Lara's Pieces (When the Ex Returns)
Just a Mercy

I didn't go see Dimas. Let Dimas be curious about Askara. It doesn't feel good that I'm meeting other men at the moment, let alone making alone agreements, with my ex anyway?

After Dimas came home, I slowly explained to Mom. Thank goodness I can accept well what I tell you. I am glad I got out of Askara.

“It looks like you agreed with Dimas earlier?” Ask Mom.

“Contact so, Mom. It feels inappropriate for me to meet a man in this situation,” I replied.

“Mother also wanted to say that to you, thank God you are aware of yourself,” said Mother.

“Looks like I want to enjoy the solitude first with mom. I no longer want to deal with men who end up like this.”

“Please your mind first. Take a break, don't think about Dimas. Most Dimas is cramming you do not so meet him?”

“Iya let it go. I also do not want to be branded, just a widow, directly close to men.”

I go into my room, I turn off my phone, let no one interfere. I was waiting for news from someone. Mas Aska's. I did wait for her to hear, because I wanted to know how she reacted after I divorced.

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Askara POV

I know, Salma must have divorced me. Let it be, because I also can't do anything to prevent it. Zura has no friends here. It's just me here. Though I wanted to go home and talk well with Zura, but Azzura did not want to stay I went back to Indonesia for a while, only a day or two.

I would love to attend that trial, but my circumstances cannot be forced. Some mother asked me to let Salma go. I can't hang on to my relationship with Salma either. He's free no matter where.

Since Zura's arrival I have wanted to focus on taking care of her. I want to take care of him. Now the condition is getting weaker, I am also confused, being brought to Singapore is still the same, there is no change at all. If I knew this, I wouldn't have brought him here, and I would still be with Salma.

“Mas ...” call Zura.

“Iya, how?” my many.

“What's right, Salma divorced you, Mas?” ask Zura.

“Yes, he sued me, and now me and him are no longer related.”

“Thank God, that means I'm only yours, Mas,” Zura said.

“Iya.” My answer is short

I didn't expect Zura to talk like that.

Salma said that Zura was selfish, but he was selfish. She's the second wife, but she wants to win, beat Salma. True Salma all this time, if Zura is selfish and wants to win alone.

“I don't want to share mas. Let me be selfish, because I want you!”

“Ya already, now there is no longer a rival, so do not lash that,” said.

Let it be, now I can only shut up, but I won't shut up. I'll always keep an eye on Salma. Although from here.

“You won't ask him to refer, will you, Mas?”

“Depends on the circumstances, Ra. She's a good girl, why are you gini anyway? Why do you hate him so much?” my many.

“Because he has taken you from me!” the answer.

“Take me from you? You realize no, you leave without saying are you not wrong? He comes when you are not there. When you're lost out of nowhere, Ra! Am I wrong? Fifah wants to be with her, and I need a female figure in my life!” Say it in a high tone.

“I go there's a reason mas!”

“You want the reason to be good even once, you left me without saying goodbye, Ra! Three days a wife left home, without saying goodbye to her husband, that too was a big mistake! While you? Seven years, Ra! You tormented my inner self, Ra!” my cetus.

“So you defend him, Mas?”

“I'm not defending him, Ra! It's free to talk to selfish people like you, Ra!”

I came out of Zura's treatment room. I'd love to call Salma, I want to apologize, and say I don't want to be apart. I love Salma very much. My love for Salma, it feels different to my love for Zura. The love for Zura is only mercy.

Right what dad said, I'm too easy to make a decision. I did not think about Salma's feelings and Salma's state when I left. I'm too obedient to what Zura wants. Until he asked me not to call Salma, I told Zura not to call Salma, until I changed my phone number. Only Zura and my family know.

I was wrong, I have two wives, I shouldn't have sided too much with either one. I was only concerned about Zura, and I ignored Salma, until Salma sued me, because for three months I did not renew him, and until now it was the fifth month, I did not give any news to him either, like I let her file for divorce, and I agreed.

I leaned my head against the chair in front of Zura's room. I closed my eyes, I remembered all about Salma, from the very beginning I met her, until I steadied my heart to marry her and love her.

I learned to love him in vain. I desperately learned to love Salma, but I destroyed my love for Salma myself, and destroyed Salma's trust in me. I promised, I will not kill him, I will not leave him, and I will not hurt him. Now I hurt him, dented him, and left him. I'm a total sinner. It's only natural that he divorced me, because I started hurting him first.

To be honest, I can't accept any of this. I have not been able to accept the court's decision that Salma and I should go our separate ways. I want to go home, talk things out with Salma, but is it worth seeing her again? After I ignored her just because of Azzura? But, all this has to be discussed, I'm with Salma. Yes, must! Later if I go home I'll talk to Salma.

I don't know when I'll be home I don't know. I can't stand it, I want to go home, I want to see Salma, I want to talk to her, I want to apologize to her.

I entered Zura's room. I see she's still crying. Let's cry, he's a crybaby. Anything cry, later relapse, and ask for something that is not easy. Ask me to leave Salma, not to call Salma, and others. Her request was always about Salma, and the point is that I had to leave Salma. So that she'll be my only one.