
The wind blows slowly. The air rippled so calm. As calm as night, but also as calm as a swamp that keeps all the dangers in it.
Secretly lurking, scouting, drowning to a cold bottom. Just like Rafael's present.
The man who looked calm without a sound kept such a deep snare. Even his own mind was drowning.
Then the people in the hospital garden like a wind to Rafael who is now busy with the contents of his head. There are patients who are taking a walk in recovery, there are also those who sit around with no interest, like they are today.
However, even though his presence seemed careless to the woman beside him, but at least for Alesha this time was a crucial thing for him.
Time so cruelly tormented him that it so recklessly brought that suffering back to destroy the world of Raphael like this without pity.
However, instead of cowering in a corner of the room alone with a frustrated barren cry, the man felt extremely angry. He was so fed up with the feeling of not getting tired of tormenting him.
Even so, Rafael wanted to stop the time for a moment and muffle the remnants of anger that erupted in his heart.
Rafael again did not think about the actions of his mother who could have told his ex-wife who he still loved to tell him to marry.
In fact, all the doubts that master it is none other than caused by his feelings for the woman who still did not find her starting point to escape.
Rafael has always avoided anything related to that woman.
The man would instantly avoid a meeting that involved them alone.
He also avoided unawareness to contact her until he had to remove the number of the woman who had been two years can not be forgotten from his phone.
Rafael accidentally moves home, not only to provide a better place to live for his mother, but also to erase the remains of Aeleasha's shadowy memories inside the house.
Rafael has done everything, so much has changed so quickly in his life. Until only one is left, the wedding photos are stored in his wallet.
Rafael could never, not even touch the photo. He was eager to throw it out from before him, but his hands always stopped freezing when he got to the last one.
Rafael could only look at the photo with sadness and grief that the longer it would lock him up. Until the man is helpless and will close his wallet again without doing anything.
Once, once asked Aeleasha—his ex-wife, not to contact him again. The man had to do it in order to forget.
But what happened was the opposite. Rafael has never managed to forget even though many times and various ways he has tried. Until the woman contacted him again. Rafael feels things are getting messy now.
When he heard the woman say a greeting at the first moment of the call, it should just turn off the call, but unfortunately, his mind seemed to freeze all of a sudden.
The contents of his bustling head and always running neatly on the circular line, at that time it also seemed to stop rotating.
Aeleasha's voice is one of the voices she loves most about all forms of euphony in the world. His mind was almost washed away. Behind the voice, Rafael can still imagine the look on his face.
He knew that if it was far away, the woman furrowed her eyebrows when she said something unusual.
In the past, they could always speak freely. Rafael has become a backstop for the woman and will happily listen to whatever she wants to say.
Whether it's a story about happiness, complaints, or even unimportant things that are said origin. Rafael will always be willing to hear it like classic songs served in five-star restaurants.
But now, things have changed greatly. The light greeting that used to be spoken every morning, now seemed to turn into a pressure.
Conversations that could normally be done freely, now turned into taboos and demanded them to run away from each other.
After learning how she meant to call, Rafael barely held back.
If you could say, Rafael is very angry now. He felt like a speck of fire in his heart, was set on fire, then ignited by black gold and made it blaze up to produce a perfect detonation.
Aaleasha told him to get married.
It was a unity that could not be imagined at all before. The guy goes crazy thinking about it all the time. Now, what's to be done?
His feelings felt completely shattered, but still shackled, as if he could do nothing with his own power. However, there are times when he wants to rebel from the feelings that have tormented him.
Rafael wants to vent his disgust, until he forgets that there is a gaping wound that has been torn back without mercy. He wanted to vent his anger until he forgot that he had never given up before.
"Now the reef knows what brought it here and reveals all its grievances. Rafael unknowingly needs a friend to listen to him.
He subconsciously needed a friend to calm the anger in his heart. Rafael needs someone. At least to ensure that it will not lose control and explode itself.
After saying everything to Alesha there was a sense of relief left in her heart. The anger that he had always endured for a long time, at least now he can get out and calm even with just words.
Before arriving and finally sitting in this hospital. In Rafael's expectations, maybe he will vent his anger with his quarrel with Alesha.
However, not unexpectedly. The woman faced him very calmly. Though he had been waiting for Alesha to reach him because he had been presumptuous to follow and know his lies.
Alesha is a woman she can't really guess. All the analysis, all the predictions, all the conjectures and speculations that he aimed were really like aiming at ants from a distance. Always misses.
Now, the woman sat beside him, accompanying him vent emotions and sharing stories with each other. It's a really unbelievable phenomenon.
In his guess the other day, Alesha was someone who was very secretive.
However, now he claims to often tell stories about his deceased father to the florist to get a cheap price after telling it to him and making him feel bad.
However, there may be one correct assessment, that the woman does not like to be pitied. Alesha is a woman who looks like she has always wanted to show her strength since the first time Rafael saw her.
To be continued...