I Love You My Sugar Daddy

I Love You My Sugar Daddy
About Aeleasha


The night sky is so dark.


However, the twinkling of the city is so sparkling as a paradox that stretches the distance between the equator and its biosphere.


Every corner of the city is always vying to show off the hustle and bustle of his life. There are always songs sung together with ukulele or guitar accompaniment.


The clanking of glasses that voiced a random scale in the club rooms. Or even a puff of cigarette smoke along with a long talk that gets rid of the cold.


It was like a lonely sky.


A city and its hustle and bustle, in fact only voiced loneliness more loudly. In the chanting echoed, there may be a silenced despair.


In those glass glasses of wine, there may be memories that want to be forgotten. In some burnt cigarettes and long talks, there may be a much-missed warmth.


The city was just a setting for the play and Alesha was part of the plays inside.


A lake full of lies. The actress who always performs her role well in each act and the design of different scenes.


Being a passionate person in the presence of his friends, being a reliable person in the presence of his clients, being a good child in the presence of his mother, or even being a strong person in the presence of strangers.


That's Aaleasha Indira. Twenty-year-old girl with all her weird stories.


I don't know how many hundreds of thousands of books will run out to tell about the owner of that name. He himself does not know. Because for him, all the strange and complexities in life experienced in the end only end up being a void that shuts his head as it is today.


The woman closed her eyes for a moment while enjoying the breeze of the night that hit her face.


He knows all problems go hand in hand as he grows up. However, for a moment, he wanted to be like this. He wanted to forget everything for a moment while looking at the streets from the pedestrian bridge.


As a child, he always thought life as a girl was so fun. Her mother often dressed her hair like a princess when whining.


Sometimes they also make tiara with flowers to wear on the head. Alesha always thought that she was a princess in a real fairy tale.


Although only living with the middle-aged woman without having time to feel the affection of her father, feeling the affection of her mother is very enough to make her happy.


Though questions occasionally arise in Alesha's mind, whether her mother does not feel lonely living without a husband, or whether her mother never intends to remarry. That thought only stopped getting caught up in his short thoughts.


Because of the emptiness of a figure, Alesha and her mother always try to fill each other.


However, as he grew older, he realized that the emptiness they were trying to fill would never be intact. Alesha eventually always wondered about the whereabouts of her father that she did not even know what he looked like.


One day he asked his mother about his father. At that time he was still Junior High. Still a timid girl who doesn't dare to sleep alone after watching a horror movie with her friends.


As a result, the nights he knocked on the door of his mother's room with a frenzy while asking to sleep together.


They both lie down while looking at the ceiling of the room which shows yellowish stains due to leaking marks in the rainy season.


Preparing to answer Alesha's question, her mother turned on the dim sleeping lights and turned off the headlights.


"Alesha, forgive me for trying to hide it from you all this time." The middle-aged woman sighed for a moment.


"Mom always tries to avoid discussing this topic not because she doesn't want to tell you."


Alesha changed her position by tilting her body until her eyes focused on her mother.


"However, since you're grown up, I'll tell you now." Pause for a moment, Alesha's mother took a breath. "Your father's been gone since you were a baby."


Although he had guessed it, there was one thing that still continued to hang in Alesha's mind. He's been holding it for some time.


But this time he asked himself. "Mother, then, must have a picture of dad, right? I've never seen his face at all."


His mother exhaled with a sad tone. "That's why I didn't want to tell you this whole time. When our house fire broke out when you were two years old, I didn't think anything but to get you out of the fire."


However, as you slowly grow up without your father, I feel guilty for not having the time to save the photos."


Hearing the explanation of her mother who felt guilty, made Alesha feel sorry to have also asked her. He calms his mother and assures her that Alesha is grateful for telling him about her father. Although in fact, he was not satisfied with the story of the mother, but hid it.


From then on, Alesha did not dare to ask anything more about her father. Afraid that her mother is sad. Fear of digging up their old, grievous wounds.


Of all the fairy tales that are often heard, the story seems to be the only fairy tale that Alesha always remembers well every word following its point and comas.


Growing up, Alesha sometimes misses the childhood that is always accompanied by fairy tales told by her mother at the end of the day to her sleep.


Now, the evening goes to his childhood sleep hours like a nightmare that became his best friend. The dark world he must wade into in order to stay alive.


When people are asleep, they are awake. Preening and satisfying strangers for more money.


It all started a year ago. The year in which Alesha's life changed drastically. The year in which he first met the world. The year in which he had first felt the greatest fear. For the first time, Alesha was afraid of a sudden terrible life.


At that time, he was just a high school graduate who had just graduated from his studies. His mother could not afford to finance him to continue his studies because his income was not enough for tuition.


Her mother initially wanted to push herself, but Alesha soon convinced her that she would work and raise money to continue her education.


After that, Alesha managed to get a job. The girl was very enthusiastic when telling her success to her mother.


Of course making the woman calm even though in her heart wanted Alesha to continue her education. Alesha even always tells a variety of funny things after work.


Alesha works as a cashier in one of the minimarkets located not far from her home. Because he only has a High School diploma, the job vacancies he gets are limited enough to only be able to work there.


But despite getting a salary that is not too big, Alesha can still save and sure will be able to keep her words to her mother who will continue her education.


Alesha at that time was a girl who was always optimistic. He was always excited about anything.


To be continued...