Mine ?
63: A step closer

Shimmering stars adorn the sky, along with the Earth's satellite which is showing its most perfect light. So bright, that every pound of waves in front of it seemed so clear in the eyes.

Silent, although the waves roll to grind millions of sand, but the dust will not be able to infiltrate the gap Nevan car. until the two teenagers are increasingly silent enjoying the silence of the night.

Quite a long time silence became a separation wall, until Nevan finally re-awakened, and no longer want to scavenge every action in the past.

He pointed to the side, and slowly began tapping Shasyania's shoulder, "Free hug?" he said softly, as if deliberately inviting the reaction of the girl who was still staring at him with a difficult expression to read.

Nevan knows this situation requires more patience and certainly a sweet remark, "There is no second offer, so take it or just scorch it!" press Nevan. It seemed like he started to play Shasyania's emotions, "hugging is the most efficacious thing to maintain the mood, especially in this condition. And one more thing, leaning on my shoulders is a privilege that only certain people have, so a loss if wasted!" he nodded with a seductive tone.

Their gaze met, Nevan with a smile on the tip of the lips began to move in a change of position, then hurriedly patted the thighs, "Here, sit here yank!" her door.

Shasyania hesitated, she could not sit there, especially with the situation of those who were in the car, "No," he refused while glaring in the other direction.

"Why? anyway yeah, it would be more comfortable if you sit here while curling me yank!"

"What if someone sees it? I think we'll do it again!" to be honest with the state of red cheeks extinguished. Shasyania so clearly expressed what she thought, but after that she was embarrassed by her own words.

Nevan knew what Shasyania meant, but she preferred to act plain, "What would anyone think?"

Instead of answering, Shasyania was bowed to cover her face.

And again Nevan showed his charm, especially coupled with energy, until the result now Shasyania was sitting on his lap.

So embarrassed that it makes Shasyania reluctant to take off the palm that is still faithful to cover her face.

"Why closed the yank anyway? still shy? This is not your first time sitting here!"

Wanting it to feel like Shasyania was clumping Nevan's mouth, the man actually rubbed his veins.

"Well, it looks pretty! Cook a pretty-beautiful face gini hidden!" kelakar Nevan, when he managed to lock Shasyania's wrist until her face was clearly visible.

Misbehavior, maybe that's what's hit Shasyania, Nevan's ignorance is able to make him lean forward, and use Nevan's chest as a protective shield face.

"Yahh shamefully gnarled again!" nevan said giggling. Shasyania's wrists he took off, then advised the girl to put her hands around Nevan's neck.

"Comfortable?"

"What if someone sees it?"

"Relax, no one will see, because from the outside the glass of this car looks dark," he explained, then began to cradle the question Shasyania, "but why should be embarrassed, "but why should you be ashamed, we're just hugs, too. Is it really yank? I thought so, what if you? cobak tell yank."

"Geonevan..," said Shasyania, punching the man in the chest.

"Yeah.jeez..., don't hit me again, if my ribs disappear again how?"

"How to get rid of cobak!"

"Just a sweet word."

Slowly the giggling laughter in Nevan's stomach gradually subsided, his gaze turned serious again and he also began to move his hands to hug tightly, drowning his head on Shasyania's shoulders.

"Yank, what do you think love is?"

"Something fun maybe."

"Maybe?"

"Yes maybe."

"Never felt love?"

"Love? I doubt it, but if attraction means love, then I've felt it."

"To whom?"

"Much."

Nevan glared in surprise, "Whaaaattt?"

"Sorry baby, I accidentally, ta...but a...what the fuck is that much? do you like a lot of people?"

"Isn't interest natural? There will be interest because of attitude, appearance or even because of achievement, all of which are commonplace right?"

"Yeah but still it shouldn't be like that!" sergeant nevan, "because attraction is the beginning of love. First like to see, tomorrow-tomorrow likes to walk! Steal the opportunity until it is finally equally comfortable!" he nodded with annoyance.

"Are you like that Geonevan?"

"No! of course not!"

"So you've never been attracted to the opposite sex?"

Nevan reflexes pulled Shasyania out of her arms, until the position of their faces was now only a few fingers apart, "Honey, what are you thinking?"

"No.., not like that! What I mean is, have you never liked anyone?"

Slowly Nevan looked up, clearly thinking about something before he started saying, "Not like it anymore, but I think it's love!" he is full of confidence.

Her eyes were directed back to Shasyania, "The feeling arose, as I felt like always protecting her, living the days with her, even before I knew her further, she said, I'm pretty sure that my life will be more colorful with him by my side...,"

"Then what happened?" so curious is Shasyania, until she cuts the explanation that is actually not over.

Nevan smiled faintly, with a glance down his head, "Before answering that, you better ask first how many times I've fallen in love."

"How many?"

"Two times."

"Ahh..., why twice?" he asked in shock, and the reaction left Nevan frowning in confusion, "i questioned it not because I was wrong, but from your explanation earlier, it seems that you can't forget that person easily, let alone to replace him."

"Mhhhh, but it just happened. Different people, but still with the same taste. Feelings of wanting to protect until love ends. And why twice because the first one, that girl broke my confidence, made me feel priceless and wasted. Disappointed.., really very disappointed!" Nevan breathed heavily, as she scraped through old wounds, "she forgot about me. Though at that time even just thinking we would meet, that alone was enough for me to wake up from critical times. It's ironic, isn't it?"

Shasyania cleared her throat as a sign of agreement.

"And worse every time I tell this story to someone else, they'll say if it's just monkey love. What is the monkey's love that deep? I guess not! I'm sure monkey love never happened in my childhood."

"Still little love-making" continued Shasyania.

"That's a natural feeling baby, I can't resist or avoid!"

"Keep what about the second one?"

First Nevan tightened his embrace that began to loosen at Shasyania's waist, "The result of my first story made my ego hurt, until when I felt love again, at that time I was too rash. I couldn't accept rejection, but the fact that I thought was true destroyed everything. And the second I admit it's entirely my fault!"

"That's you're a kid too?"

"No, I was a teenager then. Quite complicated, but this time I won't let it be like that again" he concluded.

"I just found out a Geonevan was rejected" quipped Shasyania.

"That's because I was a kid, after all, only a handful of people were passionate about love at a young age, and unfortunately I was one of them."

"Think how the fate of people who once rejected you first, especially if he knows you grew up like now."

"I don't care! if I remember that person, all I have left are old memories, and for him now I don't seem to know him. It was like two strangers who had never met each other before. And yes, what's wrong with Geonevan now? what did I grow up like?" back again terbesit Nevan's ignorant behavior, until Shasyania let out a long sigh.

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*heyy what do you think Geonevan is like? thank you guys so later we can lead him to the right path🤣 thanks*