Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 192

After making sure Nola was safe to leave and the room was neat Neera walked out carrying a bowl of porridge with sharp objects in the room.

Soon he headed for the kitchen and went back to cooking the porridge for Nola. While waiting for the ripe porridge Neera also took the time to see triplets that are currently memorizing short surahs accompanied by Omanya.

It did not take long, now Neera was done with her porridge and prepared to return to Nola's room. Soon the hijab-wearing woman brought the porridge along with the fruit that she had previously cut.

Neera went into the room and found Nola lying with her eyes still open.

"Dear, the porridge is ready. Let's help you wake up. We eat first after the break" Neera said while helping her sister-in-law wake up.

Now Neera feeds the porridge painstakingly to her sister-in-law. Unlike usual, this time Nola's food runs out unceremoniously including fruit and milk that has been provided by her brother-in-law.

"Do you feel better ?" neera asked starting their conversation.

"Sister, thank you for taking care of me. Forgive Nola brother, all this time hurt brother and always did bad things to brother. Forgive Nola, Nola is so ashamed and sorry. Sorry also that Nola beat up sister, must be very sick" said Nola who again shed her tears.

"Sstttt is already deck, which passes let it pass. Brother has forgiven you for a long time, the most important thing is that you are healthy and excited again" Neera said gently while stroking the back of Nola's hand.

"Would I be healthy again." said Nola who was somehow addressed to whom, sounding so soft.

"Of course you can" sambar Neera.

"You have to believe in the power of God and try to do your best" Neera continued.

"Is that really sister ?" asked Nola with doubt.

"For now you must recover your condition first. Only then do we do rehabilitation and exercise to restore your motor function" Neera explained to her sister-in-law.

"But am I still worthy ?" lirih Nola's.

"Still deserved ? How do you mean ?" confused Neera.

"It still deserves me to be healthy, brother, why don't I just die. What if later I won't heal forever, I'll be a burden to Papa, Mama and all of you" cried Nola.

"Why can you think like that ?" ask Neera back.

"I know I've done so many bad things. I know that what I did was a mistake, but why was I still given life, why didn't God just take my life ?" crying Nola is back.

"Nola, listen to brother. Many people ask to live even for a second. Even if we can hear the corpse in the grave always ask to live even if only for a moment. Why, because life is so precious, the most extraordinary thing God has given us" Neera paused.

"Is there still an apology for me and is there still life for me ?" asked Nola with her weak face.

"Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Allah is Most Merciful. He will always accept His repentant servant and return to Him. As for life, you still have a long future, make this the turning point of your life and fight once again. Rise from your fall and start walking again until you can finally run" Neera advised her sister-in-law.

"Thank you, brother, I will always remember it and I will fight back" Nola said as she put her smile back on her exotic face.

"Good, this is Nola that you know. You will not be alone, we will all fight with you" Neera said as she stroked the now more powerful arm.

"Hhmmm brother,." doubtful Nola who looked from the look in his eyes.

"There's a Deck, it's okay to just say it" Neera assured as she continued to give her warm smile.

"Hmmm is it wrong if I love a man ?" tanya Nola sounded so soft.

"Not wrong, but we must be smart even though we are in love. We also have to distinguish between love and naps, because they are only thin" Neera said.

"How do you mean, brother knows I love Dio, because when I'm with him I feel happy. She was so good at filling the space in my heart, she also said that she did not love Riezka's sister and would divorce her because she loved me so much, that's why I want to be with him because I don't want to be away from him either" Nola told Neera.

Neera let Nola pour out her heart and just smiled listening to the woman tell her about her unrest.

"How can you be sure that he loves you while he makes you give up your honor instead of keeping it until you are lawful, how can a man who says he loves you but instead makes you quarrel with your brother. Is the word love of a man who cares for his brother-in-law even a servant here can be trusted ?" neera asked which made Nola speechless and pondered word for word.

Slowly Nola permeated her brother-in-law's words. His brain seemed to accept everything that entered his ears just as his heart was still trying to deny.

"Now, let's go back. What if you were in Riezka's position. Can you imagine how broken your heart was when your husband had an affair with your own sister, playing back with your brother-in-law. Will you be able to accept all the betrayals of those you have trusted and loved the most. What if it was you" Neera asked her sister-in-law.

Slowly Nola shed her tears. True what his sister-in-law said, all this time he was so selfish thinking about his own feelings. Assume that Dio is hers but in reality the man is her brother's husband. He is the usurper of his brother's happiness, he is the one who hurt his brother so deeply. How could he have been trapped in a love that fooled him. Is this really love.

Neera gently rubbed Nola's arm while letting the girl cry.

"Do you Deck, you big brother lives much longer than you know that man. Since you are in this world, you are already together compared to immigrants who stop by and disrupt your relationship in just a few years. Forgive yourself and forgive Riezka. Start everything from the beginning with a clean heart and a calm mind" Neera told the woman who now looks more alive.

"Don't waste your life while so many people are fighting behind your back. Don't break the hearts of those who love you so much. There are mama and papa who secretly cry and pray for your recovery. There are your brothers and sisters who fight and strive for your healing. There is a brother who really wants you to smile back, there are pounders who are so eager to invite you to play with them. So please, get up, baby. For the sake of yourself and the people behind you" broke up Neera who was taken in by Nola.

He felt so slapped with the explanation of his sister-in-law. It is true, he was the one who destroyed his brother's household even to play crazy all along. He should get an apology from that one-of-a-kind sister.