Mine ?
87: Comfortable feeling

...(.(.Flashback nyempil kitti)...

(Flashback mode)

"I beg you to refuse Shasyania.I beg you!!! don't break my trust, my judgment can't be wrong about you. If you refuse it then I myself will come. So please refuse!" I continued to deepen, and as much as possible showed a look of hatred towards him.

But what happened was inversely proportional, he was silent, as if he did not mind the decision that Grandpa had made. My heart is completely broken.

And at once Guilio's words and my words about Shasyania's figure intertwined in the memory of the brain, wanting to feel disbelief but the truth is true, if Shasyania is like that.

I am at war with my heart, just because their possessions succeed in disillusioning me.

"Is that important to you, Shasyania? even when I look at you like this? you hold on? Hmh!"

I hate both of them, how not? not enough right my Daddy now they are also aiming for the main position by making me his.

Because twice! twice I felt foolish by my own judgment, the experience of childhood did not make me strong, I was mistaken, so I let my heart return priceless and my race wasted.

Even thinking of a plan to make him deterred to surrender, and lowering him when it rains was my initial mission, but it turns out he still survives, instead coming back with his amazing skit.

I clasped his jaws firmly, but like a weapon to eat Master, it was me who lost, until a desperate cry from my mouth echoed in the room.

And when I decided to hate her, now that Shasyania's cunning was popping up, I saw her having fun with her boyfriend, even I heard that she skipped out just to be close to the upperclassman, the most painful thing was when I saw him flashing with a man I knew named Gemmi.

"Lo stupid Nevan! lo stupid! You let Zia break your confidence.... Shasyania is the same! BA.GSAT WHY AM I THIS WEAK? no-no.. I will no longer let you know.., you also have to feel the same wound Shasyania.. Yes you have to feel it!!!"

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And again I felt defeated, even though it was this hateful, but it turned out that my concern was still there, when I asked one of the mainstay aides in the Eldione family to be the driver.

"Damn! why is it so hard to hate it? why is this sick? why does it feel like I want to keep seeing it!!!"

But again Shasyania scratched the wound in my heart, she came to Dariel's party with Gemmi, even they danced together, I who could not see him chose to waltz out and sit on the park bench while looking up at the millions of stars in the dark sky, and that night we again argued.

Until a feeling of unease enveloped my heart when Shasyania came home with the man, until I decided to invite Eron to follow them from behind, and so surprised I saw some criminal gangs hit Gemmi's car.

"NEVAN!!! YOU CAN'T BE RASH, THOSE CRIMINALS ARE CARRYING GOB.OK GUNS!!!"

"OPEN THE DOOR BRE.GSEEKK!!! IF YOU STILL WANT ME ALIVE THEN LET ME HELP SHASYANIA!!!"

"GUE HAS A PLAN SO YOU CALM NEVAN!!!"

That night became a turning point for me, and after spending the night at Shasyania's house I found out a fact, if his mother had a disease that could take her life at any time, up to a large cost they definitely need to seek treatment.

"Ohh no, what have I done!"

And the shadow of the criminal gangs still makes me angry, and when I have the chance and win a game from Mommy, then the thing I ask is to be able to deploy the US BLACK army, and then I can do it, to paralyze them mercilessly.

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Shasyania was like an opium that made me always interested to think about it, even when Mommy's party took place I even hallucinated seeing her figure, but my daydream stopped when Guilio came with all the fuss he brought. I don't care, until my eyes are wide open in shock staring at the person in front of there who is indeed Shasyania.

Now I don't want Guilio to expose all my madness to her, not without cause, I just want Shasyania to know at the right time, about how much I'm asking for her, and how much I feel about her. But I also did not want to rush, let alone my plan had failed, maybe it was a signal that I was more patient, and another consideration was when remembering the gaze of Shasyania when on the beach that afternoon, clearly the look in his eyes illustrates that he is thinking about someone important in his life, whether I don't know who I am, but I am determined to take his place, until slowly but surely I offer a relationship in a period of one month, before I finally make Shasyania mine forever.

(Flashback Pov Nevan end)

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The rain was hitting a sports car, and it was seen inside that a man was falling asleep leaning his head against the steering wheel.

Drrrrrrrr!

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Drrrrrrrttt!

Several vibrations on the dashboard of the car made him move agitatedly, his eyes slowly opened, then his left hand stuck forward to pick up the flat object.

"Yeah?"

"Van, where are you?"

"What do you want?"

"Gue was with Eron again at your house, but he said you went with Guilio, so where are you now? let's just follow through!"

"No need! I have important business!"

"What's so important about Guilio?"

"Not her!"

Tut!

Like not having the intention to explain in more detail, until Nevan turned off the phone unilaterally, then bead his eyes glanced at the watch that had just shown at five in the afternoon, and at that moment his finger moved to form abstract patterns on the steering wheel, "Mmhhh..., about Shasyania's business is finished no yes... did I call? you might even bother him!"

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"Yes halloo?"

"Can I play on my phone?"

"Meetingnya not so, Brother Dofa suddenly there is the same business Mrs Zivana."

"Congenitaly ngabarin? I can pick it up!"

"Don't Geonevan.., you need to rest! I know you got less sleep yesterday!"

"I want to see you now! where are you?"

"Again in the town square, Anggi is working today, so I'm helping Wiwin with the others here."

"I'm going there now!"

After that remark Nevan completely approached Shasyania, and as usual her appearance managed to become a living object for the spies who looked at her in awe.

"Widiiiiihhhh.. - so handsome!!!"

"Aaaaaaaa.mau is like that!!!"

"Maooo!!!"

"My angel is passing by!!!"

"Artist right?"

"Mmmhhh.. It seems that there is another one picked up...."

Without a smile for all the praise he received, Nevan was indifferent and landed his butt next to Shasyania.

"Have-been...back off!!! the wall is too strong to slide!" people who are now feeling disappointed.

"Until what time?" ask Nevan.

"Well eat?"

"That's a tad__,"

"Ohh yaa... if you talk about food so keinget first not? we often get free food from aaaaaarr... AAWWWWW YOGA PAIN!" jolt Wiwin, when he got a pinch from the man beside him.

"Can you be? here you again forget what it is, the guy next to Shasya is the heir of the Eldione family! ashamed to know!" bisik Yoga is full of emphasis.

"Ehh...eh means so keinget si Aa not really? is it really not? right when he is there, we often duh tuh dapet delicious food i...iyaa...iya right? Cake bearer of fortune.. hahaha!" he is full of awkwardness.

"Mmhhh... Where is he now? how is it never seen? have you moved to become a magician?"

"Know, every day ngintilin Shasyaniaaaaaaaa!" wiwin exclaimed, "same as he was. kayak the Nanda, only the difference now he's kayaking away! just look now..no more gathering with us!"

"I don't know, Nanda will have another heart problem hahaha! Oh yeah Sha... about Aa, you don't know either?"

"No idea Ga, last time I saw it fit... What fitting? forgot me!" sahut Shasyania, looking to the left, as Nevan rests his chin on his shoulder.

"Why? head hurt?" she asked gently, touching Nevan's face, then rubbing her slowly.

Nevan answered with a head-band, but his hands immediately moved around Shasyania's waist, and briefly kissed the girl's shoulder.

Seeing scenes that are not friendly to the heart, until Yoga and Wiwin simultaneously stare at each other, as if they have the same mind.

"Jas Sha, you go home! anyway, this is done.... You have helped us a lot!"

"If you want here also do not papa yank, as long as you do not move positions!" shasyania had not yet answered, because Nevan made a sound first.

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And now Shasyania and Geonevan are already in the car, but instead of leaving, Nevan actually brings Shasyania in the passenger seat and they tell a lot of things.

"A long time ago as a model?"

"Itung-itung ngabisin free time.hahaha!"

"Wow...., Miss looks arrogant yaaaa?"

"Huhaha.must!!!"

Nevan chuckles at Shasyania's answer, until she pinches the girl's nose, and her eyes stare back at the photo from Shasyania's smartphone.

"Know the owner?"

"I know Mrs Zivana, but she doesn't know me, other than because I'm not the main model, we're rarely on the same show, most of all just seeing you."

"If... how does he talk?"

"I'll be so happy! it was so much I admired!!"

"Mhhh yesaa.iya dear! but... This is why your face does not look all?"

"Maluu.haha"

"Wahh... really arrogant, Miss this one!!!"

"Hahaha.. is enough Geonevan! tahuuuuu!!!"

"Kiss first!"

The cup!

Not happy Nevan just put on a lazy face.

"Ihhh... Why is his face like that?"

"Ck! on the lips, baby! in bibiiiiir!!!" he complained, pointing to the chewy object that looks natural red.

"Stay tell me why.., don't sulk Geonevan..," said Shasyania, revealing a smile that made Nevan unable to stop looking at her.

"Kiss yank!"

"Yeah..this is again on the way hahaha!!!"

Both of Shasyania's hands immediately held Nevan's face, until it got closer and closer, but had not had time for the two objects to touch, Shasyania again said something, "These eyes are closed first...."

"Don't lie to me!"

Without a reply Shasyania had tilted her head to the left, and now their lips were stuck long enough, before Nevan finally moved and took over the situation.

Every now and then Nevan's eyes open looking at the girl before him, he is so happy to be this close to Shasyania, that as gently as possible he moves his lips, to enjoy every moment they create.

"I missed you!" nevan said, on the sidelines of their kiss.

"Hhhfff..combal!"

Nevan spaced out and locked onto them, "I'm serious!!!" she cried, and slowly her eyes descended upon Shasyania's moist lips.

"We spent all night together, and this morning we went home from school together. Just parted a few hours already said kangen, especially if it's not a horseradish?"

"Ck!"

"Geenevan...? heeey!"

"What?"

"Listen to this," Shasyania thrust her mobile phone, until the flat object made a sound from one of the applications that are currently hit, "Sister...love is not always beautiful deck...!!!"

Shasyania held a smile, and Nevan, who realized that her seriousness was being played, immediately threw her rough back, then reached into her pants pocket and began to get busy with the sophisticated object.

In addition to being angry now Shasyania knows more about the nature of Nevan, which is easily upset until it ends sulking, even she can be silent without a word.

"You mad?" he asked, but never got a response, "Geonevan...."

Nevan glanced with her sharp eyes, then hinted for Shasyania to sit on her lap.

"Sudaaaah, mmmhh still angry too?"

"No."

"The answer is no, but the tone is like that!"

"No, iaaang..no!"

"Good," said Shasyania, confirming the sitting position, then tucked her hands around Nevan's waist, hugging her so tightly before finally laying her head on Geonevan's chest, which made her feel more comfortable.

"Would you eat something?"

"No, I think I want to sleep."

"Then you go to sleep!"

"You?"

"I'm playing a game."

"Later if the tingling wake me up huh?"

"Will not!" sahut Nevan, while kissing the forehead, cheeks and a glimpse of the lips of Shasyania.