Loving You in My Way
CHAPTER 54

This Sunday everything looks busy in that simple house. Seen a pile of stuff here and there.

Right, they're renovating and rearranging the house. Today Ayyub bought some new furniture and made one room triplets and arranged the goods to the main room.

The triplets were deliberately prepared even though they would still sleep together. They are already accustomed to sleeping with the mother, so slowly will be taught to sleep alone.

At home it is not too many toys because Neera wants her child to grow creative and more interaction with her.

Ayyub understood that, for the affairs of education and parenting patterns of the boy did trust his wife because the intelligence of his woman was already proven especially now triplets become very smart and active at his age.

No half-hearted it turns out Ayyub had planned his move from the beginning. Even the man sent his favorite car and motorcycle directly to their home.

Of course, the delivery has been done a week or a few days ago considering the many administrative matters that must be completed before delivery.

Luckily the garage of the house was quite large, they only got rid of a few items stacked in a garage after Ayyub added a backyard shed.

Neera believes the man had taken everything into account before his move. That day they just carried out the plan that had been prepared by her husband.

By dusk their activities were finished and covered with a bath together after a day of sweating. They continued to eat dinner after the magrib service that night.

"Dad, can we get in Dad's car again ?" ask Qal to Ayyub.

"Of course, honey, if you're older even I'll teach you how to drive"

"Yeay cool..! Best dad" cheers happy all three"

"So now the mother's car is ugly ?" neera pretended to be pouting.

"No, your car is very small and short" said Qal sharp.

"Gosh, how could you say that, here you'd make you regret saying it" Neera said as she watched her daughter.

"Ah no mother, father help Qal father" cried the voice of Qal's cry.

Ayyub immediately pulled Qal and took him in his arms while his two other brothers helped his mother to investigate their father.

There was excitement in the spacious room interspersed with the sound of laughter and their cheerful cries.

"Darling, thank you for giving me all this and thank you for sticking with me" Ayyub said, peeping at his wife's forehead.

"Together I also thank you that you have found us. Their happiness wouldn't be complete without you here" Neera replied softly.

That night they fell asleep after playing tired. As usual the triplets slept freely on their large mattress while the sleeping Ayyub still kept tightly hugging Neera as the man was very fond of this position making his body warm and comfortable.

Moreover, Neera's small body feels very fitting in his arms. While the scent of Neera's body that is always fragrant becomes a tranquilizer for her body that is tired all day.

Today, it is Ayyub who works a lot because he knows his wife is very tired of working in bed all night. Although there he is also active in working but he understands Neera who became a victim.

Seeing a plain face without makeup was sleeping soundly with regular breathing made Ayyub shed tears. Everything that had passed passed through his mind.

How could a woman as good as this have to go through mental and physical torture, how could he have been so ignorant of his wife.

How this small-bodied woman lives her own day here, how her small body shape contains three children at once, even giving birth to her own in the country of people.

While he just lived life even knitting romance with Vina. Always travel abroad while his wife fights for her own life.

Remembering that with various questions perched on his head made the man's tears even more swift. It all felt like a dream to him.

How good God was for him to give the extraordinary woman of his life even to be added to the three clever and funny little angels.

"Hey, Uda, what's the matter dear ?" shock Neera who felt tears fall on her forehead.

It turned out that her husband was crying with tears flooding his eyes and cheeks and masculine jaws.

"What's the matter, dear ?" ask Neera again as she woke up a little and took her husband into the rain.

"Dear, I'm sorry. I'm just thinking about everything you've been through. I.... I. I feel unworthy of all this" Ayyub said with great difficulty.

"Stttt, dear everyone deserves to be happy if that's what Uda's worried about"

"Don't you love, Uda imagines how much you suffered before now Uda comes when you are happy, already living well. Uda is not there when you really need Uda. It all feels unreal like a dream. Uda is afraid that if all will be taken from Uda's life, Uda is afraid that you will leave Uda. Uda knows uda does not deserve to be happy with you at this time" said Ayyub sobbed.

"No dear, Uda can't talk like that. Want Neera to tell me a secret ?" neera Bulujuk.

"What is that, baby ?"

"If our household is like this there is nothing to blame because we both have a share in it. Uda's mistake may have been due to Neera as well. So there's nothing to blame only we have to change what went wrong first"

"Honey, it is still Uda who most take a big role in this problem, especially coupled with the actions of the Uda and Vina families"

"This is the secret Neera wanted to share with Uda. Does Uda know the reason why Neera chose her own all this time ?" ask the beautiful woman.

"What is your love and what is your secret ?"

"Believe it or not, Neera still loved Uda. How hard Neera ignored the feeling deepened. Believe it or not this is what makes Neera accept Uda again. Although all this time Neera let Uda because this is the way Neera loves Uda, by letting Uda be happy with others, so that Uda is not burdened with our presence. So Uda doesn't have to choose between mama and Neera anymore. All because Neera's love is too deep for Uda"

"But baby, believe me Uda also loves Neera very much and that love will not mean if we are not together dear, because Uda can not live without you dear" said Ayyub still teary.

"This is the fault of Neera Uda, Neera consciously loves Uda but this is not the best way. Neera regained consciousness when she saw Uda and Vina Neera hurt and even felt very sick but Neera tried to deny it with the belief that Uda was happy. It turns out we're both hurt. We should have been together sooner if Neera had dared to say hello to Uda in the airport first, when the triplets were 1 year old"

"Well, dear, when have we met ?" ask curious Ayyub.

"First, when triplets were still over a year old. Even then Uda had collided with Qalundra"

"O dear God why are you so hearty, even when we have met Neera is still hiding"

"I'm sorry Neera Uda, but at that time Neera said that our misunderstanding was not over. Neera thinks that Uda is happy with Vina, even you look very friendly"

"You're also sorry dear, Uda accepted Vina while Uda still belongs to you dear. Believe me Uda was never friendly with the woman, at that time Uda was angry with him, maybe at that time you saw him seduce Uda to apologize"

"Neera believes in Uda, but in the future Neera begs Uda not to be so. Neera wishes only Neera and our children were in Uda's heart"

"Of course, unfortunately, there will never be another one that can fill Uda's heart, but Uda also beg Neera to try to maintain our love, not by mengikhlaskan Uda with others like yesterday, but Uda also beg Neera more trying to maintain our love, it would be more interesting if Neera whines with jealousy, there are people who want Uda, whatever Uda will be happy as long as you love, Uda will never feel burdened with it"

"Well Uda, Neer will try harder"

"Thank you, I love you so much"

"I love you too dear Uda. Now let's go to sleep, Uda's been so tired all day"

"Well we sleep now, tomorrow you also have to work, Uda will deliver Neera and also triplets"

"Okay, dear Uda's makasi has supported Neera and allowed Neera to continue working"

"Of course, honey, you've worked very hard to get to this point especially even if you've never been negligent about family matters"