
Stowed
I stepped on the gas pedal so that my vehicle would speed up. I don't want to lose Lara again!
According to Maps, I'm only two kilometers away. I can still meet Lara. I can still persuade him to forgive all my mistakes.
Sister Nisa asked me to reflect on all my mistakes during this time. Toying with the marriage bond for the purpose of figuring out Agni's death was a fatal mistake. Lara must have been very hurt when she found out.
It was Nisa's sister who made me realize that Lara wasn't Agni. It's true that there are some similarities, but it could be because Lara has often dreamed of Agni. His nature and attitude began to resemble each other.
I realized it but I closed my eyes too much. I got emotional when Lara found out where Agni and I were hiding the ring, which no one knew about but the two of us.
Strange but that's what happened. Lara could know and it was all through a dream. I'm the one who's too suspicious and thinks that Lara's spoiling Agni.
Stupid Ditya... You idiot!
I hope I have time to fix it all!
Unfortunately for me, there was an accident ahead. The road started to get stuck and I had to wait patiently until the road was back to smooth. Relax, Ditya. I can still see Lara. Lara doesn't know that I've found her place now.
Eventually the traffic finally broke down. My car can drive again on the asphalt. A little more...
As per Maps, I'm almost there. The Maps point tells me I've reached my destination.
A house by the beach, maybe this is where Lara lived for a few days. A house that is not too luxurious but very comfortable to live in. With views overlooking the sea that will definitely make Lara feel at home and comfortable living in this place. I'm sure Lara is staying at home. Bima really knows Lara's taste.
I got out of the car and walked to the entrance. This house is very quiet but looks like a former residence. The house is awake and clean. If no one occupied, it would have been dirty and unkempt.
I knocked on the door of the house and said my greetings. Waiting until someone returns my greetings, I knock again. I still think positively that the owner of the house did not hear anyone calling in front.
I knocked again and said hello, this time my voice I tighten but the result is nil. No one answered my greetings
Until finally a father came to me. It looks like this man lives next to the house. "Who are you looking for?" ask the Father.
"Find Bima and Lara, sir. Are they here?" ask directly.
The father then saw my appearance from head to toe. "His mother was late to come here. They're gone. Yesterday it was true to stay here but it was gone this morning."
Don't tell me I'm late! No, please...
"Don't you know where they're going? Or what message are they sending?"
The father shook his head. "No, Mas. I dare to ask where they are going. I was just a messenger who was told to look after and clean this house. If Den Bima goes where I don't know. Just try to contact Den Bima's cell phone."
"Good, Sir. Thank you, sir." I got back in the car and hit the driver hard, venting the anger and disappointment I felt.
I then contacted the detective I told yesterday to look for the whereabouts of Lara and Bima. I'm telling you that this time I lost track of Lara.
Without any spirit I went back to the office. I kept thinking and thinking about where else to look for Lara and Bima. They're very good at hiding from me. They must know that I'm gonna hire a detective to find out where they are.
After that, I no longer found Lara's whereabouts. Only a recent update from his social media that states that he is alone for a while. He said he would start a new life and apologized to all those he had disappointed.
Is this all true? Where else is he going? Where else should I look? His social media is my only way with him, I know he's doing fine from his status updates. And now, there's absolutely nothing connecting us.
Lara's changed her phone number. I can't track him anymore. Bima's cell phone number I don't know. Bima's family kept me watching and they stayed at her house. Until they finally left and I didn't know where they were. I've completely lost track of Lara. And I have to keep going on with my life hoping that Lara will come back to me someday.
I'm still leading Lara's company. In hopes, the salary money that had been transferred to Lara's account could be used to finance her daily life. I don't know where He is but at least He has to live well. That's what I want. I believe that one day he will return. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, maybe not next year. But I will wait, I will wait to convey my deepest apologies while still protecting his company.
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Lara
The situation of the bima is getting worse and worse. Bima's mother remained at Bima's side to take care of her favorite child.
Every effort has been tried. However, washing blood can not forever extend the life of Bima. The condition of Bima's kidney that has been damaged makes the situation worse. The kidney donation offered so far has never been a match. Bima was also resigned to his destiny.
To realize Bima's desire to like when I'm in front of the camera, I keep making videos while I'm in the Netherlands. Showing tourist attractions and creating meaningful content as Bima wants so far.
I live all by myself. Bima was no longer able to edit the video I made. I edited it and showed Bima the results of the video I made and I edited myself to Bima. He smiled with satisfaction at my hard work.
"You're getting smarter, Ra! I'm proud of you!" praise Bima who makes me more excited to make new videos that are even better.
My efforts have not been in vain. Although using a new account but it turns out that my content likes a lot. Over time many who subscribe and watch my content.
"You need to be healthy, Bim. You should see this child in my womb born into the world and call your name!" I said cheering.
"I want to be like that, Ra. I hope I am still given time, Ra" Bima said in a weak voice.
My mother was crying a lot. Seeing Bima who still wants to live a long life even with a kidney that has been severely damaged.
"Mom pray for your long life, son. May your wish to see the child in Lara's womb born into this world be granted."
"Aamiin." answered me and Bima.
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