Mine ?

Mine ?
72: Because it involves feelings


"Nake?"


"Yes, it's so good, I love it!"


"Do you want more yank?"


To be honest Shasyania still wanted to enjoy the food in her mouth, but alas, her stomach seemed full, so it could not hold much more.


Nevan who realized the turmoil in Shasyania began to suggest something, "Mhhh how if we order a snack, later you can eat in the car, because the next trip will take a long time, because, so preparing some snacks will definitely be a big help."


"Where are we going?"


Nevan smiled meaningfully, "To a beautiful place, and I'm sure you'll be amazed!"


A few meters away from their table, someone with a formal look was observing the activity of the lovemaking duo. Curiosity increasingly so-so, when he saw a Nevan who he knew so attentive to the figure of the woman who is now in front of him.


His steps approached, patting the shoulder when the person he was heading to was within his reach, "Nevan...," he said kindly, but instead of looking at the person he called, he looked at Shasyania.


"Uncle Jame!"


"Yeah...! Uncle thinks it's wrong people, it turns out you really are, yes" he said, with eyebrows slightly raised upwards.


"Ohh.., meet Uncle, she is Shasyania" Nevan said, pointing to the girl who started smiling kindly, showing her beauty that was able to make the middle-aged man amazed.


"Wahhh..., absolutely amazing! and introduce also, I'm James Bill Cavan," he said with his arms outstretched forward.


"Dinesclara Shasyania" Shasyania replied, shaking the hand.


"Nevan's girlfriend?"


"Not Uncle," Nevan immediately snatched up the question that was actually shown to Shasyania.


"Haha.., as Uncle guessed, you are not the type of person who would establish such a relationship. Very different from Guilio, the boy brings different women home every day, Uncle is afraid he is getting married young" he said, vividly telling the love story of the child, "ohh yeah, by the way you've met Guilio? he came back to this country a few weeks ago."


"It's Uncle, and yes, about my relationship with Shasyania, she's not my boyfriend, but she's my fiancee Uncle."


"What's? the fiancee? when?" his eyes widened in surprise, "why Uncle did not accept the invitation, and your Daddy never told me about it either. Even Uncle is sure no one knows this?"


"Yes Uncle is right, our relationship is only known to the nuclear family, and for the party, later after the date is determined all definitely accept the invitation."


As if at a loss for words, James was only able to nod his head.


"I'm sure Guilio doesn't know this either, and after this I'll tell him to ask Nevan directly. Shasyania, she must be from a very respected family, until the Eldione family broke off the relationship that was certainly woven to strengthen their position on the business ladder, this must be kidnapped!" while still James continued to.


"Congratulations, and you continue to eat, Uncle said he wanted to see a client" his hand patted Nevan's shoulder, smiling at Shasyania.


James knows his father very well, he does not like to be disturbed, and certainly most anti if people want to know about his life story. Even Nevan often shows its cold nature, so it does not hesitate to pass just like that during family gatherings. Therefore, with a clear mind he chose to say goodbye, before being forcibly expelled.


"Geenevan...."


"Yeah?"


"How many Grandpa's kids are there? mhhh..., I mean how many kids did you have?"


"One, and that's just my Daddy," he replied casually, "why? you think that was one of his kids? No. It's Uncle Jame, he's Grandpa's brother's son."


"Ohh so...."


"We're on the road now?"


"Of course," said Shasyania, holding Nevan's arms outstretched for her.


"Now it's only six in fifteen minutes.., I think we'll be there in half an hour" he explained, leaning towards Shasyania.


"I've got Geonevan's seat belt on."


"Yeah, I see honey, but there's something I need to make sure you're more comfortable enjoying the ride."


His finger pressed a button, which instantly made the seat that Shasyania occupied slightly shift back, then made his joints drop.


"How is it, comfortable isn't it?"


"Sure, but I don't want to sleep."


"The journey will be a little tiring, baby, and I know you need to sleep, the proof from earlier you some yawn yank."


Yes, Nevan is right Shasyania is a little sleepy, but the desire to hold back because her feelings are starting to warm up makes her want to wake up. But the man made her more comfortable, especially with the features available in her car, which made Shasyania want to close her eyes.


"Rest baby" he whispered in a hoarse voice.


"Continue..., you're driving won't be tired either?"


"Something seems to be worrying about me, then you're the one driving yank."


Shasyania's eyes were perfectly rounded, "I? I can just sit, and not drive."


"Sounds defiant! Alright now you're driving!" he said with a witty look.


"Ck!" for the first time Shasyania clucked resentfully at the man.


"That gemesss!" his hand pinched Shasyania's cheek, then turned to look at the lips that he had tasted earlier.


"Mmm," Nevan let out a hearty look.


Slowly but surely, Shasyania's fingers began to loosen, and she placed her hands around Nevan's neck.


Getting the green light, Nevan began to smile, and before he carried out the action, he first said the word, "Makasi my dear."


The two lips meet again, with a sense that remains the same, which is hot, and somehow Shasyania like it is difficult to resist the charm of Nevan, until just by getting a smile from the figure, and inexplicably, I think he's very happy.


The bead of his eyes peeked out, from behind the eyelids that had been tightly closed. He could see from the crevices of his pliable eyelashes, if Nevan was so close now, the smell of a mouth so intoxicating mixed with the scent of a distinctive perfume, he said, what only a Geonevan possessed was enough to make a Shasyania feel as if she was floating.


In the warmth created by Nevan's lips, tucked away also the anxiety that slowly began to appear on the surface of Shasyania's heart, he feared this for only a moment, he was worried that later this feeling would get him used to it more and more, until the end of a wound that he was unable to heal himself.


Shasyania is still doubtful, especially Nevan's change is relatively fast, the girl needs a strong reason, although all seem too late to see the progress of their relationship now, which has already made her fall deeper.


Until a flashback of Nevan's words re-spins in his memory.


"Because I've started to accept this match."


"Because we can't refuse, can we?"


"Shasya, you ever say if we still do not have a gap to reject this matchmaking? Why don't we try to accept it? I mean by getting to know each other, and if after that you still have doubts, then I will help explain to Grandpa."


"How, you agree? or if this still feels heavy, then I'm asking for a month. Love me a month to convince each of our feelings."


"This is new to me. I don't know the right way to express everything in this brain, but I mean it. I want to try it, I want to try, and it can happen if you give it a chance. This relationship begins with coercion, and our rejections will also not be accepted because there is no strong reason, therefore, allow us to get to know more, or not, and even if it doesn't work out, at least we've tried."


The reason for wanting to try from Nevan was so easily approved by Shasyania, without knowing on the trip he might have gotten used to it, then found his own comfort, until the end of the deal, he said, it turns out that he has no way out, had it all ended without certainty.


His eyelids were hot, he tried to take a little breath, before Nevan came closer. His eyes were glazed over, the fear of loss began to seep into his chest, tightness and soreness becoming one.


Nevan's hand that had been on the nape of Shasyania's neck began to move to the face, and when he found the area he touched felt wet, Nevan immediately stopped his activities and looked at the girl.


"Darling why? aaawhat did I hurt you?" a worried expression was clearly drawn from Nevan's face, the man even checked Shasyania's lips, afraid that there was a wound that he had inflicted, but there was not the slightest scratch there. And getting that attention made Shasyania sobbing even more.


"Dear tell you why? Sorry.., sorry if I hurt you, I'm really sorry...."


Nevan hugged Shasyania tightly, until a few minutes later the girl slowly returned the favor.


"Darling why, did I hurt you?" tanyanya back.


First, only the head bobble became the answer, before finally a voice began to sound "I'm just afraid."


"Fearful?"


"Fear it's all just a game."


"Games?" Nevan pleaded not to accept, with the expression Shasyania, "you think I'm messing around? No!" he added with a voice no longer calm, even a little high sounding to withstand the overflow of emotions.


Nevan returned to his seat, even seeing his jaw begin to harden with his hands clenched to grip the steering wheel.


"I'm sorry, I'm just scared, I'm really scared of Geonevan," after this Shasyania doesn't know what's going to happen, because now Nevan is covered in anger, clearly visible from her expression, and some of Shasyania glanced at him and found Nevan furrowing his eyebrows.


Drrrrtt


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Drrrr!


The phone call broke the silence between them, and as the two pairs of eyes glanced, Freya's name was on the flat screen.


Instead of directly answering Nevan instead moved back the steering wheel, then raised Shasyania's body to sit on his lap, and after getting what he wanted, then the hand grabbed his smartphone.


"Hallo, Nevan, where is it? why not go to dinner? mommy and Daddy are here!" nagging after nagging was ear-bending, coming from someone across there.


Nevan gave her phone to Shasyania, but the girl refused with her head, and with a lazy face she answered the words.


"WHISPER! It doesn't matter!" the sarcophagus was cold, then immediately turned off the connection unilaterally.


Nevan's hand turned out to hold Shasyania's face, he moved gently to remove the remains of tears there, until he heard his heavy breathing.


"Darling.., I would be so angry if someone made you cry, but if it all happened because of me, then I would be so disappointed in myself!" with a frown Nevan spoke seriously.


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