Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 29

"You always like this ?" ask Ayyub again.

"Yes, so mom has to multitask and grind. Let alone his three children" Neera replied with a smile.

"I'm sorry dear" said Ayyub with a sad face.

"Why are you sorry, I'm used to it and I enjoy it all anyway, because they're the light of my life" Neera said, staring meaningfully at her three children.

"Honey, from now on I will learn to take care of their needs" Ayyub replied as he stroked their cheeks.

"Slow down, I'm fine. There's nothing I can't do after their presence" Neera said.

"No dear, I want you to be able to lean on me. I want you to just feel happy. Because I will never be able to replace the pain and hardship that you go through alone without anyone beside you" said the man who still gently stroked his wife's cheeks that began to shed tears.

Slowly Neera held the hand of her husband, not usually she cried especially in front of people but somehow, with the man her heart felt fragile.

Although all this time he looked strong and resistant to appeal but the man in front of him was able to tear down the complacency he had built.

Neera hid her face in the chest of Ayyub's field, unable to feel like she was holding tightness in her chest, plus she did not want to be seen by others let alone her three children.

All this time he had to survive alone no one can be a backrest, no place to lay down the tiredness of the soul.

Now that the man was in front of him, the man let his shoulders support Neera for a moment, something she had never felt for a long time.

Broken was the cry of the young mother, all the burdens that were in her heart as if exploding like a bomb issued a stifled sob, very heartbreaking for people who heard it especially Ayyub.

Clear droplets began to fall from the tip of the husband's eyes that were stroking the back of the wife's head in his arms. Soon he patis so as not to be seen his children.

A burly and tall man cried, fortunately the lounge was quiet and everyone was busy with their affairs so as not to invite much attention.

Although the man also experienced difficulties after the abandonment of his wife but it was not comparable to the pain and difficulties Neera faced, he was very well aware of that.

It had never been imagined by her how the woman had lived their life all this time.

Alone in the country of people, starting everything from scratch plus having to meet the livelihood of his small family.

How the woman went through her pregnancy, whether sick as people say, is also tiring to bring three babies at once especially while working.

Somehow the birth of their child into this world, of course it was all not worth the mess of the feeling he was going through first.

Instantly there was regret in him, how could he date another woman despite his forced status while his wife bet his life alone.

Moreover, the reason behind the departure of his wife is that the woman must be undeniable as well as his family meddling in this matter, Ayyub believes Neera must have been treated very badly even though the woman did not say so.

Many moments passed by him, many times passed through him. Although now they gather but that time will never be repeated again.

Why did he so easily believe and obey all the words of his family and brushed off his little heart. How foolish he was to let his wife go with the fruit of their love.

Countless mistakes he had made, as long as they were together he tended to put Neera aside and continue to put his family first.

The infinity of pain that Neera experienced because of her family and Vina, it's just that she had been dismissing all their treatment even though she saw the evidence.

During this time he was too cowardly as a husband, he did not want to be sandwiched between family and wife so blinded his eyesight and heart, without him realizing Neera was the most hurt and could only be silent.

He wanted to be a filial son but failed to become a husband, the daughter he asked his father with full struggle he just wasted.

Truly at this time he felt useless as a man especially with the title of husband. During the marriage it can be said that he did not give pocket money to his wife because Neera gave all back to her family.

How can he say that he loves this woman while he is unable to protect her, cannot make her happy during their marriage even just suffering and tears.

Luckily the woman was Neera, the woman with the heart of an angel who was always smiling and invited her home no matter what she was in.

The wife who always provides all the needs of her husband and serves sincerely without complaint.

The woman who looked strong and held all by herself, never bad words came out of her mouth.

A great and intelligent figure who respects her husband even though he is endowed with advantages and abilities, a woman who is able to suppress her ego and obey her words.

An angel who has a white heart, even with her faults now she mamou opens the door sorry for her husband.

God was so kind to him to give an angel without wings of his life, a great woman, patient, loving and forgiving even now has also been transformed into a powerful super mom.

Perhaps in the past he has saved the earth so as to get the perfect woman in his eyes and still give him a second chance.

In his heart promised that whatever happens in the future he will not let go of Neera's grasp, will make him happy to support all his activities, even he will allow his wife to rest at home with their three children.

Although he will never be replaced, he wants to use this opportunity to do his best as long as he can.

~To all passenger british air.........~

Their flight announcement ended a sad scene that afternoon, after releasing a hug and a brief peck on the lips the two rushed to get their three children on board the plane that was taking them home.

Although the future is uncertain, but they only want to enjoy the happy moment at this time, whether let alone waiting in front of them will walk on clouds or on thorns.

"May this be a good start for our dear family, I love you so much" Ayyub stared inside his wife while Qaivan and Qeenan were in his arms.

They enter the plane with new hope and are armed with a deeper love than ever before. Hope whatever happens they are able to live it by holding on tightly to each other.