I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Cannot realize dream

Like the saying 'Gun eating master', maybe it is very appropriate for Rafael who gulps down violently when getting the phrase checkmate from the woman who is looking at him with a glare.

How could he possibly be angry at the pale woman with watery eyes, so that now it could only curse in the heart.

'Damn it! Why did I ask him just now? I even got the stone myself. Does he not remember that he hugged me when I was sick?' muttered Rafael who this time swallowed his saliva violently because he was confused what to answer.

Until he again heard the soft voice of Alesha who looked at him very sharply and asked him to open his voice.

"Why silence? He asked me, but after I answered, he remained silent. Are you going to divorce me to get back to Alex?" Alesha deliberately repeated the question because she wanted to know the response from Rafael.

Whether to agree or not because he thinks that it is the man's feelings for him. 'If you don't want to divorce me, it means having my feelings for me.'

'However, if you immediately divorce me, it means that you have absolutely no feelings for me and will return to your ex-wife,' alesha murmured that at this time needed a certainty of the household relationship that occurred on the basis of a covenant on paper.

Alesha did not even divert attention from the man before her because she wanted to hear the answer immediately.

Even today, his heartbeat is racing beyond normal limits when he worries if the answer Rafael gives is not up to his expectations.

While on the other hand, Rafael is still silent because he is thinking about how to deal with the figure of the woman who is not feeling well. He was very confused as to what to do.

Of course he was sorry to see Alesha who was sick from thinking about other men and wanted to get divorced with him immediately, but on the one hand, he felt that something strange was creeping into his heart and making him indecisive.

Rafael cleared his throat for a moment before opening his voice to answer a question from the woman who became his wife.

"Are you looking forward to divorcing me and coming back to Alex?"

Alesha laughed because that was not what she wanted to hear. He was very upset that his question was answered with a similar question.

"That's not the answer I asked for, Rafael!" alesha's circus is currently raising the tone of voice due to growling at men who are considered very plan and can not make decisions about the continuation of their relationship.

"I wouldn't have answered, but why did you ask again?" Alesha who was still lying on the bed, directed a cynical look because she was so upset.

Feeling increasingly cornered over the checkmate sentence Alesha, as well as provoked anger because given that the woman who was very comfortable needed instead thought of another man.

"Isn't that in agreement, after a month we just got divorced? Did you forget to sign it?" Only that reason alone makes Rafael think he can run from Alesha's wishes as if he really wants to end their marriage immediately.

Initially, Alesha wanted to continue staring intently at the figure of the man who was currently making her like a woman who was worthless at all to her husband, she said, but finally choose to close the eyes because it is not strong to open it longer.

He was really very dizzy and the tears that fell without his fill wetting his face. If from earlier always let out tears because of the teary eye effect due to headaches, but this time everything happened naturally.

Alesha shed tears as she was deeply hurt at the uncertainty-filled attitude of Rafael that made her fall in love.

He is eager to hear Rafael say he will never divorce her to return to Alex for loving her. However, it seems like all of that is just pseudo-thought and will never come true.

'Forget her, Alesha. Rafael never loved you because he only loved Aealeasha. After you divorce, surely he will return to his ex-wife, said Alesha who is currently mourning her unfortunate fate because she felt love clapping her hands.

Rafael felt that what he was going to say was for the good of Alesha. "alright. If that's what you want, I won't delay it for another week."

"You can get back together with Alex and live happily married to the man of your dreams. Turns out your love is very big on the sugar daddy and your lecturer. Surely the love story of one student and his lecturer will be very romantic and make others envious."

Rafael even laughed mutely when saying the last sentence that seemed to mock himself for going to give the wife to another man with a spacious chest.

When hearing the sound of Rafael's baritone that was considered like turning the facts upside down, Alesha currently did not intend to open her eyes.

'Why does he always blame me for bringing up Alex's problems? Did he not realize that he also had a great love for Aealeasha?'

'However, I'm the only one who is always blamed and scapegoated by this bastard!' Alesha already knew what Rafael was going to say and chose to just listen without opening both eyes because she did not want to see the face of the man who hurt her.

Until he felt his body you began to hear the sentence like a sharp spear stuck right in his heart and left a bloodless wound there.

"Alesha Indira, I'm divorcing you today! Now you're no longer my wife in the eyes of religion and will soon file a divorce suit at a religious court to be lawful in its entirety."

Rafael even felt his body tremble violently as he uttered a talaq to Alesha. In fact, he never thought it would feel that way when divorcing a woman he married religiously and stateally.

In addition to feeling Dejavu because he had been in a position like this when he divorced Aealeasha who chose Arsenio, this time it was much more heavy.

He now turned around and raised his hand and opened his trembling palm after uttering a talaq to Alesha.

'God, why does it feel so much more painful? Are we pretending to have a fake marriage? Why is it as if I have feelings for this woman I just divorced?'

Rafael, who did not want Alesha to see him, now stepped his long legs towards the door and out of his private room.

Even when you are outdoors, feel the eyeballs glazed over. Reflexes he instantly removes the rough so as not to escape down his jaw.

"Stupid! What the hell am I doing? Why did I become such a weak man when I divorced a woman who no longer wanted to be my wife?" lirih Rafael is currently normalizing his irregular heartbeat.

Not wanting anyone to see his current state, Rafael hurriedly walked into the room next door.

"Don't let me look at me like this because it would be so devastated and sad to see her son divorced twice for not being loved at all by a married woman."

Rafael is currently leaning on the door after locking it. He stared at the room that guests used to rest.

Rafael now thinks of the mother who would have been very hurt upon hearing that she had divorced Alesha.

"I have to think of a way to tell my mom slowly. I'm sorry, ma for not being able to realize the dream to immediately fondle the grandchild."

To be continued...