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103: Appreciate

Since Shasyania asked for time alone, Nevan had never bothered her, including at school, they often passed each other but never greeted each other.

Silence became a solid wall between the two of them, as if there was no effort to break the invisible restrictions.

Until the spark of the dispute began to be read by Ririn and Nita.

"Sha... mhhh, umhhh.. lo same Geonevan marahan huh?"

"No," he said, but with a hand gesture that is still cool to answer the math problem of Mr. Gunar.

"Not that we are pretentious to interfere, just strange that way.had been a few days I noticed. both of you feel quiet...."

Nita's guess made Shasyania quit her writing activities, and began to look at her two best friends, "Nih, you guys make it first. before Mr. Gunar returned to class. And later. y'all also raise your hands, let's get the value," he said, who seemed to divert the discussion at the beginning, while thrusting the pink exercise book.

"Shaaaa...."

"Relax Nit, we are fine," said Shasyania, who again tried to avoid, "ohh yes, after copying it. You answered the question I made, yes, examples of the same thing as the kayak that was loved by Mr. Gunar, how it works is also exactly the same, just follow! You should know, let's not be confused if asked...."

"Alright Buk Guru Shasyaaaa..," said Nita and Ririn.

"Ehhh... wait a minute, you already know not about the movie that is booming lately?" ririn asked, with her hands and eyes still busy copying paste Shasyania's answer.

"Ohhh yes.yaaa I know! yesterday my sister was the same boyfriend watching! Bummer knows no! they're spoiler mute! I wish I had my mouth squeezed!"

"Well..how about after school we watch?"

"What a great idea!" jerit Nita, who immediately cheered agreed, "ahaa...all we invite the boys to be more rame how? And lo Sha, take Geonevan. watch a horror movie with an exciting couple for sure!" he continued, winking one eye to tease Shasyania.

"Obviously exciting.. let alone throughout the ciyeeeee hug movie! Geonevan is very comfortable for sure!" ririn's taunting won't lose.

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"Whataaaaaa?"

"Whoi!! little control over sound can not anyway? it hurts my ears!" darel snapped, with one hand patting his ear, which began to give a buzzing effect.

"I swear? in seriously? what's Geonevan nolak for?" instead of following the orders, Nita instead returned to let out her thunderous voice.

"Ck! if you don't believe.gih you ask yourself!!!"

"Yaaahhh. whereas Shasyania is coming!" timpal Ririn's.

"The name is busy too!"

"No, it can't be ignored! Rin, let's ask Geonevan! I want to be sure!"

"Okay!"

The two girls were intent on finding Nevan's whereabouts, but just two steps away, they immediately turned around, "Oh yaaaaa Dariel is cute plus cute, Geonevan is where is it?" tanyanya, with a smiley face but also tucked shame there.

"Laboratory room! Shasyania was there too! they againiii... again what is the name of it? the same thing with the science olympics! that point!" repelled.

"Thank you for the information!"

"Our english! but yaaa..your welcome!!!"

"What's important!" seloroh Nita, then a fraction of a second later the girl leaned her body to get closer to Ririn, "Rin, which I was talking about, right?"

"Bego lo!"

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"Yesse! if our team believes that the chance of reaching the main medal is getting higher! ayoo sing! Soar away. fly high.... Deep in the sea of MENDALIIIIII," Yuki's sergeant covers a song, with her beads alternately staring at Shasyania and Geonevan.

"Basic bullshit!"

Septi did not want to comment on the action of his friend, he was more interested in asking his two classmates, "Here you two want to go straight to class or to the cafeteria first? How about the canteen? with us! besides, if it's not a problem, there are exceptions for students who are preparing for the Olympics!"

Instead of answering, Nevan hurried to finish her books, and prepared to leave the room.

"I went straight to class" replied Shasyania, who was awake waiting for Nevan to stand up and swing her legs towards the exit.

Until outside the room were seen two girls who had been waiting for Geonevan's arrival, and when they saw the figure, they began to cut the distance to get closer.

"Geonevan, you really don't watch? shasyania is coming! isn't Sha?" todong Nita, without further ado.

For a moment Nevan glanced at Shasyania, but he could not delay the plan he had arranged to visit the Zeiqueen residence, so inevitably he had to refuse this invitation, "Other times, just like that, I was busy today" he explained.

Nevan's answer is longer than usual, but still the sentence has the same meaning, namely rejection.

And hearing the rejection from Nevan, made Shasyania think what changes Nevan's attitude now because of his words that want time alone, to make the man start to keep a distance between them.

And to be honest, it is still very difficult for Shasyania to accept Nevan's thoughts on the figure of the father, even the wounds of losing the person she cares about so much have not fully healed, but now he again finds out about Nevan's unsubstantiated allegations.

Shasyania thinks this is very unfair to her father, who actually left after saving one life, but her services seem meaningless with the accusations made by Nevan.

Not to mention the sense of failure that often sneaks into the recesses of Shasyania's heart, his father is an encouraging figure who will always be convinced by his dreams, but he has not had time to see a smile of pride, but he has not yet witnessed a smile of pride, with a stretch of hands that will welcome his success later, in fact even the figure first came home, and left only a million memories that will continue to make him feel homesick.

It was these thoughts that made her reluctant to start a conversation with Nevan, Shasyania felt she needed time to come to terms with the situation.

And on the other hand, Nevan desperately refrained from imposing his will, fearing that Shasyania might become even more disappointed, but clearly, for him to be silent and allow time to heal their problems, not the right choice.

Two thoughts that are difficult to put together, but that is the difference, sometimes people are too busy to feel they are right to close all access for them to accept the middle way, sometimes, until a situation that is initially easily resolved becomes increasingly complicated by circumstances.

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"Shaa, have you seen anyone?" liliana asked, as they were in the guest room.

"Friends from GUARDIANS Buk High School."

"Theymen? how do you want Nevan? is he not coming?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Liliana digested Shasyania's answer, and it was clear that lately something had been bothering her daughter's mind, so Liliana took the initiative to invite Shasyania to talk about her daily life.

"Hmmm, it feels like a few days ago Mother does not see Nevan want to play here again Shaaa, but. if you remember again who the figure is, naturally anyway, she must be very busy, he was very busy, not to mention attending an important meeting of his family, setau Mom anyway...."

"Yes a Buk."

Two words from Shasyania made Liliana even more convinced, if it was true that her daughter and Nevan were having a problem so that the distance between them was so significant.

"Why Shaa? you okay, son? here try Mom's story...."

Liliana's words invited a puddle in Shasyania's eye sling, she even turned her face to wipe her tears as soon as possible, but with a swift Liliana directly embrace her daughter's shoulder.

"Oh.uk., Ge..geo.nevan, he's been thinking nothing about Dad, Shasyania can't accept Buk, it's very painful for Shasya. Dad left when Shasya could not prove himself, Shasyania always dreamed if someday could make you both happy, but in fact... There is no father!!! Shasya could no longer look at Dad and hug Dad... Shasya loves Buk's father, Shasyania wants to see Daddy feel proud, and smiles to see Shasya's dream has been realized. Because every time Shasya tells a story, I always say Shasya can! Shasya misses Buk's father, Shasya just doesn't take it! Shasyania doesn't accept the accusations made to Dad!"

Now Liliana understood what was going on between the two teenagers, and as much as possible she tried to quell Shasyania's disappointment, "Shaa, I know Shasya Iaaaang at all Dad! but Shaaa... blame Nevan boy like this, that's not the right thing to do either...."

"But Buk, Geonevan thinks__,"

"I don't know Sha, I know everything!"

Shasyania loosened her embrace with a questionable look, which made the middle-aged woman instantly explain everything.

"Shasya know? long before today, son Nevan himself who has been told directly to Ibuk, he told all, Seeemuaaa.. to Momuk and Dad. That day Ibuk was also angry, upset, but Mom gave him a chance to explain, and after hearing his point of view Mother began to understand the state of Nevan's son, this was just as hard for him Shaa. You can imagine, son, anything that has been experienced as the sole heir of the Eldione family, he must be much demanded to be someone who is so tough, not easily fooled, he said, and when all of a sudden someone took away his father's rights, it must have upset him too, right Sha?" Liliana paused her words, while wiping away the tear marks on Shasyania's cheek,

"The blessing made between you is as shocking as it was for Shaa, as it makes Nevan boy think no-no, but most importantly now..he knows the truth, right Shaa? he prostrated himself, and it wasn't easy for someone who was born with a background like him. Nevan boy has been trying to fix everything, shouldn't we appreciate it too, mhh?"

Shasyania's silence made Liliana again say, "Mom ask now, has Shasya heard the explanation from Nak Nevan?" and again Shasyania just kept quiet, wiping her tears, "Shasya did not give son Nevan a chance to explain everything? is Mom right, son?" Liliana kept asking to see her daughter's reaction.

"Yeah Buk, Shasya didn't give Geonevan a chance to explain...."

Liliana nodded in understanding, stroking her daughter's head, "Although I'm sure.. Shasyania must know this, but I have to explain it again, because anger is always able to make someone unable to think clearly. So listen to this son, in a relationship. Communication is the most important thing, and when it doesn't give one a chance to talk and explain all, it's a very wrong decision son!" liliana said, "wrong and right are not always at the core of the debate, because sometimes being able to understand each other is the answer to the problem itself!" concluded.

"Sorry Shasyania Buk...."

"Hubble and drag on in grief, that's not what Dad wants for your life Shasya, be happy to make us proud!! I don't think Shasyania should be with Nevan's son, but avoiding problems that will only make you sadder like this, it's also not the right choice, son!"

"Yeah Buk.. Shasya understands...."

"We are here to strengthen each other Shasya. sometimes Mother can also be mistaken. and Shasyania is the one who gives Mother input, like that now, the most important thing is that we want to try to improve everything, isaiah son?"

"Yeah Buk, makasi.. and tomorrow after Shasya comes home from NJL office, Shasya will meet Geonevan directly."

"Solve your problems with a cool head, but don't be too cold, you'll freeze again" Liliana joked.