Lara's Pieces (When the Ex Returns)
I'm Not Who

Askara went into her room, after Azzura's room. He saw Salma sitting on the edge of the bed wiping her tears occasionally. Askara knows, Salma's heart is currently broken, but how else, Askara also does not want to refuse Azzura's request, which may be her last request.

Askara sat next to Salma. He took Salma's hand and kissed her. “I'm sorry, Sal,” he said softly.

“Are you going to marry her again, Mom? Like you said to Azzura?” ask Salma.

“You heard it?” my many.

Askara did tell Azzura that she wanted to marry him again. Azzura asked for it. But, Askara also still thinks about Salma, Afifah, as well as the response of his family later who were already disappointed with the departure of Azzura who was without merit. Askara said it was difficult to explain to her family, although Azzura ran away because she wanted treatment.

“Connect me, if mas will return to Azzura. I am willing for Azzura, he needs more mas than me,” Salma said.

“I can't, Sal. I love you so much, there is no way I will divorce you,” Askara said.

“Then do you love Azzura too?” ask Salma. “I'm stupid, yes obviously you still love her, because I know you married me because of Afifa, so that she has complete parents.”

“I still love him, Sal. And I love you so much, Salma. I don't want to lose you!”

“Then do you want to have two wives?” ask Salma.

“I'll be fair, Sal. I will be fair to you and Azzura. I-i promise. Let me marry her again, Sal,” pinta Askara.

Salma never thought, the second time she was asked by her husband to marry again. Dimas wanted to marry his childhood friend, and that was because of his father's last request, even though Dimas did not love Rani. And, Salma chose to part rather than be combined. Dimas said he would be fair to Salma and Rani. But Salma did not believe that. There is no smooth household with two wives, according to Salma. Though Dimas until now still give a living to Salma, but he gave it to his mother Salma, who takes care of the bakery. The shop that Dimas gave to Salma. Every month Dimas still gave Salma the right, because Dimas had promised, he still considered Salma his responsibility, even though there were no children among them. Moreover, after Salma's father died, Salma was Dimas' responsibility entirely.

But Dimas could not refuse the request of his father Rani, whom he considered to be his own father. He wants to see Rani get married, and only with Dimas, because Rani's father knows, only Dimas Rani was in love with long ago.

Now the request arose again, and Salma heard it again from the mouth of Askara. The man who had convinced himself to forget Dimas, and he chose to be her husband, now asked himself to re-marry Azzura. Askara's wife of seven years left Askara and her son.

“I beg you, Sal. This is Azzura's last request. I promise, I'll be fair, Sal. I promise,” pinta Askara.

“Cliche words I often hear, when my husband wants to get married again. Promises want to be fair, but sometimes the reality is zero, not appropriate,” said Salam inflamed. “Talk about all this with your family. My decision remains one, I ask to separate, Mas. I see, you love her so much, while you are to me, only mutual relationships that only benefit you. You need a mother for your son, you need me to vent your long-damped desires. As for me, you never really loved me, did you, Mas?” salma.

“For God's sake I love you, Sal. Why would I do that if I didn't love you, Salma?” askara really. Salma knew, Askara loved her.

“If he stays here without me marrying, I'll be uncomfortable, Sal. For example, too long close to him, or bribe him, especially if for example he asks to hug me, I will be uncomfortable. If I marry her again, I can at least make the person I once loved so much happy for the rest of her life. My love for you is so great, Sal. But, I also couldn't resist his last request?” askara said with a sob.

Salma understood Askara's current position. He could not choose one among Salma or Azzura. Salma knew that Askara loved her. Perhaps the love for Azzura was only a fragment of the past left in his heart.

“You agree, Sal?” ask Ask Askara.

“I agree or not, all that will not change your decision is not it?” answer Salma.

Salma curled her back to Askara. He continued to cry, lamenting the fate of his marriage again which always ended up being combined. Salma became remembered long ago, when Dimas was about to marry Rani, Dimas's words again ring in Salma's ears today.

“This is for Rani's father, Sal. I'm the only person Rani trusts to be her husband. So did his father Rani, he entrusted everything to the mas, Sal? We can live together, mas will be fair to it, mas promise, Sal.”

Dimas said again, when he had forgotten everything, he did not want to remember anymore. But, today, he recalled that again. She remembers everything Dimas had done to her when he asked her for permission to marry Rani.

Salma's sobs are increasingly heard by Askara. She hugged Salma tightly. No tears Askara dripped and wet Salma's neck. The issue of Askara was clearly expressed by Salma. Salma knew, Askara was worried right now. Askara did not want to choose between Salma or Azzura. Because, Askara already loved Salma very much, but he did not have the heart with Azzura.

“Sal, I beg you not to leave me,” the door.

“If you want to, don't marry Azzura, Mas. We're taking care together, I'm a cancer specialist, and I know that, right? I will take care of Azzura, whatever I will do, as long as I am not mixed up, Mas. I don't want to, I can't share a husband, Mas. No, I am not greedy, but I do not want my worship to be in vain because I am hurt. Isn't marriage our longest worship, Mom? Do you want our worship to be disrupted?” salma.

“Yes, we take care of Azzura together, I'll talk to Azzura, he stays here, without me marrying. Thank you, you still want to stay here, Sal,” Askara said.

“Need to remember once again, that I do not want to be combined. Until whenever I never want to, Mas!” salma.

“Iya, Sal,” replied Askara.

A little relief of Askara's heart. But he also still thought how Azzura. Indeed all this was wrong Azzura, but seeing the condition of Azzura, he really did not have the heart.

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Outside, in Salma and Askara's rooms. Azzura heard Salma. Azzura hears that Salma refuses, if her husband wants to marry Azzura again. Azzura realized, all this was his fault, and he should not return to disturb the happiness of Askara and Salma. But he only wanted to see Askara and Afifah. He was eager to spend his time with Askara and Afifah. It turns out Askara is married again and hidpu is happy.

“Yes, I shouldn't have gone home. I shouldn't have to see Mas Aska again. Mas Aska was already happy with Doctor Salma. I guiltlessly dared to disturb their happiness. Yeah, I gotta get out of here. I'm sure Salma can be a good mother and wife to Mas Aska. I had disappointed Mas Aska with me leaving her without saying goodbye. Now with no guilt I'm asking to come back with her? I really don't have a heart!” Azzura.

Azzura went into his room, he put his clothes back into the bag he was carrying. Before leaving, he came back out of his room. Look around every corner of Askara house that used to be a witness to his marriage with Askara. The room was much different. The photo shelf has been changed with all Salma Photos.

“There is no more me in this house. I'm not who he is anymore. I have to be a fairy,” Salma said inwardly.