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112: Vanvan the handsome

"Darling?"

"No!"

Shasyania had made all means for Nevan to take off her claws, but it seemed futile, because all the persuasions she had thrown were always rejected raw along with the head, with the head, even accompanied by a raucous voice due to crying.

Until the noise began to be heard from up there, when a helicopter highlighted their whereabouts, Shasyania who realized if help had arrived then immediately signaled for the rescue team to evacuate them immediately, moreover, Nevan, whose condition is already drenched in blood.

But even in such circumstances there are still obstacles, because Nevan continues to rebel and seems reluctant to release Shasyania, he still mutters with his voice that is slowly weakening.

"Don't go. Don't leave me!!"

"Master... Young master, please calm down and do not move much.... We make sure Miss Shasyania will survive!! don't you worry!"

As a result of his increasingly critical condition, until in the next seconds Nevan's consciousness slowly disappeared, his eyes closed but the hand was still tightly clutching Shasyania's fingers.

And for the sake of the smooth evacuation process and ensure the Master immediately got help, the rescue team was forced to act to remove the hand link.

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The XXX Hospital....

From the loby, the medical team is ready to wait for the presence of the sole heir of the Eldione family, they move quickly to move Nevan's body to the push bed, then rush to escape the IGD room.

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Until the needle of time continued to pass and now seen a girl standing upright with a look of tension that adorns the face, her head looked up at the lamp above the door, which indicates if the operation process is taking place in there.

And if only he could follow his heart, then it was like he barged in to see firsthand Nevan's state, but it was just a form of his worry, because now Shasyania is still faithfully waiting outside the room, even some of her looks sit and stand up again, her hands continue to move, to rub her face.

"Gazhi!"

Until a moment later there was a voice calling her name, Shasyania was stunned by the fear that began to creep into her. He fosters guilt, because he feels he is the mastermind behind the incident, resulting in Nevan lying weak in the operating room.

"How do I explain it...."

Just now he was about to rest, but Zivana first grabbed the body, then held it tightly while stroking Shasyania's back.

"Please calm down... Nevan, he'll be fine! he's a strong boy...."

"Sorry Shasya...."

"Hcshhh... no! don't apologize like that! you are innocent!! Stop punishing yourself for mistakes you did not make! okay okay? Mommy doesn't like it when you keep blaming yourself!"

Shasyania nodded obediently, replying to Zivana's embrace.

"We sit down.:." asked Zivana, and the woman began to check on Shasyania, "you're okay, right? no one was hurt? or... does anyone get sick? tell Mommy everywhere!" he asked, until not a single area escaped his sight.

"Mhhh good," said Zivana, now the eyes turned to glance at the door before him, "it felt like dejavu, as Mommy waited for Nevan while hoping for anxiety, until finally the doctor gave the news if Nevan managed to get through his critical period. But it used to be even more gripping, because in addition to the lack of blood he was also acutely dehydrated, so it took days for him to recover and regain consciousness!"

Hearing Zivana's words made the wrinkles on Shasyania's eyebrows plastered clearly, and now the girl looked back at her interlocutor full of question marks.

"Dear, it happened after your abduction incident, Nevan's critical condition, until she had to be rushed to the hospital."

"Because of the gunfire?" guess Shasyania, while re-imagining the dark events that had happened in her past, "I am grateful that Geonevan survived the shot, I am also very happy to hear my little friend is fine, and now... I hope the same, hopefully he recovers soon!" he continued, until a few seconds later Shasyania realized something.

"Meanwhile, Mommy knows? if I was the girl who was with Geonevan in the woods?"

"Mmhh, Mommy knows, right after Nevan introduced you as her fiance! Before we started the banquet, there we accidentally ran into two Doctors, at first Mommy was curious why a Psychiatrist could know you, moreover, he had mistakenly said your name, and Mommy guessed you knew each other before! but your reaction at that time was obvious if you want to avoid it. And that's where Mommy starts thinking, matching what Mommy knows! moreover, one of those Doctors was also Nevan's Doctor. So.. more or less Mommy can guess if you used to also have a trauma!"

"Doctor Nevan? A psychiatrist?"

"Yes dear, and now Mommy will tell me everything.... Back then, just after Nevan was awakened, the first person he looked for was you, your whereabouts! he'd love to see you, make sure you're feeling! Nevan says if you call her! to make him constantly talk about the name of Zia," said Zivana who seemed to deliberately pause his speech, he intended to see the response of Shasyania when the name was mentioned.

"That's the name I said to Geonevan, I introduced myself as Zia...."

"Hey... Don't bow down Shasyania! no one is to blame for that! Mommy understands..the reason you introduced yourself as Zia, is because you are afraid, and assume if you are honest then it could have an even worse impact, right? and who would've thought that if it would all end like this, wouldn't it?"

"Yes Mommy...."

"Then from that, stop blaming yourself! Moreover, now that you have met! The past is the past, nothing can be changed there! The past can only be remembered, not to curtail! so stop burdening yourself over something that has already passed! We live to be happy, not even depressed Shasya!" zivana firmly, while stroking Shasyania's head.

"Yeah Mommy, but Shasya still wants to hear the story about Geonevan."

Zivana nodded, then went back to telling a piece of her son's past story, everything he knew he said, even the time where Nevan always spent his days in the forest, "Nevan played by himself, he said, and we can only watch him from a distance, because if anyone comes near then Nevan will be angry, until the day he runs towards the edge of the abyss, the place where you slipped, he said, and then Mommy really freaked Shasya out."

"Vanvan..," shasyania.

"Just like you, after the incident he continues to be haunted by guilt, he considers what happened to you is his fault, he feels if he is someone who failed, Mommy is concerned about seeing Nevan's condition, Nevan said, even some of Mommy deliberately arranges her meeting with Zia, but Nevan seems reluctant, he says if Zia is no longer the Zia he knows, Nevan continues to assume that Zia's memory is still left in the forest, Nevan wants to make up for everything, and instead ends up blaming herself! Mommy fears Nevan is getting out of control, so Mommy decides to take Nevan to J's town, and live with her Grandpa."

Realizing Shasyania was crying, Zivana first wiped away the girl's tears, before she resumed her story, "All the therapies we've tried, too, to get rid of anxiety and guilt from inside Nevan. Even your Grandfather, he to decorate Nevan's room like a forest, it was done to create a calm atmosphere, and proved.... Nevan becomes more comfortable, no longer often disappearing in the darkness of the night until found the next day in the forest."

With the look of her shady eyes, Zivana looked at Shasyania, saying, "Now you know each other, Mommy is happy about it, because you're going to take part to control your fiance's emotions! he is explosive..," joked Zivana, he intended to eliminate the atmosphere between the two of them, "ohh yaa, before Mommy forgets, this...," continue, while sticking out the flat object.

"Imut right? her cheeks are chubby like mochi ahahah cake, if Nevan finds out Mommy showed this photo to people! because it was when the picture was taken, he again contained his, padlocked ahahaha!"

Shasyania immediately traced every inch of the face on the screen using her fingers, "He's Vanvan Mommy, the handsome man I know, although in the past. when we met he was wearing a mask, but in this photo it is definitely him! I miss his voice, the voice that always rings in my mind, and I also want to pinch his cheek...."

"Pinch it later, as much as you want. Although Nevan's cheeks are now not as elastic as before ahahah, but... there is still the same, namely the hair of the lion, still thick as before! Even Mommy always wants to shave her ahahah!"

"The expression is also the same Mommy, it turns out from the first he always looks like that, not environmentally friendly ahahha!"

"Cold like the inhabitants of the north pole? ahaha!"

As if joking until no one noticed the presence of someone among them, until the person made a sound.

"Yes!"