy and the left hand of the injection felt sore. Has anyone been vaccinated as well?