Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 84

After taking an afternoon hiatus Neera returned to his room to find Ayyub still faithfully worshipped with his hands looking up to make various expressions of plea solemnly.

It was there that Neera's heart was always touched to see her closeness to God and obedience in religion. A figure that was able to calm down even though he had incised a deep wound in his heart.

I don't know what his request this time will bebut he really hopes for this do'a.

A beautiful smile was painted on Neera's beautiful lips while unceasingly giving thanks for her presence.

Soon Neera completed the examination of the student report and placed it in a map and then tidied up her desk again.

Finished with his worship, Ayyub was approached by Neera to clear his alphabet. They sat in a deep circle that ended with a deep kiss on Neera's forehead as Ayyub recited the do'a and gently rubbed the head of his wife.

"May you be a pious wife and be made easy later to go to her paradise, Amiin" thus do'a Ayyub.

"Dear Amiin, thank you for being a good husband to Neera" said Neera, who also kissed the back of Ayyub's hand.

Finished with the novelty, they immediately prepared to go home because it was also late afternoon.

Ayyub carried their three children with the help of a sling while Neera carried the bag with her dirty clothes.

Be tonight they just order food to fill the stomach at night. Korean menu becomes their choice with a variety of vegetables complete with fruit that has been peeled and cut by Neera.

While the children slept, the couple spent time together in the family room while talking from heart to heart.

"Honey, Neera knew that Uda was very fond of Neera. Whatever Uda would do for Neera even if it had to sacrifice itself Uda" began Ayyub.

"So, why suddenly talk like that, what's the matter" worried Neera.

"There's nothing, baby, just Uda just want you to know that whatever Uda does all for you is not selfish Uda alone, even though Uda had done something stupid that finally incised a wound in your heart dear"

"Don't mention Uda, everything has happened in the past. Just tell me what Uda wants to say" Neera said.

It is true that he has forgiven willbut the wound remains, not that he forgets. How difficult it used to be to survive only he knows how his struggle brings triplets into the world.

"Honey, you don't get angry when Uda says this yes" Ayyub said.

"Yes, Neera will listen" Neera replied with eyes full of confidence.

"Honey, Neera knows himself that Uda has parents and they also really want grandchildren because however until now Uda's brother and sister have not had children" pause Ayyub who began to gamang.

"Darling, however, our children are still their grandchildren. Uda wants our children to know that they also have grandparents as well as the Uda family, so that their friendship is not interrupted if one day they meet" explained Ayyub.

Neera was still loyal to his silence, to be honest many of his worries were either the fear of triplets being taken away or worse the rejection of Ayyub's extended family against his son. Wouldn't that hurt them more.

"Darling, you have to remember the age of who knows. Uda wanted to tell Uda's parents not to have any regrets later. They remained the bloodline of his grandparents. Whether it's them tomorrow or they'll die, no one knows, baby, it's God's secret"

"So Uda please, give Uda one more chance to fix it. All happened also because of Uda's negligence, Uda asked Neera to let Uda finish the tangled yarn that is still not unraveled"

"You yourself have also not returned home for a long time, whether Uda's wife does not miss her hometown. Until when we run away from the problem dear, should not we solve it instead of leaving it so that in the future there is no more worry in the heart of Uda's beautiful wife"

"Again, did Neera not pity the triplets. They also wanted to visit Atuk and Nana in their mother's village but were always delayed. We give them all a chance to be happy, baby?"

Neera was silent thinking about the words from her husband which however true. Long Neera pensively weighed the bad good while soft rubbing on the back of her hand that was getting warmer until she heard a long breath.

"But no matter what happens Neera does not want Neera's child to be the victim, they should not be hurt at all" Neera said.

Yes, that's how much love and affection Neera on her baby. Even mosquitoes will not allow him to just get close to them let alone a big thing later.

"Hey.., calm down baby. They were also Uda's children, if anything would hurt them Uda would advance to the vanguard. Whatever Uda's gonna do to make sure they're happy unharmed"

"So great is your love for our son, really lucky Uda to have a wife like you dear. Uda is sure if we have more children they will also be very happy to have a mother like you" said Ayyub who began to smile evil.

"Eh ?! what do you mean ?" shocked Neera who was wrongly focused on Ayyub's last sentence.

"Yes what if we have another child baby ?" pinta Ayyub with her stupid smile.

"See, just solve this problem first, use everything you want to add another child. Not that Uda wants to finish the tangled yarn that was just when busy taking care of the baby again whether the thread will be finished. After all, the child's sustenance is God's secret, we can only pray. After all Neera also never used KB" Neera's nag.

Like a weapon to eat sir, Ayyub was kicked out by his own words. Sugguh she wants Neera pregnant again. He wants to be a standby father who accompanies his wife's pregnancy and fulfills all dreams. Moreover, he wants to accompany the birth process of their child later like the story of some friends.

It is true that Neera never used a pregnancy planner but his wife gave rations also according to the date of her infertile aka safe date Neera and after all their romance ratio was also limited both because of work Ayyub and the triplets in their midst.

'Having a wife who is too smart is also difficult to overcome, especially in this case, Neera clearly understands more. Fate' inward Ayyub.

Neera does not want to have no more children but with their situation now it feels like she has not been able to live it. His perfectionist nature wants everything that is best for them in the future, therefore he must prepare good situations and conditions for their presence.

Nevertheless Neera will not refuse if the sustenance comes to her willbut she does not want to join the pregnant program in the near future.