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Public Funeral

Lara

I'm reading the comments of the netijen. Although many blasphemed but many more defended me. Some even told me how my life in the Netherlands inspired many people. Slowly the blasphemy changed into praise. Ditya heard the comments I read while lying on my lap. I occasionally rubbed his hair.

The more days, my love for Ditya the greater. His sacrifice for me made me realize how much he loved me. Waiting for me to wake up and read me a book every day. I'm lucky to have Ditya in my life.

"Father! Anyway I don't want Papa to continue with Mama! Papa should be with me!" lily said that suddenly came. He was beginning to be possessive of me. Don't want her papa to take me from her side.

"But Papa misses Mama. Hugged your mom, baby!" reply Ditya did not want to lose.

"Papa has Lily, Mama has Lily. But Papa don't hold on!" lily protested because Ditya was always near me and hugged me tightly.

I smiled at the quarrel between the two of them. It is not quarrels that hurt each other, but love quarrels.

"Father miss Mama!" grute Ditya.

"Yesterday afternoon Papa said so. Yesterday again Papa said so. Now Papa says it's like that too! Papa lied!" Lily pursed her lips. So adorable.

People say, Dad is the first love of a girl. Despite meeting after Lily was 4 years old, their closeness is now so close and difficult to separate.

"Already... already! Papa dear Lily. Papa if the night always lulls Lily and reads the story for Lily, if the same Mama does not. Which means Papa loves Lily more, right?" bejukku while breaking up the quarrel of the Father and this very sweet child.

Lily nodded. "Yes." Yeah."

"Now, how about we go to Grandpa Lily's?" take me. Ever since I woke up from a coma, I've been nowhere. I was home more often to restore my condition.

"Lily's going to grandpa's!" lily said excitedly. The story, he said he had taken Lily to the tomb of Papa Handaka.

"Then let's go now!"

The three of us went to Papa Handaka's grave. When we just came, we accidentally met with Aunt Sofie and Anggi who also wanted to go to Agni's tomb. Aunt Sofie's eyes look empty.

We split direction. I turn right and Anggi to left. I asked Lily to pray for Papa. Lily according. He prayed for his grandfather sincerely. Although never seen his grandfather, but Lily already loves Papa.

I glanced towards Anggi and his Mama. Aunt Sofie no longer looks as beautiful and charming as before. He was wearing a hijab with clothes covering his body. Her face was plain without any makeup covering up. Showing the wrinkles that he has always hidden.

In three months, a lot has happened. In the story, he said Anggi had sued Arya for cheating with his secretary. Anggi was depressed but Om Vishnu helped him according to Papa's mandate to take care of his family.

Anggi is very depressed. Her mother was so shocked when she knew the child she threw away was dead, her mother often lamented Agni's grave and did not want to eat. The husband he loved and was proud of cheated in front of his eyes. Complete already suffering Anggi.

According to the story of Om Vishnu, Anggi wanted to end his life but was afraid his mother would do the same. Anggi tried hard to face the trials of his life alone. Anggi also holds Agni's mandate to take care of her mother and take her to the right path so as not to get lost.

His face looks wrinkled. The clothes were original, unlike before which everything had to match from top to bottom. It's so unmanageable now.

"Hi, Ra! How are you?" tanya Anggi opened the conversation.

"Okay." I replied briefly. "Where's Aunt Sofie?" I asked when I knew where my stepmother was. It was definitely in front of Agni's grave.

"In Agni's tomb." Anggi seemed to be arranging his words before speaking to me. "Gue... Apologize to you, Ra. All this time I have been wrong and hurt your heart. You never returned me. Because of me, too, you've been suicidal,"

Anggi wiped away the tears that soaked his face. "Cowok that I've been proud of and defended turned out to betray me. After all I've given her, only betrayal I can get. This is..the recompense for me, Ra.. for my sin is the same lo!"

I listened in silence. That's right what Anggi said. Anggi is the cause of my life is suffering. But from Anggi I realize one thing, there is wisdom behind all the events that have happened.

"Gue know, my mistake was huge. It was so big I couldn't pay for my whole life. I'm sorry, Ra. God has already returned my sin with the endless suffering I am experiencing right now." what Anggi said sounded full of regret. I can feel his life now full of pressure.

Then Anggi did what I never thought. Anggi bowed and bowed at my feet. "I'm sorry, Ra. Sorry for all my mistakes..."

"Gi, don't do this! Awake up!" I felt bad and helped Anggi stand up. "I have forgiven you for a long time. Wake up! It's not good like this!"

"I'm sorry Ra.... " Aggi sobbing. His voice was so soft and heartbreaking.

Anggi who has often hurt me now looks so fragile. Lost all pride in him.

After Anggi calmed down, I went to Agni's grave. I've been there a few times so memorized.

Aunt Sofie was sitting and reading the children's story. It was like seeing Amel, his little son when he was abandoned.

"The doctor said, Mama's memory is like going back to when she was young. Mama reciprocated the regret in her by creating a picture as if Agni was still alive,"

I stared at Aunt Sofie who was smiling sometimes while reading the story.

"Mama was wrong to abandon Agni. His guilt grows when He does not know that the child He abandoned is in fact dead. Although Mama hated because until she became pregnant, but Mama did not abort the child in her womb,"

"I represent Mama apologizing to you, Ra. Maybe all this time you suspected Mama as your Papa's killer, know it's not true at all. I witness. Mom and Dad had a big fight that night. Papa remains firm with his stance giving you 50% of his shares in the same you. She was angry and threatened to leave the house. Papa you don't budge, Mama again threatens Papa will divorce her,"

"Papa looks shocked. To persuade Mama to cancel her intention, Papa wants to sign the transfer of ownership of the house. Before long Papa felt pain in his chest and had a heart attack. I'm so sad to lose Papa. Whether you want to believe it or not, Papa Handaka is Papa to me. From Papa Handaka I know the love of a Papa that I have never felt. Mama is planning to move out of Papa Handaka's house. The house is not for both of us. That house belongs to you, Ra. I would like to invite Mama to stay near Panti. Maybe being close to the kids can make you heal. Doain's healing Mama yeah, Ra."

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