
The figure of the woman wearing a long outfit in blue, had just got off the bus and was seen walking towards the towering high gate that was none other than a place of knowledge, namely campus.
He walked to the classroom this morning. However, his steps stopped when his body faced the lecturer who always overturned his feelings—Alex Clarkson who was his former sugar daddy.
Alesha seemed to swallow the saliva very roughly. Seeing that the man did not move, he tried to open the road.
“Please, Sir.”
With feelings raging in her heart, Alesha invited Alex to continue, but it was not as she thought.
“Cute me!” alex said as he walked in front of Alesha.
Alesha simply complied and followed. Until they're in Alex's room.
“What's up, Sir?” alesha asked curiously and was very curious as to what the man before her would do.
While Alex initially still stared intensely at the woman with a curious look.
But now he moved closer and hugged. Yes, Alex hugged Alesha without asking for permission.
The man felt comfortable while doing so, but suddenly Alesha pushed Alex's body until the hug came off.
“Pak, this is on campus. What did Mr Alex do just now?” alesha protest was shocked by the behavior of her lecturer.
“Sorry. I just want to make sure of something.”
“Confirm? What is it?”
“Have we ever known each other before?”
Alesha rounded her eyes, not believing the question that was thrown from the man's mouth. Alex had filled the days of Alesha when she was a sugar baby.
It's just that the incident has passed and she is now the future wife of Rafael.
“A-what did Mr Alex just ask? I don't understand.” Alesha tried as normally as possible to answer the question from the man in front of her at this moment.
“Jawab my question! Have we ever known each other or had a relationship before?”
“Of course not. We never knew each other and I just met Mr. Alex at this campus.”
“So apparently. So, the pain I feel isn't because we've known?”
Alex suddenly felt his head ache as he tried to find the missing memory pieces. He is currently busy massaging his temples with the corners of his lips curved upwards while holding a tremendous joy.
Seeing the figure of the man who looks and sounds in pain, made Alesha worried and involuntarily call Alex without frills ‘pak’.
"Alex, what's going on? Don't scare me!" alesha shouted with a reddened face full of worry while holding her arms after that wide back so as not to fall to the floor.
It caught Alex's attention and this time wanted Alesha to tell him the truth. Until the moment he no longer feels pain in his head, reflexes immediately reveal what is now filling the head.
“So, we've known, haven't we?”
“I'm sorry, Mr. Alex. We never knew each other and ...."
Alesha did not continue her words as she chose to run out of the room.
Alesha's increasingly suspicious behavior, showing Alex clearly.
“Yes, we've known. It's just that I had amnesia that made those memories disappear. I'll try digging again about us, Alesha. I'm sure we once had an inner attachment. It's just, you're running away from me."
A rough gust of breath rang out from Alex's lips at this moment and he now glanced at the circular time machine on his left wrist. Ten minutes later he walked out to the classroom to teach.
Half an hour passed, in his class, Alex several times stole a glance at Alesha. The man was still thinking about who the woman who managed to make him keep thinking?
The class was going on as usual, but as the course was about to finish, Alex asked Alesha to help him bring some of his students' books to the workspace in the lecturer's building.
Unable to resist, Alesha simply followed Alex's wishes.
“Put it on the table,” Alex said as he closed the door and locked it.
Alex's action makes Alesha afraid, until the heartbeat irregular at this time. The woman took a step back and gave Alex a warning.
“Do not approach, Sir. I'm your student.” Alesha's words stammered with nervousness.
His feeling is so agitated. What if Alex manages to remember who he was in the past? What should Alesha explain to Rafael?"
“Alesha, honestly. Who the hell are you? I really can't let this thought not calm down.”
“What makes you so sure? Didn't I tell you, not someone from your past. So, let go of me!"
Tell me quickly! Who are you?”
“No, Sir. I really am not...“
Unfinished Alesha explained, her body was pulled and Alex kissed her violently.
Alex, who always remembered the incident in the hospital, could not explain to himself, why he felt angry to see Alesha kissed by Rafael and just shut up. That's what drives us to do this crazy thing.
Alex bit her lower lip a few times, but there was still no reply to her kiss.
While both hands Alesha tried to escape from the man's embrace.
Alex managed to pass his tongue to follow the neat row of teeth.
Alesha was really very shocked and like facing someone else. It wasn't Alex who was known to be very cold and never touched her.
Long enough the kiss lasted and finally Alesha was silent with tears welling up. Alex prevented the tears that soaked that pretty face.
“I'm sorry.”
Alex regretted his actions, but could not withdraw at all. He had even this grabbed Alesha's body once more and there was absolutely no resistance.
Alesha even gave up her body to be able to be in the man's arms.
“Alesha, can you be honest now?”
Alex again makes sure that his feelings are real in the woman in his arms.
“Alex, what are you doing? Why are you being like this?"
Finally, there was a sense of relief, as if the tightness in Alex's chest healed just like hearing that intimate call. Alex drowned Alesha's body in her arms.
“We sat there. Can you explain to me what happened between us?”
Alesha looked doubtful, she could not manage her heart that kept raging with the attitude of Alex's mother in the past.
“I'm just a bully. I'm just a girl asking you to give me whatever I want, back then. I used you to fill my wallet. Makes me buy whatever I want.
Alex was still speechless, trying to digest what Alesha was explaining to him.
“Alex, whether this is love or just a feeling of belonging. At that time, I didn't want to let you go. I want more than that, but our relationship makes someone angry and hurt."
"Especially you experienced that incident. I don't want to hurt you more, so decided to go.”
“So, have we ever known? I deserve to feel so strong for you.”
“You have got the answer. Now let me go, Alex. I have to go home."
“No! At least we can be close if we are on campus. Don't you want to accompany me like you used to?”
“Alex, our relationship is over. I can't stay anywhere near you.”
“Why? I don't care about that at all. Let me stay close to you, even if you're the man's future wife. Does he know about our past?"
Alesha really did not expect that Alex would act recklessly. The man really made her even more confused and felt guilty towards Rafael.
The woman shook her head a few times, brushing aside what the man in front of her wanted at the moment.
Alesha did not want to go back to the past she had forgotten. Getting back to dealing with an old woman who is none other than Alex's mother, will put her in danger.
No, not only Alesha, the mother will also be threatened if she plays with fire.
“Alex, I can't. Understand it! I belong to another man. I don't want the past to repeat itself.”
“You're really good at theatrics, Alesha. Is this how you returned my kindness first?”
“Alex, this is not a matter of kindness or return. It's about the life I've been through. I just don't want to go back in the same hole.”
“Alright, I'll give you some time to think. As a matter of consideration, as long as we are in a relationship, I will still give you what you want. On the other hand, you will also get from Rafael."
Alesha was silent listening to Alex's offer. That guy was really good at making him soar.
“So please, I have to go now. My bag was left in class. Rafael must be worried if I don't get a call right away or return the message.”
“Alesha, I won't give up until here. You've made me keep thinking about you, now you have to take responsibility.”
Aeleasha just glanced at the man, then opened the door and disappeared from there.
***
Aeleasha is still managing her heartbeat that can't be normal since her meeting with Alex on campus. He is in the hospital and waiting for his mother.
Aeleasha seemed to be thinking of an offer from Alex. It's tempting enough, but he couldn't do it when he was under contract with Rafael.
Aeleasha's daydream stops to see who emerges from behind the door of the mother's care room.
“What's up? You're like you're in the middle of a load of thoughts" asked Rafael with a flat face when he saw Aeleasha's gloomy face.
Meanwhile, Aeleasha acting did not happen anything by shaking her head. "What's wrong? There's nothing."
“What are you thinking? Did something happen on campus? I know there's something you're hiding because it's clearly visible from your face." Rafael, who was suspicious, wanted to make Alesha speak honestly.
Again, Aeleasha's heart was shot right there. Makes it awkward to seem to think of a good reason.
“Nothing. It's just, my college work is really tired. Looks like I'll be up late tonight.”
Hearing Aeleasha's confession, Rafael walks over, and says he will accompany her until the task is complete.
“No need. I'll do it myself. Don't you have to work tomorrow? You better go home and rest at home."
“No problem, my body condition is in good stamina." Rafael, who had just returned from the company, had indeed chosen to stop by the hospital and intended to accompany Aeleasha there.
He who wants his face fresh, now choose to go into the bathroom in the care room of Alesha's mother.
Meanwhile, Alesha who a while ago saw Rafael's wide back disappear behind the door, now heard his phone ring and there was seen the name of Alex who contacted.
'God! Why did he show up at such an inopportune time?' lirih Alesha who felt her heart beating faster than normal for fear that Rafael would find out Alex called.
To be continued....