Lara's Pieces (When the Ex Returns)
I'm Not Getting Divorced Again

Azzura gets permission from Ardha and Alana to stay at Askara's house. Alana also thought, if not in the house of Askara want where else Azzura stay? There will also be a nurse who will take care of him, there is also Bibi at home, so there is no way Askara will return close to Zurra. Alana also knew, Askara had loved and loved Salma very much.

Askara, he actually wanted to contract a house for Azzura's residence. However, Salma would be jealous if there was an Azzura. He wanted to talk to Salma later if Salma was not busy anymore. Salma was arranging Azzura's room to be more comfortable, she was also with two nurses who would take care of Azzura every day. In this way, Salma wanted to save her marriage, Salma knew if there were no nurses, maybe Azzura would focus on asking Askara for help.

After the two officers came home, because only starting tomorrow morning they work, Askara invited Salma to talk about that Azzura better stay in a rented house, which is close to his home.

“Mas call me what is it?” ask Salma.

“I want to talk for a minute, let's go outside,” Askara.

“What do you say, Mas?” ask Salma.

“So gini, Sal, if for example Azzura we just contract the house how?” ask Ask Askara.

“I mean we look for a contract to stay Mbak Zura so?”

“Yes, so you can calm down, you're not afraid I'm close to him. You hired a nurse too because your goal is so, right?” answer Askara.

“Mas, if you have the intention, there will be a nurse or no nurse, yes you stay close to Azzura. If there is no intention, there will be no one at home, there is only you and Azzura, yes will not mas want to near Azzura,” said Salma. “From the beginning he was here, I have the intention to come back with him, right? Ever since he asked to be here, to spend the rest of his time with you and Fifah, I've wanted to come back with him again, right? Marry her again? I know, although mas talk not, but the heart mas not say according to what mas say.”

“It's not like that, Sal! Then what should I do? Letting her live alone is impossible, isn't it, Sal?”

“Many special halfway houses for people with cancer. And there are most homeless people, some homeless people have no one. There are handled by the best doctors, and nurses, as well as adequate medical equipment. I also visit there once a week. So the word of letting him live alone is just a cliche, Mas! Maybe I think I'm selfish, I'm selfish, because I'm defending what I'm supposed to be defending! But, if the retained already do not want, yes I can what?” salma.

Salma went straight inside. He could no longer think clearly. Since the arrival of Azzura, his heart had always been unsettled. The shadow of his past was when he fell because Dimas reappeared. He is afraid, he does not want to be cheated, and does not want to hear what is combined. Those words had already damaged his mentality first. The mentality of a wife who is so loyal and obedient to her husband.

How can Salma not be obedient? Not obedient anymore, she was so obedient to her husband. She was willing to devote herself to her husband, and left the job she had been in for almost five years. He had to leave his doctor's profession, in order to devote himself to Dimas, a wealthy company owner. He gave it his all, he did his best for Dimas. Yes Dimas loved him so much, loved him, whatever needs Salma then Dimas fulfilled, wherever Salma wanted a vacation, Dimas was ready to take him on vacation wherever Salma wanted. However, one day, five months after Salma lost her baby, Dimas brought another woman for her to marry, under the pretext of the father's last request from the woman Dimas brought him.

“Do not go, Sal.” Dimas says that Salma will leave his home after marrying Rani, his childhood friend.

“Will I repeat something like that again? Am I selfish in this situation? Azzura needs the support of the people he loves. Mas Aska, he's the only one Azzura loves. Should I give up on sharing my husband with another woman? Oh my God .. I don't want to get divorced a second time. I don't want to? Then what should I do? If all Azzura needs is Mas Aska, not the treatment that Azzura needs?” inner Salma.

Salma rubbed her face violently. He really doesn't know how to. She had given the best advice, but her husband wanted Azzura to stay in a rented house.

“For what Mas Aska contracted the house to stay Azzura? While here, we can all monitor it? What is it to remember their stories? So that we can be together? Aye, so? Ah ... My thoughts alone are too negative, but it could be like that, because if here, Mas Aska can not talk alone with Azzura. So Mas Aska chose to have Azzura contracted? Was I like this because I was too afraid of being abandoned by Mas Aska? Like I used to be so scared, when Dimas walked out of my life. Healing a wound is not as easy as scraping a wound. And, I don't want that to happen. Let me be said to be possessive or selfish, it's me, I don't want to be cheated!” Salma continued to struggle with her feelings.

Askara went into her room. She saw Salma sitting on the edge of the bed, squeezing her hair. Askara knows what Salma is feeling right now. Askara sat next to Salma. Salma's body and he hugged. Salma returned Askara's embrace.

“Sal, if you disagree, it's okay, Sal. I'm sorry for my suggestion that disappointed you,” Askara said.

“Am I wrong, if I'm afraid of failing again in my marriage, Mom? And that's because my husband chose to marry a third person? Am I wrong if I'm scared like that?” salma said with a sob.

“Don't be too scared, Sal. If you are too afraid, what will happen you fear,” said Askara.

Salma let go of her husband's embrace as her husband said so. Salma looked at her husband with a difficult look. “What did you say? If I'm too afraid it'll actually happen? If you talk like that, then you have the intention to do things that you should not do, Mas!” peeking Salma with a pushy look.

“Kok you said like that, Sal?”

“Yes because from the beginning you have the intention to marry Azzura again, right?” salma. “I don't want to argue about this, Mas. Please understand, I did like this, you should feel bad about me who is his position as a wife. I assure you, the wife out there will be no one willing to accept her husband's past woman back and stay at her house again, Mas!”

Askara silently listened to what Salma had to say. Askara doesn't know how. He was all wrong, wanted to approach Azzura, he was afraid that Salma misunderstood, if he avoided Azzura, Azzura would definitely be a no-no, let alone Azzura being very sick.

“Yes Allah, how should I? Salma was her thinking, whereas Zura wanted me to accompany her, I knew her limits, I just wanted to accompany her, not to return with her,” Askara said in her heart.