
Azzura was allowed to go home. His condition has improved enough, but still the cancer in his body is still growing gnawing at his body. He only obtained treatment to inhibit the development of cancer cells, and reduce the pain, not to heal it, and remove all cancer cells in his body that had spread.
“Let me help,” Askara said as Azzura stepped off her treatment bed.
“I can do it myself, Mas. I'm healthy,” Azzura replied. “I am happy, I can finally go home, and at home there is only me, you, and Afifah now, there is no third person in our household,” Azzura said with a happy smile.
“You are the third person in my household and Salma. You made Salma go, Ra. I just feel sorry for you, there are no siblings and no parents, so I want to take care of you, and I'm willing to lose Salma. The person I love so much, the one who has managed to open a new sheet so beautifully. Now she's gone only because of you, succumbing for your sake,” the poignant inner Askara.
“But you haven't recovered once, Ra. Here let me help you,” Askara said.
“I'm healthy, because there's you, Mas. Because you want to accompany me, here, just alone with me here. Thank you mas,” said Azzura.
During the eight months Askara accompanied Azzura in Singapore, he left his job to accompany Azzura, and he let Salma go too just because of Azzura. All just for Zura, without thinking about anything else.
“Mas, did Salma divorce you?” ask Azzura.
“How come you don't get tired of asking questions like that every day, Ra? Don't you believe it?” answer Askara.
“And you haven't received the divorce papers yet, Mas? How can I trust?” Azzura.
“Jeez, Ra .... Is it not clear that all my brothers, my family say that Salma and I are officially separated?” pekik Askara was upset.
“Yes I believe, but there is no evidence that shows you are legally divorced?”
“Yes later I went to the religious court, taking evidence that I had officially parted with Salma. You take it easy, don't be afraid of Salma coming back. I know what Salma is like, once she is let down, she won't want to deal with the person who has let her down!” askara.
“You seem to know once about Salma?”
“Yes know, because she's always open to me, there's nothing she's always open, not covering up. Although she and I were married for two years, but our introduction period is also quite long. From Fifah aged three years, and married him when Fifah five years,” explained Askara.
“You quipped me? If I never open up to you? Want me to go with Salma?” cetus Azzura was upset.
“You're feeling too much, huh, Ra? It's very sensitive that if I tell you about Salma, when you ask yourself about Salma, it's my turn to answer you always say I want him to be with you, I miss you! What do you want, Ra? Less what I am! I come back with you, accompany you here, I am forbidden to contact Salma, and leave Salma, I have done all your requests, Ra! Your request is your excuse if it's all your last request! What's the last request, Ra? Say now!” Askara had run out of patience with Azzura. Azzura always talks like that.
“You don't have to be jealous of people who have gone from my life, and he left because of you, Ra!” pekik Askara's. “You know, I married her, when I still loved you so much, I always wished you back, after I realized, there was Salma who was always patient with my attitude, she said, he patiently faced me who always talked closely with him, and in the end I realized, he deserves me to love! Now, when I love her so much, you come and ask her to leave me! You should realize, here you win, you're the one I prioritize! Never assume I'm comparing you to Salma!”
“If you don't go, if you're honest with me, I won't marry another woman, Ra! Even I can't possibly be met with Salma! But, what? For years you've been missing no news, Sal!”
“Iya I'm sorry, Mas. Please, don't marry again if I die later. I just want to be the only one of yours, until later.” Azzura Pinta.
“What's your last request again? But, sorry for this I don't know. Dead, soul mate, sustenance no one knows. I don't promise this, I don't promise if my wife dies I don't remarry. I don't promise that, I'm a normal man, an ordinary man who needs inner needs, Ra. I don't promise for that,” Askara said.
“Why, Mas? Are you going to marry Salma again?”
“If there is still a mate, why not?” answer Askara.
“Do you still love her, Mas?”
“Yes I still love him very much, Azzura. I don't want to lie to my own heart. I still love Salma.” very much Answer Askara firmly.
“Then do you love me, Mas?” ask Azzura.
“If I don't love, why would I do this to you. Already let's go home, we have to go to the airport, so as not to be late,” replied Askara.
“But it seems like you are different, the love you gave me is not the same as the love you gave Salma?”
“Obviously different, Ra. You and Salma are different people, so where can I give the same?” answer Askara.
“Do you love Salma more than I do?”
“Do not ask questions, if you do not want to hurt to hear my answer! We're home already! I'm still with you, what less do you still question love?” askara. “Let's go home.”
Askara pushing Azzura wheelchair. Azzura from earlier was silent, after hearing Askara's words. Azzura was really upset with her husband's attitude after parting ways with Salma. Asakra's words are always uncomfortable hatiny, especially if Azzura asked about salma, Askara seems to still love Salma very much, and always boast Salma in front of him.
“I must still forbid Mas Aska not to marry again after I die later. I don't want any other woman living with him. Especially if you have to go back with Salma. I wouldn't be willing. Even if Mas Aska doesn't want a promise for it, I will still force him. Let me be called selfish, let me be called greedy, because if Mas Aska remarried, and had children, surely Mas Aska would forget about Afifah. Especially if you have a son, explained Afifah lost, because the boys are stronger, to continue the pedigree later. I don't want Mas Aska to marry again!” inner Azzura.
Askara doesn't want to know. He had been fed up with all of Azzura's requests since Azzura returned, and was declared to be suffering from lung cancer. Askara was no longer willing to listen to Azzura's request, always arguing that it was his last request.
“If Azzura is a good wife. Will she let her husband marry again after he dies? Because the husband must need inner needs, it takes the figure of a wife who will be his life companion. Just this time I heard the request of a sick person who was already dying but was strange. Usually a wife who is dying, sick hard, will ask her husband to marry again, because understand her husband must need a companion, and also needs her inner needs channeled? Azzura instead asked me not to marry again after he died? He's really weird, am I going to die too after he's dead? Yes, I know death, soul mate, God's sustenance is arranged? But I am an ordinary man, a normal man who still needs a companion!” ascara Inner.