Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 165

The judge walked into his room carrying an even deeper wound. It turns out that the wife he loved so much never returned his love. He married the Judge only with a specific purpose. What a pity he is, a heart that has already loved now must sip disappointment that many times.

It is true of his nephew that we should not love beings more than love of their Creator.

Meanwhile in another room Ayyub entered with his annoyance. It turned out that all this time his brother-in-law was persecuting his wife and even stealing valuable objects Neera who he once believed that Neera sold her gifts.

The anger was not only at Shintia but also at himself who was unable to look after his wife. To his family and to the Judge. Even the past also became the object of Ayyub's anger.

Indeed, when it comes to the past and Neera, Ayyub is so sensitive. His emotions will always flow out uncontrollably. All of that is the implementation of disappointment in itself. This is what is still his weakness.

He was angry with himself a few years ago but he couldn't do anything about it. He is very upset with people who persecute and slander his wife first but unfortunately they are all his family even his own parents. It made him even more frustrated because he could not do anything about it.

Neera let Ayyub into the next room without asking any questions. She was sure that her husband wanted to vent the frustration in her heart.

After seeing Ayyub shut the door, Neera went into the main room to see the state of the triplets. Soon he cleaned himself, brushed his teeth and washed his face. After that, a series of treatments before going to bed.

He knew that when Ayyub was angry, it was the male ego that there was no way he would hold it. While still within reasonable limits and does not harm just let him take off the burden in his heart.

After being satisfied with her treatment Neera walked outside to fetch a glass of water and entered the room where her husband was.

How surprised Neera was to see all the ravines like a ship breaking and Ayyub sitting down and dipping his head on his knees raised between the sleeping lights that he now believes are no longer working.

Carefully Neera stepped among the pile of scattered items. Luckily this room is soundproof so that when Ayyub messed it up it would not interfere with other people's rest.

Without saying anything Neera hugged Ayyub and rubbed her head gently. Throw down the tears of Ayyub, for it is too heavy for his heart. Although whatever happens now but he used to hurt this extraordinary woman, never walk and connect even almost fiancee with other women with the status of still husband.

He was angry at himself but didn't know what to do. Moreover, the woman he had hurt was standing beside him now, faithfully accompanying him under any circumstances. The woman he had hamili without accountability and bet his life for the fruit of their love alone while he was with another woman.

"Darling.. sorry..pardon... babe...do not per nah per gi.." lirih Ayyub in the middle of his prank. The past is back dancing in his head.

"Why Uda, it's dear. Istighfar, drink first calm yourself Uda" said Neera while presenting a glass of water.

Slowly Ayyub shrank his tears and calmed himself while saying Istighfar. He tried to drink water from the glass his wife was holding and sat up straight.

"Sorry.." said Ayyub who could not speak. Honestly, the omnipresence against the Judge also he felt even more so Shintia.

"What's wrong, why is Uda suddenly feeling this way ?" ask Neera again.

Ayyub silenced a thousand languages, confused as to what to answer. He knew everything he had at this moment wanted him to be angry of course other than his wife.

"Anged with Neera ?" answered trousers.

"Anger with the Judge's brother" asked Neera again who hesitated to be embraced Ayyub.

"Why did he marry that demonic woman, why didn't he teach his wife properly, why did he have to bring her home and make you hurt, she said, why didn't he scold his wife when he made a mistake and why did he just believe all his wife's words ?" lantang Ayyub took out his teeth.

"Keep why the anger is the same Neera ?" neera asked who meant to joke because her husband got carried away.

"Sorry, honey, it's not so. Uda was not scolding Neera" regretted Ayyub who realized his mistake.

"Is there any more ?" ask Neera to Ayyub.

Come out of all the anxiety and anger that Ayyub has had against him and his family and his helplessness over the past.

Neera faithfully listened to all the burdens Ayyub was under without interrupting. Just clasped his hands tightly and occasionally rubbed his chest to calm down.

After Ayyub had calmed down, Neera led her husband to the bed and sat him there.

"So, Neera can talk no ?" asked Neera who was now sitting in front of her husband who was nodding.

"The Judge was not entirely wrong, his fault was simply loving his wife so much that he turned a blind eye to every circumstance and believed more in whatever she said. Isn't that attitude actually good, it's just that he is too complacent and used by those who are not responsible" explained Neera.

"The love of Abang Hakim, he has been so tortured by his current situation, especially if he knows Uda also emphasizes the problems that occurred in the past to him. He felt so guilty and sorry"

"You can be angry now, Uda can go berserk on Neera or whatever it is but after this we leave aside the problems that happened in our past lives and we focus on helping Brother Judge and other problems that occurred in the Uda family" neera.

"Everything that has happened in the past, God willing, Neera has done it all. Neera had made peace with it all and there was no longer any grudge or hatred that Neera was craving. Neera was sure that God had allowed all this to happen to our lives, even the fallen leaves, with permission from Him"

"If Uda is angry now, Uda wants to be angry with who, to yourself, to the Uda family or even to Neera continues what, what, and what, it cannot and more importantly not solve the problems of the past. It has all happened and will never happen again. However we will not be able to improve the time but even so we are given the opportunity to improve the future"

"Therefore, we just have to take it and make it a lesson in the future. We need to focus on the present and the future. Do the best we can and get closer to the Creator" Neera said at length.

"Dear dear, forgive Uda who still can not control herself well. Thank you for always beside Uda and reminding Uda in a state of caliphate" said Ayyub who now hugs his wife.

"It should be, but tomorrow Neera hope there is no more burden here and be nice to Abang ya Uda" Neera said as she rubbed Ayyub's chest and patted him slowly.

"God willing, dear" replied Ayyub.

"It's too late now, it's better if Uda prays at night and then sleep breaks" asked Neera who pulled her husband's hand.

Ayyub complied as Neera led him to their room and took Ayyub to the bathroom. Neera accidentally locked the messy next room and planned to clean it up the next morning.

After waiting for Ayyub to finish with his affairs and remove his superior Neera hugged Ayyub while gently rubbing her husband's hair to quickly fall asleep.

It was Ayyub's way, if there was too much of a burden on his mind, he would have trouble sleeping before Neera did that to him.