
The next morning, Alesha awakens from the subconscious when she senses that the bladder is full and must be removed. Although actually the eyelids feel very heavy like coated glue and still very sleepy, but forced to wake up when you want to go to the bathroom.
Until then he opened both eyes, saw the ceiling of the room with a beautiful chandelier and made him immediately frown and try to remember where he was.
Until when he arrived at the moment to remember the pieces of events when Rafael opened the kimono towel that wrapped his body after bathing, the reflex immediately smothered the mouth.
Not only that, now Alesha realized there was a hand that was coiled on her flat stomach and reflexes immediately turned her head towards her left. Where there was a figure of a man with a firm jaw and perfect sculpture still closing both eyes.
Alesha who immediately swallowed the saliva violently recalled all the things done by the man who was still asleep next to her, immediately condemned his own stupidity because he could not resist the intimate actions of a man who took away his holiness last night.
Not knowing what to do, Alesha is angry at herself and Rafael, who has reneged on a promise not to touch her, is frustrating.
'Oh my God, why did all this happen? What am I supposed to do? Even our marriage took place just because of a charade. However, why end up like a married couple who actually got married for doing the first night?'
Alesha was very confused as to what to do. Moreover, he knew that last night the man who had taken his chastity was under the influence of alcoholic beverages.
'Rafael did that because he was drunk, and I, who was conscious, did not refuse and enjoyed it.'
Alesha clenched her hands together to hold all the arcing flavors in her heart.
Not knowing what to respond to, now he chose to stand up from his position that had been lying on his back on a king-size bed with a decoration of rose petals that had been messy.
He did not know if he would actually spend a long night after marrying Rafael on a bed decorated with rose petals.
After slowly getting rid of Rafael's hand from above his stomach, Alesha manga walks into the bathroom to clean herself up. However, he actually felt pain while walking.
'It hurts, ' murmured Alesha who now feels tremendous pain in the core and realized if it all happened to the virgin women who just made love for the first time.
Moreover, he still remembered how Rafael last night made him moan and sigh, until he reached the peak of pleasure for the first time.
Even he was currently standing under the shower with a tearful groove that was already creeking down his face. Alesha beat herself up for regretting her actions last night that could not keep her only self-esteem and became her pride.
'Destroyed is my life. Everything is not left now because I am no longer a virgin. Rafael will definitely blame me and will not take responsibility and divorce me for another month.'
'Then, what about Alex? I promised her I'd be back in a month to be with her. However, now all my plans are ruined in just one night.'
Still not stopping crying under the shower, Alesha really felt like a cheap woman now. He felt very embarrassed to meet Alex later.
'What should I do now?' muttered Alesha who is now busy cleaning herself because long under the shower made her shiver.
He deliberately did not use warm water because he wanted to cool his head at this time when he felt filled with a variety of obstacles and burdens.
Until a while later, Alesha chose to put on a kimono towel and put her bare feet out of the bathroom.
The first look was on the sofa, where last night Rafael tortured him while wild. Not even satisfied on the sofa, Rafael held him and moved to the king-size bed which is now the most comfortable place for men under the thick blanket.
Not strong enough to see the man who only did marriage on the basis of the agreement, Alesha immediately took her change of clothes in the suitcase that yesterday had been prepared by her mother.
Then hurriedly got dressed for not wanting to face off against Rafael. He is not strong enough to face Rafael when he wakes up. His mind seemed deadlocked because it did not know what to do after last night's incident.
Without waiting for the man who was still in the same position from earlier, Alesha grabbed her sling bag on the table and walked out of the room of the best hotel room.
While walking towards the elevator, he picked up a cell phone to check if anyone was contacting. He laughed because no one contacted him at all. Before the wedding, Alex calls and says he's going to kidnap her.
"Now, I'm sorry about why I banned Alex last night. I should have let him kidnap me on the wedding day. So, bad things won't happen to me."
Alesha now pressed the elevator button and so waiting for a while, the elevator door opened. Then he contacted someone, his best friend when he became a sugar baby first.
"Are you in your room now?" asked Alesha who heard a hoarse voice signifying just waking up.
"God, Alesha! Just disturb. New-looking newlyweds, waking up early to wake me up. I'm at the boarding house, why?"
Alesha, who was not aware of the time, now checks on her phone and sees it still at six in the morning.
"Sorry is disturbing your sleep. I'm on my way there now. So, don't go out before I come!"
Without waiting for an answer from her best friend, Alesha had hung up and thought she would explain if she was in a boarding house.
During this time, he told no one about his agreement with Rafael. Thinking if everything will go smoothly like the previous plan.
However, after the incident last night, he needed a friend to share complaints and tell stories. Thinking if you bear everything yourself, will be stressed and can not think clearly, so make mistakes.
"I can go crazy if I bear everything myself" said Alesha who now erased the globules of sadness that drenched her white cheeks.
In fact, he could see if the eyeballs were reddened by crying for too long while standing under the shower. It was very desirable he shouted to vent the feeling of arcing felt.
However, it does not want to be mistaken for crazy and defamatory of a CEO of a large company like Rafael. Moreover, the man has given several ultimatums to maintain the attitude and good name of Rafael after his status as a wife.
Now, Alesha feels very guilty to Alex for thinking he betrayed the trust given by the man. "Even I can't keep my promise to Alex."
"Alex completely obeyed my orders after I threatened him. Even now he has not contacted me or sent me a message at all. Does he feel confident that I will return to him after a month?"
The sound of the elevator clank and Alesha was currently walking towards the hotel lobby. He had called a taxi and did not have to wait for a long time, the vehicle had arrived.
Although actually feeling very uncomfortable when it was getting the gaze of some hotel staff who certainly knew that he was the bride who just last night did a wedding reception in the hotel ballroom.
Of course he chose not to care or worry about it because the only thing he wanted to do today was to calm down at his best friend's boarding house.
To be continued...