Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 104

Finally a rough struggle ensued on their bed and ended with Ayyub patiently bathing his wife.

Then Ayyub gently dried his wife's body and took Neera to their bed and hugged her.

Slowly Neera's tears fell with a pushy look. It turned out that his heart was not that strong, having felt the warm embrace and comfort Ayyub offered made his defense collapse instantly.

Ayyub let Neera let go of all the pain in her heart, shedding the burden she had so far harbored. The burly hand carried Neera deeper into his arms.

Possessive embrace like porcelain that is afraid to be scratched let alone broken. He immersed his wife's tiny body in the confinement of his large and burly body. As if providing protection and security so that there is nothing to fear anymore.

But that was precisely what made Neera even more afraid. The more he was washed away the more he wallowed in the abundance of feelings need it so that one day it is lost he will decompose like a glass that is just a fragment.

"Why dear ?" asked Ayyub gently while caressing the back of Neera's head which even made her cry even more.

An hour of Ayyub let Neera cry and finally now lives sedu sedan decorated with red nose with tears and snot.

Patiently Ayyub wiped with the bathrobe arm he was wearing after pressing Neera's nose to drain her snot. Without the slightest feeling of disgust Ayyub looked for a tissue that turned out to be on the nightstand in the corner of the bed that had not been thought of by him.

Soon Ayyub reached out to the white object and gently rubbed Neera's face again.

Do not forget also Ayyub gave a warm kiss and caress on the face that had been soaked by sweat and tears.

With Neera's body resting on her chest. Ayyub grasped the small hand and kissed the top of his head which was now under his chin.

The height of those who were far away made Ayyub free of Neera's body. This is one that he likes from his wife's body as if he can provide full protection for the woman in his arms.

"Darling, now can you tell me what's going on. Is Uda wrong with you ?" ask Ayyub gently.

"Look, you're crying like gini triplets" Ayyub continued with a slight joke.

Neera who had taken control of herself and found the question immediately twisted her face slightly and looked up at her husband's eagle eyes.

"Who is that girl in NY ?" neera asked with a fragile look accompanied by a crack that almost became a cry if only he continued to ask.

Ayyub who saw the gaze became full and pain rained down immediately upon him. Neera's face, which was exactly like a child crying when he did not find his desire, made Ayyub understand how fragile his wife was.

Ayyub stroked Neera's face and gave her a brief kiss of red lips as a result of the cry. The gentle look he gave seemed to mean that everything would be fine.

"She's Hanna, the woman you took on vacation to NY and asked Uda to accompany her" Ayyub said.

"But he was betrothed to Uda right ?" neera asked with tears coming from her beautiful eyes.

Maybe this is what is meant by feeling a wife without being told they already know it.

"Yes baby, baby, mama did try that but Uda had an agreement with mama that Uda follow the will of mama to accompany Hanna at that time and instead mama will obey Uda's will after mama also promised not to force her will if it turns out that in the holidays yesterday Uda was not interested in Hanna." Ayyub explained without a doubt.

"But Uda looked comfortable with him" one more melt spilled in his wife's clear eyes signifying the extent of the woman's injuries in his arms.

This is where Ayyub fell silent, realizing his mistake that he should not be swept away in his relationship with another woman even if it was just friendship.

There is a heart that he must take care of, there is a wholeness that he cannot reduce and there is a household that he cannot break.

"But at that time Uda just obeyed the will of my dear mother, Uda was not interested in him at all. Uda's love is only you one will not be able to turn away dear Uda" explained Ayyub with a tone of supplication and hope.

"Whatever the reason is not Uda know that neither men and women without a mahram or marriage relationship do such a thing. Touching deliberately, twitching spoiled or even hugging" explains Neera.

"Oath to God, baby, Uda doesn't do that. Uda never hugged him just let him hold Uda's hand" Ayyub said earnestly.

At that time Ayyub realized Neera knew everything even that night he checked that Neera also lived in the same hotel.

"Darling.., you see all that ?" ayyub asked hesitantly while looking at Neera's face.

The weak nod he got accompanied by a tear spill that continued out of his wife's eyes as if it had never run out since then.

"So that's why you and the kids went away for that week and this is also the reason you avoided Uda this week ?" ask Ayyub who got the nod back.

"Oh my God, dear.., Uda was afraid that you would leave again until Uda took the full schedule to find you. Uda's desperate to find you. How can you do all this. Even Uda saw all the flight schedules and lodging still could not find you" Sighed Ayyub while tightly hugging Neera's body as if showing how afraid he was to lose his wife.

Neera could only silently respond to her husband's words. As expected, it was true that her husband was doing the thing he had been lucky that he had calculated everything with an internship.

"So where did you go then ?" ask Ayyub while gently stroking Neera's cheek.

"Secret" answered briefly with a smile that made Ayyub anxious and kissed his wife's lips.

"Why do not want to be told, even triplets are also silent" said Ayyub with a soft look.

"Let's escape there when Uda act again" replied Neera whining who got a sharp look Ayyub.

"You will never let that happen again" Ayyub said.

"Then promise not to act anymore" Neera continued, looking into Ayyub's eyes.

"I promise will no longer" said Ayyub in as if to show his sincerity.

"Alright, promise yourself and Allah" Neera said.

"I promise dear, please trust Uda this time only" Ayyub assured.

"Okay, let's see. No more after this" concluded Neera.

Staring in the eyes of his wife Ayyub as if filled with happiness to see the figure of the woman he loved so much. The adoring gaze mixed the longing into an endless ray of love.

"Why look like that ?" asked Neera who was still faithful in her husband's arms.

Instead of getting an answer instead the kiss he had for a reply. A kiss full of love and longing, very soft and touching is not like it was passionate.

Remembering this made Neera inflamed and let go of their kiss.

"Why dear ?" asked Ayyub while wiping Neera's lips the rest of their saliva.

"No longer like that" Neera said with an annoyed tone that even made Ayyub more anxious.

"What was it like ?" lure Ayyub with his mischievous smile.

"Just like before Neera was afraid" explained Neera, whose face was flushed again.

"Not a pleasure dear" seduced Ayyub who got a snort Neera.

He could not deny their union had given a sensation for Ayyub. It feels like getting a new game that tickles his soul.

"Alright, but not a promise of love" retorted Ayyub who afterwards showered Neera with a kiss on her face so as to silence her little mouth and distract her mind.

For that one thing, it is clear that Ayyub will not be able to promise even he plans to repeat it again at the right time. Seeing angry, upset, angry faces, but full of fear from his wife makes his maleness feel domineering and this is the effect Neera looks more free to let out his spoiled and fragile nature in front of Ayyub even more impressed like a child makes him more anxious and aura his protection is getting out.

No longer is Neera strong and independent. Neera is strong and can do anything herself. It turned out that their battle was stripped in the sense that it actually had a different impact in his household. Perhaps this is one way of problem solving and emotional release that is suggested in a husband and wife relationship.

"Now go to sleep, you must be tired at this time" softly Ayyub as he lay down his body and also Neera.

Ayyub pulled his wife's tiny body to overlay her next to him and carried Neera in his arms. Gently stroking the beautiful mane until the eyes are swollen due to crying close perfectly to dreamland.

Likewise with Ayyub after making sure his wife did not he kissed in the top of Neera's head and inhaled the scent that he so longed for it along with that he closed his eyes to imply tiredness.

'All is over for today, may our household be awake forever although there will be many obstacles and obstacles that we must pass through' inner Ayyub before really falling asleep.