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Recognizing the Presence of Other Personality

Lara

"Ra, this is the edit I finished. What lack of opinion?" Bima asked me to watch the edit.

I was busy eating the Soto Ceker did not come directly. I spent my soto claw first and just came after washing my hands.

I also watched the video that Bima had edited. It started when I first met Ditya. When we collided, then when we worked together, the road event together and finally arrived at the super magnificent wedding of the two of us.

Edit Bima is cool. Though I did not send the initial video of our meeting but Bima dismantled the old file and combined it. The result looks natural, lux and not more. The music also sounds great, according to the video.

"You're always as cool as ever, Bim. Never disappointed that I'm the same as you. The best deh. There's that taste. Not just an edit!" my praise.

"It could be you if muji, Ra. By the way where do you live now?" ask Bima.

"In Ditya's apartment. The City Centre. Good for the apartment. Ditya said, it was a private apartment that he bought himself using his work. When are we gonna do that, Bim? Buy something from the work we make content?!"

Bima smiled knot. "Why do you get rich quick? Each make your content pity and love our source of money that is not approximately. The money from the endorse even sometimes runs out because of your great pity."

"Yes yeah? Sorry about Bim. We are long rich because I am the one who does not have the heart." I said not feeling good.

"Yes anyway. Sometimes you don't have much heart. Easy meweek. Typical Lara I know. Sometimes cruel and fierce. Inget not time we create content about beggars near the terminal? Thugs you just snapped without fear?!"

"Is she?"

"Yes. You think there are two personalities, Ra. Sometimes now it's like. It is heartless and ends up draining the wallet for the sake of others. Sometimes dare not look at the situation and conditions. Just play forward."

Did ya?

Did I really have two personalities since I killed myself? Sometimes I just don't know myself. Why didn't I realize it? Why did Bima even realize it? Did Ditya realize it too?

"This child is dumb!" Bima surprised me from my daydream.

"Mh... If asked to choose, which one do you like, Bim? The weak and the fearless or the strong and fearless?"

"Hm... Which one is it? Because I know him you haven't had the heart before, yes I like you who have no heart. Although we have to spend a lot of money on donations, I'm willing. You invited me to charity. You realize that among our possessions there are rights of others. It's okay we can't afford a luxury apartment like Ditya. Or can't be fancy-style like your step-sister, Anggi. The important thing is that the existence of our content helps many others. There are many rewards!"

I smiled hearing Bima's words. Unknowingly I hugged Bima again. "Group... Cool...."

"What the hell is Ra? Just keep hugging! I'm a man if I'm nepsyong how? Want me to snatch?" bima protested while keeping my body away from her.

"Aumm.... Like tigers like to pounce?" godaku's.

"Well! Go home there! Your husband's gonna hunt you home, you're not cooking!" namel Bima.

"Eh yes... Good thing you took me, Bim! I go home first! Thanks content. We'll split two more earnings!" I grabbed my bag and quickly ordered a taxi.

Bima just shook my head to see my behavior. "Be careful on the road! I'll call you when you get home!"

I reached the apartment and immediately cooked Ditya's dinner menu. I know a little bit about his taste. He likes seafood. Luckily, I bought shrimp yesterday. Make shrimp sauce Padang only simple.

For the vegetables I made capcay. Two menus are enough for both of us. I took a shower and dressed to welcome my husband home.

I have honey tea ready. Drinks to make my husband more relaxed.

While waiting for Ditya's return, I opened my content that has been uploaded by Bima. Not long ago there were many likes.

I also opened Instagram and it turns out that my news is already on the gossip account.

Not a business marriage, Lara Handaka and Ditya Kusuma did fall in love at first sight. A super magnificent marriage is proof of their love bond.

Like a fairy tale, Lara Handaka and Ditya Kusuma are happily married. Check out their love journey that started from an accidental meeting.

Who does not envy the luck possessed by Lara Handaka and Ditya Kusuma? Both come from wealthy families and own large corporations. Now they are married and in love with each other. May their marriage last forever.

I smiled reading the article and the caption from the gossip account. Perfect life? They didn't know that I wasn't the happiest princess imaginable.

If it wasn't for Agni I wouldn't be in this world...

Wait, I'm thinking about what Bima said. It's like I have two personalities. Sometimes I become a gentle and unbearable Lara but sometimes very brave.

I've actually been feeling this weirdness for a long time. When I first came out of my coma, I could see without wearing glasses. I also dared to challenge Aunt Sofie.

Another oddity is, I can sew but only sew standard but now I am even good at making accessories like the Panti brothers do. I can drive a car and never learn at all. I can also create content, whereas before if there was a camera I always looked down embarrassed.

Bima's right. There is another personality in me. Something's wrong with me. All this time I kept quiet because it helped me a lot in the face of the cruelty of my mother and step-sister. But now?

Will that other personality rule over me completely and make me lose myself?

Wait, I think I've read a book about multiple personalities. I took my HP and browsed on the internet.

Come out two names that have a double personality that is quite famous because it has been recorded the story.

First, Sybil Isabel Dorsett. Owner of 16 multiple personalities. The cause is due to childhood trauma and having a mother with schizophrenia.

William Stanley Milligan is also known as Billy Milligan. Owner of 24 personalities. Can speak in several languages.

Am I the same as them? What if I'm right like them?

Do I have to go to a psychiatrist?

What if I have a double personality? Would Ditya leave me if I knew I had a disease like this? Then what am I supposed to do? Is hiding it better?

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