Lara's Pieces (When the Ex Returns)
Am I Sick, Sal?

Salma fell asleep in the car, maybe she was tired, because Dimas had invited Salma to go first. Just to go to the mall, because Dimas knew Salma's hobby from the past was snacking. Spending time shopping in the shopping center is Salma's hobby, not just Salma, maybe all women have the same hobby that is Shoping. Whether in an elite mall, even the traditional market, which is important to buy his favorite goods, is a hobby of women in general.

But this time, even though Salma bought some clothes, bags, shoes, and other accessories, he did not want Dimas who spent money. He used his own money to shop. And, he also began to manage his finances because now his income is only from sales. Though he had money from Dimas, but Salma still did not want to use it for personal gain. Unless someone asks for a donation or in a similar form, he uses the money given from Dimas, and that is also Salma ask permission first with Dimas.

Even though when he wanted to pay for his groceries, Dimas thrust the card first, but quickly Salma exchanged it with his own card. Dimas just obey, because if you force it is the same as looking for a storm with Salma. Most Dimas spent money when he invited Salma to eat, because for Salma if he went with men, he kept the man eating, the man was obliged to pay for his meal.

Dimas looked at Salma's sleeping face. There was a sense of happiness, when he saw Salma was asleep. Dimas removed the Salma hair that covered part of his face while waiting for the red light.

“You're still the same, Sal. If you know, Sal everything I have, everything that is in me is still intact for you, even though I once married Rani,” Inner Dimas.

Married to Rani, for almost five years, Dimas did not touch Rani at all. It was all because Rani knew, Dimas never loved her, and for some reason. Though Dimas had tried to give Rani the right as his wife, but still Dimas could not. Absolutely can't do it with Rani. Not Dimas did not want to, Dimas just want to touch Rani, let alone she is his legal wife, and during his time with Rani, Dimas also tried to learn to love her. However, it is like there is a curse on Dimas, so he can not do it with Rani at all, even though he signed Rani.

Yes, Dimas was declared impotent since marrying Rani. Somehow hers can't be used to fuck with Rani. Though he had been eager to touch Rani, because no matter how they were husband and wife, let alone to want five years they lived together. During that time Rani was only able to resign, especially from the first he loved Dimas, since he was a child, until they were teenagers, and they separated because Dimas moved house, then Dimas met with Salma. Dimas only considers Rani a friend from a long time ago, he does not keep the taste of Rani, but Rani who loves him so much that Rani is willing to be a wife who has never touched Dimas, because Dimas is impotent pain. For Rani to have Dimas in her life is much more enough, although not touched at all, until death pick her up.

Dimas did not give up on treatment, but everything was in vain. Dimas can not erect at all. Sometimes he could, but only a few minutes, after which Dimas had trouble getting an erection again. Both Dimas and Rani are tormented inwardly. But, because they live in harmony with love, and love, Rani finally accepts the lack of Dimas, and Dimas also becomes very loving and loving Rani.

“If you knew I was sick now, you probably wouldn't say I was your future husband, Sal. I'm sick, and I've wanted to watch blue movies so many times I can't get an erection, Sal. I've been to the doctor, I've been on medication, I've tried to live a healthy lifestyle, even I hired a bad woman to tease me, but I can't, Sal. Why am I like this, Sal? Is it because I hurt you?” batin Dimas with sadness.

Dimas until now can not be normal again as before when with Salma. Though he was with Salma until he could have offspring, there is no way that Dimas from the first impotent can have children, and can make Salma no longer a virgin, right? But, with Rani everything changed. Dimas could not touch Rani at all, he could not use his weapon to please Rani. He sometimes pity Rani, who can only finish Rani's passion with her fingers and tongue. Though it was as hot as their warming, but still Dimas weapons just silent, not hardened, even more weak, tired, lethargic not careless. Until Dimas is frustrated, and tells Rani to marry again.

But Rani does not want to. Because she just wanted Dimas to be her husband. She loves Dimas deeply, whatever Dimas lacks, though unable to satisfy his inner self, Rani remains faithful, and until she breathes out she is still Dimas' wife, and Rani is still a virgin, because he had never felt the Dimas weapon which Salma said was very satisfying.

“Do I have to try with you, Sal? Do I have to imagine I'm fucking you? You used to be so exciting, it's worth Askara to want to have you again. But, you need to get back with him, Sal. Rather than me, I can no longer satisfy you, and I know you are a great player in bed, Sal. The woman I admire so much for her beauty and curves,” Dimas said in his heart.

From High School they dated, until Salma finished medicine, they also often petting if there was a chance. And, just normal Dimas's? But as soon as we parted with Salma, everything changed. The ultimate weapon he cannot use to satisfy Rani. And only with the fingers alone also his tongue can satisfy Rani.

“Times I have to try again with Salma? Or am I supposed to tell Salma that as long as I'm married to Rani, my weapon can't be used for the war in bed? Why isn't Rani's book being read anyway, Sal? If you read it, do you know how I am right now?” inner Dimas.

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They've reached home. After Maghrib they arrived home. Salma was still sleeping, maybe she was also full of pizza and other food earlier, so she slept well. Dimas slowly awakens Salma. “Sal, wake up already ...” said Dimas.

“Hmm ... Has arrived, okay? I'm still so sleepy, Dim ...”

“Ya already you wake up first, later continue to sleep in your room,” said Dimas.

“Hmm ... tired of the way,” he said spoiled.

“You want me to carry?” ask Dimas.

“Iya. Come on hold, I'm tired of it,” whine spoiled Salma.

Was pulled out of his car, and knocked down Salma's door. He immediately carried Salma's body in front, carrying her all the way into the house.

“Non Salma why, Mas Dimas?” ask aunt.

“Crowded him, please open the door, Bi,” Dimas replied.

“Please, Mas,” said.

“Mother is home?” ask Dimas.

“Already, but the mother came out with Bu Yani,” he replied.

“Oh yes, today there is a rally, yes already bi, ask for help again open the door of the room Salma, Bi,” pinta Dimas.

Auntie opened the door to Salma's room, and she decided to make some coffee for Dimas. “Mas Dimas want coffee?”

“Bby, Bi.”

“Ya already aunty make.”

Dimas put Salma to bed. He put his sleep on Salma to make it comfortable. Dimas rubbed Salma's head, then kissed her forehead. Dimas stared at Salma's beautiful face while asleep.

“Good dreams yes, Sal?” he said then he kissed Salma again.

She was squeezed out of Salma's room, and she picked up Salma's groceries, and put them in Salma's room again. Dimas thought Salma was still asleep, because it was when he lived Salma very sleepy once. It turned out that Salma was changing clothes with a nightgown.

“Dimas! Don't knock on the door!” erang Salma's.

“Ups, sorry to drop your groceries.” Said Dimas still in front of Salma who was covering part of his naked body.

“Udah dong go! Why is it still here anyway!” scream Salma.

“Iya Sal, yes. Sorry.” He then hurried out of Salma's room.

“How can I go back with Salma? If my ultimate weapon is useless like this? What I can't get Salma like I used to?” inner Dimas.

Salma finally could not sleep. He did not think Dimas saw his half-naked body earlier. He only used a bra and ************ only when Dimas came into his room, and he was sure Dimas would have seen it, there was no way he wouldn't have seen it.

“Tuh kan ... Dimas anyway! I'm not thinking about what's going on? You use nylonong to enter the room, don't knock on the door first? Yes he was not wrong, I was carried to the room, because tired, and when I want to change clothes I did not lock the door? But am I ashamed? Yes even though I used to be completely naked in front of him, even playing on his body which is still exciting until now, still I am embarrassed? What if I meet him tomorrow? I must be really embarrassed, and he must be his mind now again!” inner Salma.

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Dimas continued to imagine the curves of Salma's body earlier for the weapon treatment material that was still asleep helplessly. For some reason after divorcing Salma like immediately got a cursed karma on his body. Can-can be on the first night with Rani weapons directly he can not use. For five years his weapon was powerless, unusable. Even to the point of imagining Salma's sexy curves Dimas could not at all evoke his ultimate weapon.

“Sial! Why can't he! Arrgghhhh! Where else do I need to go for medication? Which doctor can I go to to get well? I'm tormented like this? Oh my God .. is this a punishment, I was given this kind of pain? Five years I have not been able to recover from this pain,” said Dimas with anger and anxiety.

Salma overhears Dimas saying that he is sick. Salma didn't know what pain Dimas was, but Salma clearly saw Dimas's frightened, anxious, and pain-like facial expression.

“What pain do you have, Dim? Why didn't you tell me you were sick? I'll know what pain Dimas is, I'll ask mom. It must have something to do with Rani's book, and Rani's letter. Because he wanted me to read it. What does he hurt?” salma was confused.

Salma saw the aunt come out of the kitchen to bring Dimas coffee. Then Dimas brought his coffee to the back porch, most he was coffee while smoking in front of the pool. Salma goes inside him looking for a box where Rani's books and a letter from Rani he keeps.

“This is it. Maybe I'll find an answer, Dimas actually hurt what. I read a letter from Rani for me. What is it? Until Dimas does not want to open it, but Dimas is the person of trust, so yes he does not want to know what the contents of this letter,” inner Salma.

Salma slowly opens a light blue envelope containing a letter from Rani. Salma read it slowly.

Dear Salma ....

Hi, Sal? How's it going? May you always be healthy, Sal? Salma ... with this letter, I just want to thank you so much for sharing your husband with me. Honestly, I'm ashamed of you Sal. I'm sorry, because I took Dimas from you. But, one thing you should know, Dimas hasn't touched me at all, Sal. Yeah, hasn't touched me because she's sick. Maybe if we are not sick, we have been blessed with children, we will also live perfectly like husband and wife. But, Dimas's sick, Sal. From our first night, Dimas couldn't touch me because he was sick.

I don't understand why he's suddenly sick like that. He has tried to seek treatment, even abroad, and the results are still the same, no results at all. Almost five years we were married, we did not engage in sexual activities at all like the husband and wife, because Mas Dimas could not get an erection. Yes Mas Dimas was declared impotent. Really me and Mas Dimas himself did not think that Mas Dimas until impotent, because as long as you are fine, is not it?

We seek treatment, until we know third, treatment, medical therapy, herbal therapy, absolutely no results. In the ordinary doctor, until the most powerful doctor is the same there is no change. From the usual herbal medicine to the most expensive, it is also the same, Sal. Or maybe it's a curse, or karma because Mas Dimas has hurt you, Sal?

Sal, I actually wanted to talk to you about this a long time ago. But, I'm sure you don't want to see me, because I know you hate me and Mas Dimas so much. I finally wrote all this for you.

Sal, if there is still a chance to make up with me and Mas Dimas, I beg you to be Mas Dimas' wife again, huh? I'll give up, I'm sure only you can treat Mas Dimas. Poor him, Sal. He suffered so much because of his pain. I beg you, Sal. But, how can you treat Mas Dimas? Do you have a husband again? Are you happy with your husband, when you treated him? Yes maybe someday, you will be reunited with Mas Dimas, in another place, and in your own condition. Once again I apologize profusely, Sal.

Rani Fajar Yuliana's.

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Salma was stunned after reading a letter from Rani. Salma saw the date in Rani's letter. Written on the right side, the letter had been made long enough by Rani, it seemed like one year before Azzura returned to the Askara house.

“Gosh ... when Dimas was sick? If he is impotent, can he not be so the same as me dong first? There's no way she could have gotten me until I had a kid, too. He used to be normal, his gun big, long, and satisfying? Can't the present? Or was he complaining he couldn't get up his gun, when he just saw I wasn't wearing a shirt? Yeah right, Dimas must be complaining about it. How poor is Dimas? Five years he can't ride his gun? And Poor Rani too? Until death is still a virgin?” inner Salma.

Salma read Rani's book, sheet by sheet she read. And, it's true that Rani only touched Dimas with a finger. Miris once Salma read Rani's curhatan in her diary. Her husband's first night was impotent.

“Yes God, how sorry is your fate, Ran? Where is it good to use fingers, while Dimas's is so satisfying and addictive? What am I supposed to do? Uh why me? Am I really ready? Time yes I have to fumble him let his gun get up? Isn't that so Salma? How can it be in another way, seduce him, love a soft touch, surely if a normal man can wake his weapon? But I want it to be the same Dimas. It's not possible!” inner Salma.

Salma put Rani's books and letters, and she came out, following Dimas who was behind. He was also smoking and coffee. It's true Dimas was smoking, but from the first time with Salma, Dimas did not smoke.

“Dim?” call salma.

“Yes, Sal, are you not sleeping anymore?” ask Dimas.

“Sunny, Dim, so I'm looking for the wind, maybe because I slept in the car a long time ago, so I don't sleep anymore. It's hot, huh, Dim?” salma.

“Iya, Sal,”

“Why you? Really good, Dim?” ask Salma.

“Nothing, Sal.”

“Swimming seems fresh huh, Dim?”

“You swimming?” ask Dimas.

“Yuk,” invite Salma.

“You brought me?”

“Yes, who else, Dimas?”

“Ya already, yuk?” Dimas asserted Salma's invitation. It was all because Dimas also wanted to try, while swimming with Salma his weapon would go up or not.

“I'll try, hopefully it's a therapy with Salma. I hope I can get back to normal again. Maybe you don't know that I'm sick, Sal,” Inner Dimas.