I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Trying not to be nervous

The next day, Alesha who was ready with a very neat appearance, wearing a long black dress. If usually she always looks feminine and likes to wear sexy dresses, but since knowing Rafael who does not like to see her look sexy, Alesha's taste has changed completely.

He now prefers to wear long jeans with a shirt or casual t-shirt that looks like a tomboyish woman. Even loose clothing was something he thought was most comfortable with not displaying his curves.

Alesha did not know why her taste suddenly changed, but today wanted to please someone who would soon be decided not to hurt a man's feelings when his heart no longer belonged to him.

Alesha looked at her appearance in front of the mirror. "I'm even in mourning right now. Wearing a black dress, it's like going to do the trick."

Meanwhile, the figure of the woman who is currently on the mattress and from earlier observed her friend who looks very beautiful wearing a black dress that contrasts with her white skin.

She laughed at what her best friend had just said. "Especially if you all wear sunglasses, it is certain that everyone will think that you want to say martial words

condolences to others."

Aila also wanted to get out because there was business, so wait for her best friend who had previously dressed herself as beautifully as possible. "I haven't seen your sexy look in a long time."

"Are you going to dye your hair again like you used to? It's normal to see you with blond hair and very pretty and sexy, but these few months seeing a different appearance from you, it actually feels weird."

Aila, who is currently brushing her hair under her shoulders, to show her best friend that her hair color is now imitating Alesha.

"It turns out that coloring hair in colors like you used to, makes my face look much younger, doesn't it?" Aila blinked to tempt her best friend to return to look with colorful hair like before.

Alesha who was currently looking towards her best friend, only giggled amusedly at the attitude of Lebay from Aila. "Yes, you're so pretty with blond hair. Even if you can meet you, you'll think you're from abroad like them."

Then laugh out loud when you feel silly what you just expressed is too much. Until he realized that his appearance used to be too excessive because of coloring hair with striking colors.

Now, she prefers her black hair and natural makeup. "I'd rather look at my present than what I used to look like."

"It is fitting that Rafael changed my appearance before meeting his mother. Maybe if I met with this kind of appearance, it's certain that I wouldn't be condoned because which mother would want to see her son have a wife with a strange appearance and metal."

"It would be certain to think that I am a woman of insignificance and like to tease men with such looks." Alesha is now silent when she remembers the figure of a middle-aged woman who always makes her feel very loved even though she is only a daughter-in-law.

A rough gust of breath represented his current feelings that greatly missed the figure of the mother-in-law. Ever since leaving her in-laws' house, she never once called for fear of hurting the gentle woman.

Although she actually missed her in-laws affection so much, it was impossible to reveal it as it would only leave a deep wound in the middle-aged woman's heart.

So, he broke off the relationship and no longer interacted with women who had been considered as his own biological mother because he loved her very much.

"I miss my mom." Alesha spoke softly with a gloomy face. However, he was immediately ridiculed by his best friend who upset him.

"Missing for her son too, didn't she? You didn't contact him at all? Or did he call you?" asked Aila who now stood up from the bed and sprayed perfume because she had forgotten to wear it.

Alesha just kept quiet because she felt hurt when she got the question from her best friend. "Why do I miss someone who never thought of me? Why call Rafael when the business between us is over anyway."

Aila reflex patted her best friend's shoulder for disagreeing. "Done how? Hasn't there not been a subpoena from the court for your divorce? You can ask Rafael if he's filed for divorce in court?"

"If you already have a widow's letter, it's just finished her name. While at this time your status is only a widow in the eyes of religion alone, not in the eyes of the law." Aila wanted to remind her best friend to immediately take care or ask her ex-husband for a clearer status.

He whispered near Alesha's ear. "You know, said many cheating men hear widows are more seductive than a virgin who is just a status on ID cards. So, you'll be more attractive to men of your status."

Alesha, who had no thought of connecting with another man after his status became a widow's promise, only directed a light blow at his best friend's arm.

Then Alesha took her tote bag and checked the gift that had been put in there to make sure not to miss. Until he got back the temptation of his best friend who likes to make him upset.

"If the man is Rafael who asked to refer to him for being aware of his feelings for you and not wanting to lose you, how? Aren't you going to refuse to go back to your ex-husband?" Aila knows how her best friend feels about her ex-husband.

He was even more supportive of his best friend Rafael than Alex because he thought it was much better to have a mother who loved her daughter-in-law very much.

Aila thought that her best friend would not be happy when having evil in-laws because she never agreed with her son's relationship. "I totally agree that you broke with Alex because you didn't want to see your life suffer when you had an evil in-law."

"Especially I often hear of divorce cases just because there is interference from in-laws. Don't let it happen to you and make you back hurt." Aila who had just closed her mouth, now heard the notification on her phone and immediately read that the taxi booked was already in front.

"Come, we're leaving now. The taxi is out front. I'll take you to the restaurant, and then I'll go meet the sugar daddy." Embracing his best friend who seemed to nod his head in agreement and walked out of the boarding house and immediately locked the door.

Alesha was only silent as she stepped foot towards the taxi because she had currently composed the right words and did not hurt the feelings of the man she had once loved.

He had even trained from last night so as not to feel nervous when dealing with men who were known to be looking forward to their meeting today.

Because this morning had returned to get a message from Alex that reminded him not to forget the promise that was revealed one month ago. Although he did not reply to Alex's message because he was worried that the man would contact him instead.

Alesha did not want to talk to Alex on the phone for fear that she would reveal it not in person and instead hurt the man even more. That's why I didn't call or reply to Alex's messages today and yesterday.

Now, both have entered the taxi and the vehicle drove off the area where the boarding was to then step the vehicle on the main highway.

Alesha was currently staring towards her best friend. "I put all my things in your place because today I'm going home. I miss my mother a lot and would say that I'm divorced with Rafael."

"My mother's prayers will be fine after I tell her everything." Alesha felt that today was the hardest day because it hurt the hearts of two loved ones.

However, thinking that it is much better because lying will also hurt the feelings of those who love it more.

Aila was currently rubbing her best friend's hand so as not to grieve over thinking about it. "Everything will be fine. Your mother will understand that you did all this because you loved her."

"I know that, but the one thing I'm afraid of is my mom's going to blame myself if I tell her the truth about marriage which is just a covenant on paper." Alesha intends to keep it a secret and tells Rafael not to tell him the truth.

"Then, are you going to go back to lying to your mother that you're divorced because Rafael doesn't love you anymore?" Aila now thinks that her best friend is insecure about revealing the most painful thing to a mother.

Alesha who was indeed about to do that, currently nodded her head to justify her best friend's question. "Yes, I'm just going to tell my mom that there's no match between us. So, I'll call Rafael after I get home from the restaurant."

"All right, you, I think it's also much better than telling your mother the truth because she's certain she'll blame herself for the fate of her daughter who had a fake wedding just to be able to get the money for the cost treatment."

Then Aila directs her hand in a position to encourage her best friend today to continue living well and her goals are achieved as expected.

"Excite me, I will always support you and don't forget me if you succeed." Aila smiled after giving her best friend some encouragement.

"Thank you, my best friend." Alesha drew a hug to her best friend and felt overwhelmed by the kindness of the same woman she used to be.

Then he now tries to normalize the feeling of being able to speak fluently in front of Alex while telling the truth that he no longer loves the man because his heart is now owned by the other party the other is Rafael.

'May Alex be willing to accept my decision and not make it difficult for me to continue without him, ' murmured Alesha who is currently praying to make him not nervous when expressing reality to Alex.

To be continued...