Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 15

Ayyub Pov's

This morning I had a flight to Germany. With not too much stuff I only need a few minutes to finish packing.

I can breathe a little sigh of relief because Vina can't change her flight again as she pleases. Of course because I secretly\purchased some shares of the airline company we worked for.

I used to not use my rights as a shareholder but after Vina's behavior became\-so and after knowing the other side of her I decided to keep my distance from her.

Of course, he couldn't end everything immediately because he still had the full support of my mother and family. Even these days they keep forcing me to marry Vina.

I think something's wrong with all this. So I decided to get out of the big house and choose to live in the condomiun I had bought.

Since my return from Edinburgh six months ago my heart has always been troubled and eager to return. But remembering my work makes me unable to go back there.

With a confident pace I walked out of the hotel to start a very tiring day later.

I still miss him, even my love never less for him. Only circumstances forced me to double as someone else's lover.

Actually I tried to erase my love for him. When he left, he just left a letter of apology and asked to be let go.

At that time I was very disappointed and just accept what your mother's decision, so I became Vina's lover. I tried to love that woman but I never could. Even now I never kissed her.

But after I thought\-think again, Neera is not a typical woman who easily leaves me because other men are more considerate or because she hates my family.

Her taste is impossible, she is not an easy person to hate. Even he always relented and forgave every bad treatment people had for him.

But it's impossible for my family to lie to me. Even my mother was the one whom I trusted and loved besides Neera.

At that time I could not recover between the two, so I just let everything go as it is. I was disappointed in my mother and I with all her orders.

Hopefully one day I can meet Neera and ask for an explanation from her mouth. I miss him so much. Even I always find out where she is, but my wife is too smart to hide.

After arriving at the airport which was always crowded with visitors, I walked to the office for a report and signed some papers.

Then I went upstairs to get ready to enter the plane that I was about to fly. I'm a pilot because there used to be someone who asked me to take him around the world.

the flasback

"Zanee, what's the biggest wish of your life ?" ask the teenage boy in the high school uniform.

"I want to be proud of my parents" replied a sweet girl beside the man in the same uniform.

"That I know for sure, I mean for your own desires" replied the man.

"Hmmm, I want to travel the world" the girl replied with a smile on her face.

"Why do you want to travel around the world ?" ask the curious man.

"Because I want to hold onto the world to share with the people I love" she smiled brightly.

"There are, then surely you are old and can do it, little Zanee must save first in his chicken piggy bank" replied the man mocked.

"Why aren't you the only one taking me, so I'm not too old ?" reply sumringah girl.

"Alright, I'll think of a way" the man replied.

flasback off

Thinking about it makes me miss it. May God soon find us. Whatever the circumstances, I will always love my Zanee.

Degs...

From a distance I saw a woman walking towards me in her formal attire and hijab. I think I've seen this woman. I was just glued to the spot, the woman was walking while looking down to put one hand on the bag and the other hand as a place to hang the bag.

I kept standing on the spot, my legs feeling heavy to move. Suddenly the woman hit me quite hard, the contents of her bag scattered and she bounced down.

At that time I was like a fool who could only gawk, my heart racing as if to get out of the chest cavity. It's not that it helps me just freeze.

Slowly the woman lifted her face, my heartbeat was more and more crazy as she stared at the white face with pliable eyelashes and round eyes that could not be hidden by her blue glasses.

"Darling, are you that ?" I asked him.

He went back down and collected his things. There's no way I'm wrong. Although there are glasses perched at the base of his nose, although his body is increasingly sexy and his skin is increasingly white I am sure it is him.

The person I've been looking for, the one I've been missing is right in front of my eyes. I checked his hand to make sure.

Why does he seem to not recognize me. But I'm sure it was him, even his scent was still fresh in my sense of smell. He immediately withdrew his hand and apologized while still bowed.

I was eager to chase after the woman, but I had to deliver hundreds of people immediately, there was no way I would ignore my duty. Fortunately, he left a business card on the floor.

I smiled at the meaning, it says Dr. Drh. Zaneera Khalisha, M.Sc with her phone number.

Incredibly my woman, even now her name is getting longer. I'm proud of him. I cantongi his business card so that later it will not disappear.

"Neera, no matter how far you run, God always has a way of making me find you. Wait a minute baby, I will definitely find you" I said.

"I think we are meant to be together, no matter how far you run, it always ends with us. What an adorable wife. Even now she pretends not to recognize her husband" my inner self

I continued my steps with a heart full of flowers, I finally came back to life. After a long time I was half alive I finally found my soul mate.

All the cabin crew was astonished\-surprised to see me. I don't know let it go, I don't have to take care of them. Now I have to finish my job and come back.

Looks like I should make the most of this week's vacation. If necessary I will apply for leave later.

"Sorry Captain, are you okay ?" the one in the same uniform as me hit me on the shoulder.

"Ah, ok i'm okay" I replied a little surprised.

"Captain looks this different heart, does the sun rise from the right ?" ask my co-pilot.

I understood his point, all this time I rarely smiled even looking very cold and a little scary. At least that's what I heard rumors about me at the company.

But who cares, I will only smile for the person I love, after all my heart is upset how I will smile.

All right, this is enough, I need to focus on my work. No matter how many lives there are on this plane, I can't ignore that. I put aside for a moment the euphoria of my happiness and tried to be professional with my duties.